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Ares

Love was a disease. Very contagious and life threatening. It has the ability to make your heart fragile, and can make you weak. So I steered away from this disease. 

Or so I thought. 

I didn't want myself to be caught up in searching for something that can only bring me pain and I certainly didn't want to be in love with anyone other than myself… and my mother. 

Now, I feel like I've lost the ability to see anything other than these invisible strings of love. I lost the sight of what I used to see. Everything has changed for me, because wherever I look, I only see her.

She's the one constant in my life that I don't want to lose because she was mine and I loved her. I don’t know how it happened, when I started feeling vulnerable, but nonetheless, it happened. 

There was no denying the fact that I was deeply, irrevocably in love with Luna West, and she loved me too. I wish she didn't. Damn it, I wished I didn’t love her. If it was possible, I would somehow ‘undo’ this spell of love that has captured my soul. 

It had just complicated everything for me. I was caught in a dilemma. Fucking shit! Why did it have to be Luna out of all people to become Charlotte’s target. 

There was nothing I wouldn't do for my sister and when she came to me… livid would be the right word to describe her. She had seen Axel kiss some blonde girl and was out for her blood. 

Luna had dared touch someone who belonged solely to Charlotte. She wanted nothing more than to have Luna beg for mercy, to make her crawl in defeat. Charlotte wanted the last word and she would go to any extent to win. 

I had to intervene before she teetered on the edge of unstable stupidity. I got under more deep shit when Chase wanted Luna to get a reality check as well. 

Damnation. My luck just couldn't get any worse. 

Since the last few days, my brain has become overactive. It refuses to rest. It has kept me up all night, forcing me to rethink everything that I'd done till now. There would be unpleasant consequences if I went ahead with my plan. 

My head felt like it had been set on fire. All thoughts vanished as my gaze landed down at Luna’ wrapped in her bed sheets. The moonlight pouring through her french windows illuminated the dark room, highlighting her body which was flushed after our lovemaking. 

Fucking lovemaking. It felt wrong to label it as a simple act of fucking. It held a lot of emotions for me and for her. 

The burning tension eased from within me as I continued to stare at her. She slept peacefully on her stomach, the covers draped around her had inched lower exposing her naked back. 

Falling in love with Luna was out of my control. I couldn't get myself to not love her. I laughed at myself as I pondered on my initial plan for her. It was simple: seduce Luna, get under her head and heart, control her strings and, then leave it all to Charlotte for the next step. 

I cringed at the mere thought of what Charlotte had planned for Luna. She wanted Luna to be humiliated, hurt, heartbroken beyond repair and she wanted to do it quickly, and at her engagement party. 

You need to tell her the truth before it's too late. I am too scared, fucking petrified to come clean to her, because it would risk losing my Luna. I couldn't lose her now, of all time. 

I had to stop her from going near Charlotte and to that goddamn sham of an engagement. I don't know what digging Charlotte had done today at her lunch date with Luna. I bloody hope she didn't try to manipulate Luna to spill the details of our relationship. 

Charlotte was already on an edge these past few days as I had refused to tell her anything, be it my fights or progress with Luna. She had gone out on her way to get Luna to meet her up for lunch. Crazy. 

Paranoia stemmed through me, the reality of what I had gotten myself into reared its ugly face at me. I was caught between two people I loved the most.

On one hand, there was Charlotte. My half-sister, who all her life had lived with her head down, ashamed at the fact of being someone's careless mistake, no one accepted her existence in my family. Not until the announcement of her engagement to Chase. She was nothing more than an asset to my father and an unwanted baggage for my mother. I felt like I owed her… like it was my responsibility to indulge in her revengeful tactic. 

On the other hand, there was Luna. I couldn't begin to fathom the extent to which I cared for her and loved her. Can you live with her? Was she everything to you, as in, you didn't want anybody else? 

Fuck. Did I honestly love her that much? 

 I pushed from her bed, not bothering to hide my nakedness, and just stared at her sleeping form. She looked absolutely gorgeous, like a dream, sprawled over her sheets. Her hair perfectly fanned on her naked back made her look like a princess.

My length twitched slightly and arousal flowed through my veins. Oh, God. I was turned on just watching her sleep. 

 I wanted to wake her up by my kisses and take her body again, only this time it'll be slow, sweet, almost vanilla. I'd cherish her properly, take her to the edge of ecstasy, only start it all over. I'd make her scream, whisper dirty things in her ears. I'd make love to her, just the way she deserved. 

You sound like such a girl. 

I need to stop thinking. There has to be a way to put an end to this ruckus. I need to talk to Chase, plead my case and pray that he'll understand. 

Luna stirred in her sleep, I stood frozen in my spot. She mumbled incoherent words, but my breath caught when I heard her clearly mumble my name. 

“Ares, my love,” she slurred. 

Damn, she was dreaming about me? My stomach tightened and I felt something take a shift within me. Given, my head was a mess, but there was something unusual happening to me. 

I couldn't pinpoint what was wrong, but nothing felt right at all.  There was a burning sensation in my head. It was very unsettling.

There was something about the way she looked at me with so much adoration and love. The way her kisses felt on my lips. The way she couldn't resist blushing at my touch. It warmed my heart. It made me feel. 

I was a heartless bastard, playing with her emotions without regards. Why did she had to be fucking goddamn perfect in every way that counted? 

