As nani and ashwin were having their exclusive men time sivaangi was left out with anju and charu with the ever vibrant arjun . playing along with arjun itself gave her long lost peace and happiness whichshe never felt in past 2 years . as she was playing in thegarden with arjun suddenly she sensed anju sounding excited .

anju " arjun arjun come here papa is kicking "

arjun sprinted towards hjer in no time and sat near her belly while sivaangi followed him and stood there looking at the movements of the baby which was clearly visible through her t shirt .sivaangi's hands were rushing to feel the baby and its movements against her hand as she was staring at the bumkp for quite long time without blinking her eyes leading to tears rushing out down her cheeks .

anju noted her stage and decided to talk to her by now . she eyed at charu and charu understood the hint . she took arjun in her arms and left inside the villa .

anju : sivaangi come here

sivaangi came out of her trance and sat near her still looking at her bump . anju held her hands and warmly smiled at her before placing her hand gently over her tummy .

sivaangi looked at her surprised while anju smiled at her and said : just think me like your elder sister ma . i was noting you for a very long time. something is bothering you . if you are free to share you might share it to me .

while anju was talking sivaangi felt a kick against her hand and that was enough to break her down into tears .

anju was a bit confused by her cry and looked up to see ashwin and nani tensed by her ccry . ashwin was about to turn to get down while anju signalled him to stop that she will take care . she wrapped her hands around sivaangi''s head while she burried her face in her shoulders brepeating again and again "i killed my baby i i... killed my baby .... am ... am not a good mother .... i would never be a good mother,....."

anju " shhh shhh relax relax ma shhhh"

she was repeating the same and sivaangi gained her composure back after a good cry of 10 minutes .

anju looked at her puffed eyes with a care and concern while sivaangi started saying her story of miscarriage .

sivaangi : i was young by that time i feared that my career would come to a halt if i took a break .

anju : that's not wrong my dear .but.. you could have planned your pregnancy if you weren't ready for it .

sivaangi looked at her and said : i.... we were married only after i thought that i was mentally ready for domesticity including kids . she looked at ashwin who was talking to nani while checking on her now and then and said : he waited for 2 years just for me . i was ready for everything but.... my stupid carelessness killed my baby ... our baby ... i .. i ... still remember how he was the happiest person in the world the moment i broke my preganancy news .he... he was even ready to take a break from movies for 8 months just to take care of me ... he was just at initial phase of his careeryet he was ready to take such a big step for our baby .. but  /... but i was the on eto convince him that i will take care of me and my baby .... but ... but i broke his trust ... i shattered everything in my own hands . my carelessness ... i killed my baby and i don't think i would ever be a good mom or a good wife to my ashwin. It kills me every second to see him sad by seeing kids . he loves kids a lot ... i .. i ... can't even fulfill his desire to be a father.every time i think of changing my mind i hear a voice of my first child laughing sarcastically at me that am gonna kill this child tooo eventually . i ... can't get over this.

she facepalmed herself and let out soft cry while anju was stroking her hair lovingly . 

anju : then... i think i should have never tried for my second baby as i nearly killed my son .

sivaangi looked at her shocked while anju smiled and said : i was a new mother and i was unaware that baby should let a burp before lying down else baby would perspirate and chances of death is high by that . arjun was hardlyu 3 months old and he closed his eyes right after drinking milk and never moved . fortunately nani was in home that day and we rushed to hospital . if we would have delayed another half an hour i would have lost my child that day . 

sivaangi was looking at her with surprise and anju continued : everyone are new to mother hood sivaangi . some might learn quick and some might make mistakes and sometimes the mistake might turn out fatal .. but ... as a mother i would assure you that a woman would never commit the same mistake if the mistake was on her mother hood . she caressed her bump and said ." motherhood is blissfull sivaangi . its not just a process of bringing another life to your lives its symbol of your love , the love between couples take another dimension through pregnancy and during  parenthood . anju pointed at ashwin and nani who were playing with arjun along with charu . ashwin was having a contented smile while throwing and catching arjun in his hands andsivaangi was looking at that smile of ashwin without averting her sight .

anju " the biggest gift we could give our husband in return of their love is our child ... we could take time .. prepare ourself mentally , physically and emotionally stronger for parenthood but ... we should never miss that in our lifetime. think upon it sivaangi i feel you are much more stronger and i swear you would be a best mother to your children"

 sivaangi was feeling her heart lite as a feather after sharing her deep scars to anju and the words she said along with the sight of ashwin playing with arjun was slowly changing up her mind and she was convincing herself to give a try just for the man in front of her who have been patient all these years and supporting her as a backbone in every possible places . he never let her down in ront of anyone and he clearly hides his desire to have kids before her just because she feels bad and she never felt even an ounce of decrease in his love towards her . instead it is growing every passing day . what could she give him in return than this ?? she made up her mind and thanked god for making this meeting happen .

nani and anju bid a bye to the couple and yes they made a huge impact in ashwin and sivaangi's life . ashwin sat in his car and sivaangi sat in the passenger seat as they were driving towards their hotel .

ashwin : romba sweetla nani  and avanga family . 

sivaangi smiled at him and said : aama romba sweet ashwineyy adhum arjun romb aromba sweet

ashwin just smiled and hid his emotions saying : aama romba sweet

sivaangi : namma paiyanum ipdi dhaan irupaanla thuru thurunu 

as sivaangi said this ashwin stopped the car using sudden break and looked at her with shock . 

ashwin : en..... enna sonna ?????

before sivaangi could say anything the people in vehicles behind them started screaming and sivaangi looked into ashwin eyes to say : engayaachu amaidhiyaana edathuku poreengala 

ashwin nodded his head and drove towards a deserted hill like spot which he found during shoot of his 4th movie .

the moon was shining bright and ashwin and sivaangi were lying in embrace of each other  in front portion of car staring at the sky which was shining bright with stars .There was a blissfull silence which was broke by ashwin .

he looked at sivaangi's face which was palaced in his shoulders and looked straight into her eyes stroking her cheeks and asked in his base voice : maa... nejama sonniya .. paiyan... nee enakaaga edhum kashtappaduthika venaam sivaangi . am ... am happy this way

sivaangi cupped his cheeks and looked straight into his eyes saying : evlo naalaiku ashwin ipdi emaathipeenga ? evlo dhaan enakaaga vittu kuduthu poveenga ? ellaarum ennavo sonnaanga naa ungalukaaga sacrifice pannennu aana from the start you are the one sacrificing your attitude, your priorities for me .... and idhu ungalukaaga pannala .... i think i deserve a chance ... we deserve a chance as parents .

ashwin was still worried about her decision and sivaangi asked him : en ashwin naa nalla ammava iruka maatena ???? marubadi naane namma .... 

he closed her mouth with his palm and said : naa unna maa maa nu koopdradhu vaai vaarthaikaaga illa you are more like my mother than my wife . ennaye oru valandha kolandhayaa paathukitta nee oru nalla ammava iruka maatanu sonna nee dhaan muttaal.

sivaangi smiled with tears and said : paarra aana ashwin paiyan ungala maari mattum iruka koodaadhu 

ashwin looked at her with question in his eyes and said : en enna maari irundha enna ?

sivaangi : illa enna maari innoru sivaangi maatikitu mulikkanume futurela kashtam kashtam romba kashtam 

ashwin looked at her with a mischeif in his eyes and said : mavale... onnilla 3 paiyan enna maariye pethukala en peru ashwin illa...

and he lifted her back to the car seat and left the place in a hurry ... with a contented smile towards the start of their new phase of life ......

THE END