I've been debating with myself about publishing this or not for several weeks... So, if you are reading, I guess I finally made up my mind...

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So... I wanted to apologize for a few things...

Firstly, I wanted to apologize for not reading the tags that some people had the effort and took their time to do because of me... Secondly, I wanted to apologize for not doing the tags that I got tagged so kindly by other people to do... And thirdly, I wanted to apologize for stopping chatting with some people and for not being in wattpad that much recently to be able to answer comments or anything like that...

...Sorry for all that... It's just that I don't have as much time as I wished to have, to do any of those things... I'm still going to try to do as many of them the soonest possible, but I just can't promise anything... I'm really sorry...

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And finally, as my last apology (for now) and as my main reason to publish this...

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...I'm sorry, but... Now I don't feel like doing the sequel... Yes, I had planed to do it before... I even had already done the cover and started thinking in the ideas to the story, but... Really... I just don't feel like doing it anymore...

After seeing the ridiculous difference between the views and votes... After seeing people adding my story to their reading lists, but not voting or commenting and maybe not even reading it... After seeing people voting only in the last chapter of the story and not voting in any other chapter... All of that started making me feel really sad...

I only write to make others happy and to make myself happy too... But now I feel like I'm only trying to make others happy... And I don't even know if I'm even being able to do that anymore...! I just don't know anything anymore...

I'm starting to feel like it's not worth it anymore... I remember when I had to stay up until 2am many times just to have the chapter ready to update the next day, although I had school in the next day and I had to wake up at 7am... But still I was happy and felt realized with what I was doing, despite how tired I felt almost everyday... However, I don't know if I want to get back to that tiring routine... I don't think I'm able to survive through it anymore... And I'm kinda afraid to try it again...

Still, I'm going to keep writing everyday... I'm going to publish a Yoonmin fanfic in 11th February (Thursday) and update it regularly like I used to do with this one... Hopefully, my new readers will vote and comment in my story and you, my old readers, will continue/start voting... But I guess it's okay if they or you don't do it... I think I'm starting to accept all this...

But the worst is that, although I feel and think all this, I know I'm going to forget/erase all my feelings and thoughts the next day and that I will still do the sequel... Well, I think I kinda got used to this anyway, it's not like I can control it anymore... So... Let me change my last apology...

...I'm sorry, everyone that actually voted and commented a lot in my story, for feeling like this... You can be mad at if you want to... I disappointed you, so I deserve all your hate and anger... But don't worry, I'm still going to write the sequel, despite how bad or good I feel while I write...

I just hope I can still make people happy...

Bye,
- Danielar