I hated her so much in that moment for making me love her. I legit tried my best to fucking hate her, loathe her spirit. It was too damn hard to hate someone who showed me nothing but love. 

I fucking hated myself. There was nothing left to do. It was clear as day that I wanted Luna more than I'll ever let on. 

I went towards sleeping form and hoovered above her, my eyes feasting and memorising each and every curve of her body. Her skin was just as perfect as she was, it astounded me to discover not a single sign of blemish on it. She was unreal and completely mine. 

My fingers touched the dip of her lower back. It was so insanely erotic for me. Her moonlit body accentuated every fold of her. It kissed, caressed, made love to her every inch. I felt envious of the moonlight. It can touch her whenever it wants, be with her, protect her and just watch over her. 

I know I was in deep shit because I felt jealous of the fucking moon. 

Not able to resist myself from tasting her again, I gently removed the duvet from her body and cradled her hair in a fist. 

“Moonshine,” I hummed the word in her ear. “I want to let you know that you're the only one I'll ever love in my life.” 

Her eyes fluttered open slightly and she gave me a sleepy little smile. Hands wrapping around my neck, she pulled me closer to her warm chest. 

I ran one hand slowly up her smooth thigh, Luna quivered under my touch. 

“Ares.” She turned to lay on her back. “You’re tickling me. Stop.” 

This girl… 

“Does it feel like I'm tickling you?” I slid two fingers inside her with ease. She was warm and wet which made it easier to stir up arousal within. My thumb began to gently circle her clit, the pace was dangerously gentle. 

“Mmmnn… you're playing with me,” she accused in her sleep daze state. “Do it properly or don't do it at all.”

I climbed on top of her, supporting myself on my knees. My hand clamped down on her thigh, holding her wide open while my fingers stroked her wetness. 

Luna’s sweet moisture coated my fingers. A protest left her lips when I withdrew my fingers out of her. “Look at this. Does this look like playing to you?” 

She moaned, arching her back for me. “I want you inside me.” I chuckled and pressed a kiss on her forehead. 

My lips claimed her mouth as I inside her slowly and gently. Luna moaned into my mouth, sucking greedily on my tongue My pelvis brushed her clit. Her hips arched up to meet mine, elongating the slow strokes as my chest pressed further against her breasts with every motion.

 I felt her hands on my ass, pushing me further into her, her legs wrapped tight around my hips. She clutched on me for her dear life as with every thrust of my hips pushed her up, the headboard shaking. 

“That’s some way to wake me up,” she whimpered when my lips left hers. “I can get used to it.” Fuck. 

I nudged her chin to the side and my mouth sucked on her earlobe. My hand slid beneath her knee to open her further so my thrust could go deeper.

“I feel this isn't real,” she huffed. I tensed up at her words. “No, no.” Her palms rested on the back of my neck. “I feel like this moment is happening somewhere in my imagination, because it feels too good to feel real and that scares me.” 

“I am fucking petrified myself because I want us to stay like this forever. Nothing out there to pull us apart, just you and I against the world.” 

“Will there ever be something to tear us apart?” Her big cerulean eyes stared into my soul. They were so mystical and trusting. I wanted to give her my entire world right there. 

“No, there never will be. I won't let that happen.” 

I tugged her up to push deeper inside her, until there was no return for us. She groaned, and I felt her body tightened around me. There was a familiar pleasant tension inside me. I knew what was coming.

“Come around my cock, and let me fill you up. Will you let me do that?” 

“Yes.” Her response was almost immediate. “I can’t hold on any longer, Ares.” I stroked into her harder. Faster. I was rewarded by her needy soft little gasps with every thrust. Every brush of her clit. “I am so close.” 

I slammed into her again, as my cock swelled inside her. “Yeah, baby, I am near too.” 

Just after a few heavy thrusts of my hips, we both came undone.Obscene moans left our mouth. The familiar spasming of muscles, tightening of core, we both came. 

Tremors of ecstasy rolled within me as I collapsed on top of her. All I felt was an enormous amount of pleasure, satisfaction and relief inside me. My vision was filled with clarity of tomorrow, I knew what I wanted to do. 

“I love you so much, Ares.” I pushed up to stare at her rose flushed face. I loved how our lovemaking left a clear evidence on her face. 

“You have no idea how much I love you.” I kissed her nose. “Rest, baby.” 

A few moments later, a soft sound of snores could be heard. I glanced back at Luna, she was completely out. God, I wanted to take her again, but this time raw and hard. 

My thoughts came to a halt when my iPhone tinged with the arrival of a text. I picked it up to check my notification. 

Chase is going out of his mind. Come to his place immediately - axel 

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                                   next update on twenty fourth of feb

still in the process of writing it, ill update it on 25th. sorry for delaying the chapter:(

fyi, i think more eight or nine chapters are left for this story to end, maybe even less. I've finally decided how I want the book to end. Please tell me how you envision the ending.

hi, everyone. you guys are well aware that wattpad is taking down books that are getting reported by users quicker than ever before.

so ive made some crucial changes in my story and in some of the previous chapters.
wattpad has a strict no incest policy and although my book has no incest, still i thought it would be best to undo things that could resemble as incest to some readers.

from now onwards, Ares and Axel are no longer (changes have been made in previous chapters) and a different dynamic of Chase and Mia' relationship will be shown in the next chapter.

no such changes will be made on Inkitt or Dreame.

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