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Shiv. What are you saying Anika. I'm not able to understand

Anika smiles at him and turned her face away making him confused

Shiv. Anika talk to me. Why did you turn your face away. What happened baby. He try to touch her shoulder but she didn't let him and dig her face in the pillow letting her tears soak in the pillow.

Shiv. Anika  when you won't tell me then how will I know that what happened.

Ani. I don't wanna talk to you. Just go away from here. I don't wanna see your face. She sobs holding sheet in her hand.

Shiv. You are hurting me Anika with your behaviour

Ani.and what about me  whom you kept hurting  everytime. I'm just fed up from you. I don't wanna see you. Just leave from here. Leave me alone. She hiccups without turning her face Towards him.

Shiv. Anika i was helpless.

ani. Yes you were helpless because you wanted to save your family and in that family I don't come that's why you always use me like a pawn without caring about my feelings.  It's hurts when you does that it's hurts when you  don't give me  importance which you give it to your family. Everytime you promised me to protect me but you always forget your promise and  leave my hand when u needed you most.  I can't handle this anymore.  I just can't. If you don't want me then tell me in few words. I'll leave you straight away. Atleast I won't feel hurt tonheing ditched. I'll live my own life in which I'll fight with my ownself.  I won't  expect something from other person.  She  hiccups crying so hard.

Shi. I'm sorry ani. I'm sorry. I did mistake to not tell you my plan.  I thought you will understand but maybe you got hurt with my behaviour. I I

Ani. I don't wanna hear your any lie. Just leave from here. Just go away. 

Shiv. Plz let me explain you

Ani. I've got your explanation  shivaay.  You already given me I don't need more.

Shiv. Ani I I

Ani. Leave me alone just leaveeeee. 

Shivaay got scared and left from there crying on his own stupidity. Unknowingly he hurted that person who didn't deserve this.  She always took his side but he again used her for his own family.  He come out and saw his whole family is standing in the door looking at his face

Om. How's Bhabi shivaay is she ok. As these words slipped from his mouth shivaay  set on his knees and  started crying bitterly making his whole family worried for him

Ru. Bhiya why are you crying. What happened to Bhabi

Shiv. I've broke her. I broke her trust over me.  She said she don't wanna see my face.  I've hurted her with my behaviour. She is crying inside  because of me. If she is in this condition then reason is me. I ditched her.  I again broke her belief over me.  He hiccups like a baby without caring shoe his surroundings.  Right now his mind is only revolving around Anika no one else.  Her hurtful face is coming infront of his eyes again and again piercing his heart with needles

P.  Shivaay why are you like this. Why you always don't learn with your mistakes. Now look what happened she is laying on the hospital bed because of your one stupidity. You says you are wall of our family but for her you are not even a thin shield. You never protect her from daggers which straight away hit her heart sharply. I'm just so disappointed from you shivaay

Shiv. I'm sorry mom. Just say her to forgive me. I can't handle her anger towards me

P. No shivaay not this time. I can't say her to forgive you for your deeds. It's her choice now. If she does it then I'm sure she keeps a big heart and if she won't that time as well I won't say her anything. But let me tell you shivaay if I would had on her place then would never had forgiven you. Saying this she left from there feeling so much angry on her son

Ru. Everything will be alright bhiya she will be fine. 

Shivaay. It's seems hard rudra. She won't forgive me.

Om. She will I'm sure that. Now stop being baby shivaay and try to mend your relationship with your bravery.  Be strong.

Shiv. I will I will do everything to get her forgiveness.  I promise. Saying this he hugged his brothers again thinking about  to get her back.

After a week days

In ward anika is sitting looking nothing to particular when shivaay entered in there

Shiv.  so today our princess is going home. Every one is so excited to get you with them. You know from morning they are doing preparations and about rudra then he is most excited in the family. He is just so busy to Make your favourite things. But he got disappointed when she didn't speak neither looked at him. He sighs and started collecting her stuff.. after putting them in bag he about to carry her when she stopped him showing him her hand

Ani. It's ok I've help to get in home. As she said it a  nurse cAme inside with the wheel chair and helped her sit over it.

Shiv. I would helped you Anika. But Anika didn't answer him and ask nurse to take her till outside.  Nurse nods and took her following with Shivay

Ani. Thank you she thanked nurse and set in the car without letting shivaay help her for once. Shivaay sighs and kept the bag in the car and ask driver to start to move.  He goes another side and set besides her. In no time cad zoomed away from there. 

Shiv. Do you need anything Anika he try to touch her hand but she didn't let him and pulled her hand towards her hiding it between her legs. 

