Constand bleeding is defined as:
hurting to the point of perpetual lonliness
these cells feel
but they feel better in complete darkness

a shallow stomach makes me puke
but a shallow brain makes me empty
all i can do is bleed
in silence where scratches heed

i am no dog
but i am commanded like an object
an obeyer
from a killer of socialness

talk to me
i want to know what you're thinking
dont ask me
because i dont know anymore

i could cry about a lot of things
this is one of them
a fiction you'll never read
and a silence like cancer breeds