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First  person view coming up.

~Juvia~

Slowly, I opened my eyes and found that I was in our house. Lying on the floor. That's weird. I'm sure that I slept in the bed with Gray last night. Suddenly our door opened and came in Gray. "Juvia! I'm home!", he called.

"Um, Gray, I'm right here," I said with my arms open for a hug. Suddenly, something weird happened. He just ran right through me. What just happened, I thought. I blinked several times. Recovering I tried to put an arm on my stomach. It went right through me. I am dreaming, I exclaimed to myself.

Turning around, I went to the kitchen where Gray stood. Once near, with a sigh I heard him say "She's not here. As usual." What does he mean by "I'm not here as usual"?  He is just as gone as I am. With another sigh, Gray stood up. "When do we ever see each other at home. Asides from night of course." This made me think. We do never see each other at home. Or anywhere for that fact. When was the the last time we even went on a date? This thought made me feel devastated. I was brought back to a thought I had before.

When have me and Gray been together? I mean we don't see each other frequently but, we still love each other so, not a problem right? We don't need to go on dates right? Yeah. Besides we are doing this so we can have a good life. Yeah. A good and happy life.

We don't need to go on dates? What was I thinking before!? Dates strengthen our relationship. *sigh* What happened to us? Following Gray up the stairs, I saw him laying on the bed with a scrunched up face. He was thinking about something. Hard. Just then, I heard a voice downstairs. My voice.

"Gray! I'm home!" Dream me said.

"Juvia? Hey, I need to talk to you." Gray said with hesitation but his face said he was serious and final. This made me worried. What would happen to their relationship? Our relationship?

"Sure. What about?"  Dream me looked worried too. I knew something was up.

Gray let out a shaky breath, " Juvia, I..." Gray took a deep breath. He didn't look so good. "This isn't working out Juvia." Me and dream me gasped.

"W-what do you mean?" Dream me asked starting to tear up.

"I mean that this isn't working. We hardly see each other. Its either you're busy or I'm busy. I know we are doing this for our own good but I don't want work to get between us. It clearly has. I'm sorry but I'm just tired of it. Tired of not seeing you. I'm sorry."

"W-we can make it work! I-I can-"

"Juvia its too late." Gray said this as he was going out the door. I couldn't do anything about it but watch dream me cry. I was crying myself. All I could do was watch the night go by. Dream me crying until she didn't have any more tears to shed. Gray went here in the morning and picked up all of his stuff.

The following days were like slide shows. They all seemed similar and boring. It was just dream me not doing anything but stay in her bed laying depressed while she was slowly withering away. The house was dirty and unhygienic and all I could do was watch it rot along with dream me.

I also wondered where Gray was. Did he do the right thing? Should dream me get up and forget about him? Will they move on from each other? Is this the consequence of being so busy? Will this happen to me and my Gray-sama? Gray-sama. I haven't called him that in a long time. I must have been too stressed and busy with work and I hardly see him so maybe that was why I forgot to call him that. I don't want this to happen to us. If I ever wake up from this horrid dream, I'm going to make sure this never happens to us.

~Gray~

Opening my eyes, I found myself on the floor. What the hell? I was pretty sure I slept next to Juvia last night. During the time I was trying to figure out why the hell I was on the floor, the door opened and I came in. This is a dream. I knew it.

Suddenly a flash of events appeared in front of me. Dream me waiting for Juvia. Dream me breaking up with her- wait. Breaking up with her? This took me by shock and I got angry at myself or rather my dream self. Next thing I knew, dream me was walking out the door, checking into a hotel and in the morning packing his things and leaving.

Another set of events appeared.  Dream me looked...depressed. Why would he be depreassed? He's the one who broke up with Juvia. I can't imagine how horrible she feels right now. Suddenly I see that I just sit in my hotel room. Not even bothering to do anything. I couldn't do anything but watch. I wanted to tell him to get back with Juvia but I  couldn't.

This got me thinking. Would this happen to me and Juvia in real life? Will this be how I would live and how Juvia will live? Is the result of us being too busy in work? I can't imagine a world without her. She was my everything. If I ever wake up from this terrible nightmare, I will make things right. Never will I be too busy for the person I love the most.

~Gray and Juvia~
Suddenly, a white light swirled around me and everything turned black.

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