Shiv. Anika if you won't talk to me then how will we solve our problems. 

Ani. I don't want them to be solved. Go to your girlfriends and  do whatever you want I won't stop you. 

Shiv. Anika I was just trying to reach to our enemy using tia

Ani. Congratulations for saving your family shivaay.you have achieved your goal. I'm happy for you. 

Shiv.  You are my family Anika. He try to hold her but she just moved away without letting him to touch her

Ani. I'm not your family shivaay. Don't ever try to give me false hopes.  I don't like it.

Shivaay sighs and turned his face away in defeat.

At home

Shivaay forward hand towards her in hope  that she will take his help but  she didn't and got down on her ownself. 

Shiv. Anika you will fell down. But she didn't listen and kept walking trembling here and there.  Suddenly shivaay whoops when her saw her  foot slip.  He run towards her and caught her in his arms.

Shiv. Are you ok. Anika glare him and try to come out from his hold but he didn't let him and carry her in his arms.

Ani. Let me go shivaay.
Shiv. Stop being kid Anika. I won't let you go.  Saying this he went inside along with her.  Whole family got so happy when they saw her infront of them.  They thank god that their real happiness has came back. Pinky specifically does her arti and let them in

Ru. I missed you so much Bhabi. He made crying face kissing her hand

Ani. I missed you too rudra. Anyways Rudy can you take me in my room I wanna take rest

Shiv. I can carry you till our room

Ani. I said my room not yours. Shivaay  and family's smile faded after hearing her

Ani. Rudy will you help me or not.

Ru. I'll help you Bhabi. He gives pity look to his brother and left taking Anika in his arms.

Om. Don't worry she will forgive you shivaay.  Keep faith on god.  Shivaay nods wiping his tears and left from there before he los control on himself.

At night

Anika is  laying in her room alone when shivaay enters there

Ani. Before entering you should ask me for permission. Shivay  smile to seeing her sensemeters to recognising him.  He goes near her and set  on the chair pulling near her

Aji. I'm not hungry take this away shivaay

Shiv. Anika you have to take medicines as well though if you didn't eat then how will you get back into your routine.

Ani. Seems like you care about me so much. But I guess before few days you didn't bother if I eaten something or not infect you didn't come to meet me even for a second. Shivaay sighs in defeat after hearing her allegations which is actually right. 

Shiv. I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry for that. My mind was not working that time that's why I didn't realise I'm ignoring you. But I promise next time I will never do this.

Ani.  You will do it again shivaay. You will keep doing it till your last breath and you know what is main thing you will expect me to bear all this without any  problem.   You  always promise me to be right next time but you never been. You always does that which hurt me. In past I didn't say anything but now I'm fed up from you and from your  hiding things habit. Seems  like soon our relationship will collapse  when my patience will get finish.  Infect it's happening. I'm sure that if someone asked you to sale me for your family then  you will do it without any hesitation.

Shiv. Anikaaaa how can you think about me like this. Are you crazy

Ani. Yes I'm crazy and tired. I  don't have peace because of you. Sometime I feel like I'm Borden at you whom your are enduring unwantedly. I'm nothing to you shivaay not even human. 

Shiv. I know Anika I do grave mistakes but plz don't abuse my love for you. I  can be whatever you can think but  my love for you is true.

Ani. You are still lying shivaay you are a lair.  She sobs sitting straight looking in his eyes

Shiv. I'm not lying baby. He do love you.  In this whole world If someone able to  melt my heart then it's you. You are the only one who brought out a new version of shivaay singh oberoi. You are my partner in crime. Who always take my side and never let me out.

Ani. But you hid it from me

Shiv. Yes I did hide it and it's because I didn't want veer  to hurt you.  If tia would had get to know about you being Anika then surely she would had told veer which was biggest threat over you. I pretended to be with tia and shown her that you are not my Anika and I don't care about you who is actually duplicate in their eyes. I wanted to win their trust. That's why I did it

Ani. But this thing  also can't neglect your mistake

Shiv. I know baby but I was helpless

Ani. Next time if you did it then surely I will divorce you and will kick you ass up multiply times.  She sobs hitting his chest

Shiv. I will never ever think to do it even. This last week gave me biggest lesson of my life. I won't even do it in dreams.

Ani. Pinky promise  she pout forwarding her pinky finger towards him

Shiv. Pinky promise.  He smiles and hugged her tightly

Shiv. So you forgiven me

Ani. No I didn't I'm still mad at you

Shiv. I'll soon finish your madness. He smiles and kissed her head countless times

The end

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