Imagine #97: Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (Part 3)

Y/N's P.O.V.

"Are you really sure that you want to see him?" Sarah asked me while I hold the concert tickets I just bought.

"Maybe Patrick knows and feels the same way too. I just need to know, maybe we both wake up one day and find ourselves in to this situation without knowing how and why." I explained to her with a hopeful tone. Seriously, I've never been hoped about something like this before.

"But..what if...--

"Then I'll go find a way to live with this and maybe fix everything. I just want to settle this, Sarah. I'll be fine." I lied because I swear I'm not fine.

I'm so nervous to find out if Patrick knew me or not...I really don't know what I would do if he doesn't recognize me or anything. I feel like meeting an old friend that ha a huge possibility that he already had forgotten about me.

"What about Martin? Have you seen him already?" she asked and that was the other problem...the guy was really hard on me, but somehow I choose to set that aside first. I need to move him out of the way with all what I'm doing, but I guess it'll be hard. The guy was too paranoid that I was cheating on him...like as if he wasn't doing such a thing.

"I'll leave him be, I have no time to deal with him now. I just need to pick up the pieces of my life because it all suddenly turned into a big jigsaw puzzle. I hope I'll be able to complete everything soon or else the pieces just might multiply more." I told her and she gave me a small smile.

"Just call me if you need my help, okay? Take care, Y/N." she said before going her own way.

Now I just need to ready myself for tomorrow night...and I feel like it will be my judgment day somehow.

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"Where the heck are you going at this kind of hour?" Martin shouted at me, I never expected him to visit me tonight, but it's too late for him to stop.

"I told you I'm going to a concert. Is there something wrong with that?" I asked with an annoyed tone and he looked at me seriously.

"You're cheating on me...I know those excuses...don't you fucking dare step out or --

"Or what Martin? You'll hurt me?" I suddenly exploded. All these feelings inside of me are really building up and this guy had just pushed me to my limits. He was already holding my arms too tightly and all of a sudden, I pulled his hands away and pushed him. I've never been this courageous before, but as they say, this side of people will be shown if one has reached their limits...and probably, I finally reached mine. "If you are able to manipulate me and hurt me before, that's not happening anymore, jerk! I have no fucking idea what happened, but I'm sure as hell that being with you...choosing you was one of the things I regret doing the most. Heck, I don't even remember why I chose to be with you." I continued to say and he was really taken by surprise.

Sarah told me everything this guy had done to me and all those things really angered me. His treatment towards me was the exact opposite on how Patrick treated me in my memory. It feels like this guy just treats me as a toy or something.

"How fucking dare you." suddenly, I felt him slap me and almost immediately I tasted blood. After that, I just punched the guy with all that I have and he groaned in pain. People really have that special strength when it's needed and I'm glad I did that to this fucking douchebag.

I pulled out the ring on my finger and threw it to him while he coughs on the ground.

"You're way worse than I imagined. Try and follow me and you'll get what you want. I'm not afraid of going to jail." I threatened him and god it feels so satisfying. He definitely deserved that with all the shit he had done to me in this world.

I walked out of the place, stabilizing my heavy angry breaths as I wipe my bleeding lip. Goddammit, I'm supposed to meet Patrick now and this bleeding lip is totally inappropriate for him to see. Soon enough, I was able to calm myself and I'm able to arrive at the concert arena. and I really don't know if I'll be thankful but all my anger subsided, but it was replaced with nervousness.

The meet and greet is already starting and I was on the line...again I'm feeling like this is my final judgement and my sweat is so cold right now. I'm meeting him again, seeing him again personally in this time. will he remember me? Or will I just found out that maybe I'm really delusional...maybe I really did hallucinate all those. But it's impossible, everything felt so true...I need to know what happened, I just need to know if he still knows me.

"Miss, you're next. You have five minutes with them. Make it count." the guard said with a smile and with a nervous nod...I walked inside...and the moment I did I felt like my heart just stopped beating.

There were still some girls inside that were talking to Pete, Joe, and Andy while Patrick was looking at his phone and when I entered the room, he looked up and gazed at my way. Both of our eyes met, I swear all these seems so familiar...his eyes felt like home to me and suddenly I felt mine warming up with tears. I swear it's all taking my courage not to go and hug him and kiss him like a lost kid that found its way back home.

I know his feeling all these with my looks at him, but all he did was to stand up...walked up to me...and suddenly hugged me...tightly and honestly, I just want to melt in his arms. And with one faint whimper of mine, he said

"Looks like you really need this kind of hug. I really feel guilty seeing girls like you have that look on their face. Whatever it is, it's gonna get better...okay?" he murmured so sweetly in me...but something is missing, he's sincere but felt so distant.

Suddenly, he backed away and gave me a child like smile {picture above} that I want to capture and I swear that had made me smile too.

"Now, what' the name of a stunning girl like you?" he asked.

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And I never really imagined that that question...will be this painful.

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