I walked out of the class as one of the last people with Charlotte and I wanted to find Sean. To at least let him speak out for what he did and defend himself.
When I stepped out of the building I pulled out my phone to text him, but I found him sitting against another building with his knees up and arms planted on his knees while his hands were folded, and his face put up to the sky as his eyes remained closed.

I'm not a total bitch... I don't want to see him miserable like the way he has been. I want to be his friend again and just, slowly grow back into how things were. Not when we were dating, of course, but how good of friends we were.
Best friends.

I dismissed Charlie and walked over to him and mimicked his position but pushed up next to his side so he would know I'm there. I put my head up but made it only look like my eyes were closed so I could watch his reaction. His head darted down and his eyes shot open. He looked as if he was sitting in shock that I was right there, next to him. Tolerating him.

He instantly wrapped his arms around me tightly and started to sniffle.

"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry..." He repeated in a muffled tone since he pushed himself into my shoulder. I hesitated at first, but slowly wrapped my arms around him too.
"Please forgive me..." He started to actually cry.

What would Daithi think?

"Sean..." I started but was quickly interrupted by a slight wincing.
I remember why... He... 'liked' when I called him by his real name.

"(Y/n)... no... no no... I'm sorry. I was a drunken fool and I meant nothing of it. I haven't had a drop of the shite since because I know that I can just prove to you that I don't need it. I need you, and I'm completely lost without you. I love you. Please... Please forgive me..." He moved back up and looked into my eyes.

"Sean, I forgive you." He smiled and hugged me tightly.

"Really?! Oh my god, (y/n), thank you so much, I love yo-"

"But," I interrupted him as he did to me, and pushed him back so I could watch his eyes.
"It will take me a while to trust you again. I don't think things will go back to the way they were, but just know you're extremely lucky because I'm giving you a second chance." I finished. He started to rapidly nod his head.

"I'm sorry..."

"Sean, I already said that it's fine..."

"No... not that..."

"What do yo-"

He kissed me. His eyes were closed and he tried to allow himself in but I did not grant him permission. I kept my eyes open to try and show I did not want this. I pushed him off and looked at him with wide, worried eyes.

"Sean! What are you doing?! I'm with Daithi now, you can't just do that!" I started to panic. He just kissed me... and I'm not with him anymore... I'm with someone else...

"I know, that's why I'm sorry. I miss you, I crave your taste... I just can't help myself..." He kissed me again. I tried to push him away but he just pushed into me harder.

No one was seeing this, since most were in class, in the dorms or just not paying attention. I tried to yell for help, but he slithered his tongue into my mouth and muffled my shouting.

Oh my god.

I missed this too.