- PERFECT -

"So, what's your favorite song?"

Jeongguk look around his member, he heard the question clearly; and those brown orb search for someone.

Taehyung stares at him lovingly, with the boxy grin that he adores a lot.

"Perfect."

He murmured silently, but enough for the reporter to catch those answers.

"Why?"

Its been a month, Jeongguk felt anxious, his insecurities bother him a lot, knowing how Taehyung hanging out with those famous actors, actress, and idols that looks so beautiful.

Fair enough to feel those giddy feels inside him, like inside of his stomach grumbling but not for hunger. For attention.

He excused himself once he saw the twit from the twitter, a photo of Taehyung with Park Bogum. They had plans on going to the Jeju Island. But, sadly. Their schedule wasn't that friendly they have to travel one by one of with at least two. Not creating a big chaos around the media.

He went inside on his room, locking it and slide to his bed, hands pulling the comforter to hug. He sobbed they are silent, he wanted to come out, he wants to date TaehyungㅡHis boyfriend. But the thing is.

They're in a boy group, and county filled with homophobic peoples, they have this stereotype of an idea about being in a relationship with the same gender.

He keeps on sobbing and cried there for a while.

He can't explain what he is feeling right now. He feels sleepy, but a knock coming outside snatch his attention, he walked barefoot stepping into the cold floor, he then opened the door a little seeing Taehyung worried face. He let the brunet come inside.

Ignoring his judging eyes, he can't take meeting Taehyung stares. "Gguk? Is everything okay?" The raven nods smiling not genuine. The latter pulls his wrist, he then put his hands on the raven cheeks and their eyes met. "Baby? Tell me I'm all ears."

"Its nothing hyung, not important." Taehyung sigh heavily, lips parted he lick his lips then shake his head a little. "I promise Hyung its just a small thing.

"Baby, if you are the one having a problem, big or small, we need to talk about it." Jeongguk bow down his head, embarrassed.

"H-hyung." Taehyung hummed in response, kissing his forehead. "I'm jealous, I wanted to date you too. I want us to have some quality time like the normal lovers have."

Taehyung face written with worries, he hugged his muscly boyfriend and shushed him. "Baby listen to me. I Love you okay? We can travel on ourselves when the times come. For now, we have to keep it low. Bang PD-nim noticed our gesture, as much as he is agreeing with this. He can't just take the risk of our group."

"I understand it Hyung." Jeongguk murmured hiding his face on Taehyung neck. "I'm just, i-insecure..you're with a lot of beauties there. Compare to me.."

"Shh, baby," Taehyung said looking at him. "Do you want me to show how much I love you?" Jeongguk blush but then nods his head.

He pull Jeongguk wrist, and push him softly, Jeongguk then back felt the softness of his bed. He gasped when Taehyung crawl above him, straddling him.

"I found a love, for me.." Taehyung starts singing, with a smile on his lips. He kisses Jeongguk forehead. "Darling, just dive right in and follow my lead." Jeongguk is flustered, hearing Taehyung deep voice, English songs and those words that made him melts.

"Well, I found a boy, beautiful and sweet" Taehyung kisses his cheeks, his nose and caress his face. "Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me"

Taehyung lean, closing their distance, Jeongguk closes his eyes, lips molded with Taehyung luscious one. His boyfriend kissing him sweetly, hands touching every part of his body. "Cause we were just kids when we fell in love. Not knowing what it was."

Jeongguk then remember their first meeting, their first talk, their first smiles exchange. How Taehyung broke the metal barrier he builds inside him, and how the latter helps him a lot, by simply invited him to eat, to play together.

"I will not give you up this time..
But darling, just kisses me slow, your heart is all I own And in your eyes you're holding mine." Jeongguk moaned when Taehyung undoes his shirt, tongue tracing his nipples. He gasped and crumpled the comforter from pleasure.

His pink buds hardened, when Taehyung big calloused hand travel above his bulge.

Taehyung continues sucking it while pinching the other one. Jeongguk is sensitive with those, and Taehyung knew it all along. Giving him too much pleasure.

Taehyung then stops to continue singing. "Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song." Jeongguk looks At Taehyung who asking for him if he could remove his pants and boxer.

He is flustered. They were in a relationship for two years, but they never did it. Jeongguk said he is waiting for the right moment to come.

The moment when he feels like, he can't lose Taehyung, the feeling that he can't live without the man he loves.

He let his boyfriend remove his pants and underwear, coldness hit his skin, he looks at Taehyung in the eyes. "Do you..trust me Jeongguk?"

He entangled his arms around Taehyung neck and kiss him on his lips, "Very much Hyung."

The brunet asked for a lube then Jeongguk told him under his bed. "You're keeping it, Baby? Are you touching yourself?"

The raven blushed shaking his head. "I- i almost, did but it hurt so much Hyung."

Taehyung smiles. "We can do it some other time, Gguk." But the raven shakes his head.

"No- no Hyung I want it now. I w-want you, inside me." Taehyung nods.

He then grabs the bottle of lubes and coated his fingers. He put one of Jeongguk legs on his shoulder. The first finger touching his hole. He slowly inserts it, then looks at Jeongguk reaction. "Baby, are you okay?"

"Y-yes Hyung. Please an-another one." Taehyung then inserts his finger and Jeongguk face scrunched from pain. "It hurt Hyung." Jeongguk sobbed, tears falling from his eyes.

Taehyung shushed, "You're doing good, Gguk. You're so brave, baby." Jeongguk only smiles faintly.

"I guess I can handle..it now Hyung. Please." Taehyung nods removing fast his boxer. He was about to put a condom but Jeongguk stops him. "Hyung, don't use it, I want to feel you.."

Although Taehyung is a bit scared. Knowing it's their both first time. He nods and put a good amount of lube on his cock. Jeongguk sees his boyfriend cock, standing long and thick. Scared build his mind. "Ready?" The latter nods, the decision already made. He pointed it on Jeongguk hole, pushing it slowly.

Jeongguk sobbed, choking a bit. "U-uhh, it hurts so m-much." Taehyung kisses his mouth opened to distract him, but pushing it a bit more. "Mmm, h-hyung.."

Taehyung succeed inside, ramming slowly, bit still hitting Jeongguk bundle of nerves inside making the other one scream for pleasure.

Jeongguk whined, scratch his boyfriend back, and move on his own hitting Taehyung dick inside his prostate.

"Faster Hyung..I'm coming." Taehyung moans, keeping his rhythm, then lean to suck his lover neck to show to everyone That Jeongguk is his one and only.

Jeongguk continues to cry, moaning in high pitched. "Im com-ing" Taehyung whisper to him a small me too. And they both came.

Heavy breath resonated inside the room, sweat sticking from their body. Jeongguk hugs Taehyung body, kissing his neck but the brunet sing again on his ear. "When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it,"

Jeongguk then sobbed feeling so much emotion from his heart. A tear fell from his eye. Meetings Taehyung gaze "Darling, you look perfect tonight."

"Thank you hyung." Jeongguk voice shaky, "I love you."

"I love you more Jeongguk. You're perfect for me."

"Jeongguk? Why do you like it?" Jeongguk then smile.

"Its personal, but I love it a lot."