Y/n's pov:-

Ah!

A shrill scream reverberated in my ears and I saw her filthy blood escaping her body. The viscous fluid started fuming dizziness around but the bloody adrenaline rush in my nerves was seducing me more!

The big snitch on her forearm was enough to nauseate any thick soul and ofcourse I wasn't one.

I pulled my tainted wrist up to have a go with the watch as I knew He could come anytime after. Okay! I made a swift plan in my mind, where to throw this knife, how to ditch him and run in a good time.

I threw the shining danger in her blood which was somehow thanking me for this act, I smiled to my reflection. My hands unknowingly reached my head to revamp my hoodie, as I jumped out of the window, running away in the woods.

Few steps.

Few more of 'em

And a few more.

I ceased amidst the woods, configuring the dark blue color settling around them. The wind blew suddenly and clouted me to which I smirked. I took a deep breath and sat down, crushing the already lifeless leaves amid my sins.

I felt some cold drops over my soiled skin which soon turned out to be painful. Yes. It started raining cats and dogs. I could clearly hear the growling of raindrops who were perhaps cursing me.

I again took a glance of my watch which was evident of his arrival. He came! I could hear the irritating siren trynna avenge my calm instincts. I could've ran deep into, but how could I run away from my life? I knew he is going to scream my name and..

"Don't move!"

He said pointing his small toy towards me. I didn't raise my sight until I heard another call from him. I smiled. I unwrapped my arms from around my knees and glanced at his face which was hinting funk.

I felt his rough hands around me intending to raise me to my feet. I made a face and jerked them off. I took support of my eyes which were staring him, and stood up slowly only to get fuckin' latched in his handcuffs.

I saw the weather getting worsen as the lightening seemed to scold me now. I didn't bother to react. I just kept staring his dark brown eyes, enjoying the fright overwhelming his emotions.

I knew he was scared.

"Why? Why did you-?" I knew he tried hard not to stammer and he didn't. Wow! How nicely he hid his torment behind his stone face. I knew I owe him some explanation but, the words that my soul had explained him ages ago, took just for granted, sealed my lips as I downed my gaze.

"Why did you kill her? I.. I am asking you something!" I pulled my neck up to glance his teary face, who stood close to me shaking me from my shoulders. I wondered his touch was still soft as he was to me once. I smiled to him in response to what he wasn't expecting.

He pasted a disappointed look, destroying his sharp handsome features, before holding my arm rashly and forcing me to move with him.

I exited the woods with his strong grip directing me to that disgusting place again. His eyes were now drained with the rainwater but the stubborn tears were still present distinctly.

I knew he was in grief. I knew he was missing her. I knew he loved her but now it was I standing in front of him. She was gone long.

'Don't cry please!' I wanted to express my words to him, but I simply wiped his tears away raising my handcuffed hands, and looked deep in his red, blood shedding eyes.

He did look back but this.. this stare was strange! An uncanny feeling started digging my heart; the feeling of being judged, the feeling of being suspected, the fee-feeling of being ha-hated!

He left my arm jerking away lightly. I stared back in confusion.

"You knew that I loved her! Don't chu?" He asked calmly but his gaze was voiding me already.

'I too love you!' I acted with my hands, making various patterns in the air. I knew he got the meaning lurking behind my words.

"Just shut up! She wasn't going to hurt me! She loved me!" He yelled in rage and hurt while another tear rolled down his cheek.

I stood there staring him with dismayed grim. He won't believe me now also. I knew it. And ofc, why would he? I killed someone who was His! I killed the only person he could cry to, and is crying for.

"I.. I won't forgive you! Never!" He declared and knelt down crying his heart out.

I felt a pair of tear topple my eyes as I blinked to clear my vision. The rain, with no intentions to stop, heavily poured over the wooden shelter shadowing us. He was crying hard. I could feel the need to hug him as he was calling my name in his sobs, grieving over my death.

I knelt down in front of him, raised my hands and wrapped around his neck. I hugged him tightly with my soul merging with his. I didn't really feel his tears as they passed through me but the pain was unbearable.

I wanted him to hug me back and cry on my shoulder, reluctantly, I consoled myself. Neither could he touch me again nor could he believe. I was gone far from him killing myself, evincing my love bounded by these hand cuffs, rewarded on being his criminal.

'I was insane.'

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A/N:- so how was it? It's a supernatural fic and you already guessed it right? You can ask me if you guys didn't get something out of it. 

Thanks for reading! 

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