It feels like I'm stuck
Stuck in a body I never wanted
Looking the way that disgusts me EVERYTIME someone takes photo of me
I hate my face
My body
My brain
I feel different from everyone around me
I feel like I'm late
I'm missing out
Like I don't have enough time
A clock running out of time
I feel like no one loves me and I can never be loved
Being replaced or used as a rebound just so you can talk to your ex makes me feel stupid
Why string me along to get back to someone you clearly wanted more?
I wanna cry but I feel like I don't deserve it
I did this to myself, why cry about now?
Instead I'm just fool stuck behind a wall that I built myself
Trying to break it down but failing
Soon enough I die