Heyyy guys!! This is the first time that I write a story in English - because I'm Brazilian - but I think it'll be ok. Sorry if there are any grammar mistakes, when I have a doubt I go check it on Translate Google, and it isn't the best...
For: Jay-Lightning
Challenge: if I had you
Pairing: PlasmaShipping (Kai x Jay), Jaya (minor)
It's settled after Day of the Departed, so the ninja all leave in the Temple of Airjitzu, and each one have their own bedroom, and Kai and Skylor didn't felt nothing for each other.

[3rd person P.O.V.]

It was a sunny day in Ninjago and finally there was peace again. Well, at least outside Kai's head. Ever since Jay and Nya got back together, the Fire Ninja have been acting strange. He passed too much time in his own bedroom, and almost never get out of it, only to eat - When he did it. It was worse when his sister and her boyfriend could be seen doing something togheter, but nobody knew why. Shouldn't he be happy for his little sister?

[Kai's P.O.V.]

I know that I shouldn't be doing this... Nor feeling this. But I just can't control it, it's bigger than me.

It all began a while ago, when Nya broke up with the Lightning Master... to be with Cole. Jay was sad, a little bit angry, he was becoming depressed... And I couldn't see him that way. I started to take care of him, chat, play, hang out and stay a lot with him. At first, I didn't know why I was doing that.

But as the time passed, I realised. What did I realised? That I did it all for love. I've never felt it before, but I had no doubt that it was it. I wanted, no, I needed to see Jay happy, 'cause when he was down, I was too.

I wanted him all to me, but I knew he still had feelings for my sister... so I didn't said it. Also, I was afraid of ruining our friendship.

We were the best of friends, since Cole has abandoned him and stole his girlfriend, though only this. I think that I was lucky to have had it... Because after approximately two months, the Black Ninja broke up with Nya, who didn't seemed to care much, and she went after Jay.

She told him she made a huge mistake, and had better never did that. She promised to not do it again, and that was it. He loved her, so they came back together.

My world came down when the guy that I'm in love said that. I should be happy for them, for my sister... for him. But I couldn't. I felt jealously and couldn't be close to them.

I've tried to go throught it, hide how I truly felt. However, it was harder than I thought, and more and more I began to be depressed. I didn't want to see them, because I knew I would probably do something bad... so I just locked myself up in my room, barely going out, just to get some food and drinks, sometimes to train, after verifying if the others weren't there.

Why they made up? (is that the right way of saying they get better after arguing and fighting?)
Nya hurt him. So she doesn't deserve his love. Different from me, who was always there when he needed, she just... prefered his best friend. And Cole accepted it well... what kind of best friends do that?

"I if I had you, you would be the happiest man in the world."
"You'd never cry..."
"If you were my boyfriend... If only I had admitted how I felt before, maybe everything was different. Maybe I would have you..." Those are the things that I think about all day long. The first when I wake up, and the last when I go to sleep. When I cry. When I regret everything.

Yeah... I couldn't keep on... Because of that stupid, handsome, funny and cute guy... That is my sister's boyfriend.

Ooh Jay... surely if I had you I would be different. Better. But no... It won't happen and never will...

Sooo, well, that's it. I don't know a if I've got everything right, and sorry for the repetitions... I kind of didn't know many synonyms...
This was my first story in english and the first PlasmaShipping one. So far, I had only written a Jays and Kailor one, so I hope it was good!
Well... this I all that I have to say so, Bye!!!
See you in the next one!

♡NinjaTurqueza♡