Boboiboy POV.

As Kizka left the room to check on Nyx. I walk myself to the window which the sun is up.

I touch my chest and started feeling a slight embarrassment and shyness. Thinking of the kiss i got from Nyx.

Then suddenly i got a flash back to the kiss that I received from Nyx. My heart skip a beat and i move to the window and put my head to the window.

"Fuck—.." i let out under my breath. I could be i am a bit horny right now. But the feeling is coming from that kiss just now. As i breathing starts to get a slight heaviness i see my breathing forming on the window surface.

I haven't been kissed the way he did. It was different.

I have went through the worse between me and Fang. I do miss him since the day i broke up with him. Regret and i cant forgive myself for what i have choose.

But it's natural for what i have went through with Fang, to do what i did. I was pushed aside, i was asked to leave when i am fully available, i was thrown and I finally had the abuse. On top of all that my love was there for him. But my brain wasn't as dumb as my heart. My brain kept saying all he has done is not worth the pain. And my feeling's started to leave me every single time he hurt me.

Today i am not in love with him anymore. I am only in love of the memory.

He never looked for me at all after i broke up with him. On top of all that suffering, he showed my worth by not even chasing me back. He made sure my existence in his life was cease to exist.

Kizka kept contacting me then. But it was never about Fang anymore. It was always about Kizka and how i am graduating school, my life and the trip to Xixus.

In hope to just ignore Fang will be in the picture.

But who was i joking? I missed Fang day by day. I yearn his touch. I wanted his kisses. His voice in my ear and our time before.

Everyone around me started saying i should move on and find someone better. But i choose not too because i thought of coming to Xixus and making it right again with him.

But.. Nyx.. Nyx makes it feel real again.

Wait... do i wanna chase Fang again or i turn around and look at what is happening behind me?

Then the door to my room open and i heard foodsteps.

I turn around and i saw the figure infront of me and my heart flutters.

Its like a new love.

"Nyx!" I smiled happily.

Nyx comes to me and hugs me.

I turn red as he hugs me.

"Nyx!!" My heartbeat goes so crazy when he did this and i pushed him really hard. "W-what's going on!"

"I am really sorry on how i treat you from the first time i met you till now!" I was shock to hear that and Nyx just looks straight to my eyes like a laser. "I will protect you starting from now! Like my own Prince and im your Knight and shining armor."

I gasp and close my mouth.

"N-no Nyx—-.." my head starts to feel weird as i blush so hard. "you are making me feel so embarrassed!!"

I close my face with my hand so i wont look at him.

"Boboiboy! I am sorry i didnt mean to hurt you or embarrass you—." Nyx try not to give any physical contact as his hands is showing like he wants to pull my hand he stops as he hear i start to talk.

"I never took it to heart.. what you did to me was not on purpose and thank you for wanting to care for me.." i talk as i embarassingly covers my face and my words nuffled behind my hand. "I know you have a soft heart and a very nice person to hangout with-..."

"Ah-! Boboiboy i cant anymore with you—."

Nyx looks at me with a fierce look and i felt a strong force on my right hand pulling my hand from my face and my whole body moves away from the window as my body drops on my back on the bed as i look up to the guy who has crawl on top of my body.

"N-nyx!!!" I scream and tries to push him away. And i look to the side not wanting to see his face "T-this isn't what we should do—."

"I know you liked the kiss.." he put down his tone to a very soft and heavy voice.

My eyes widened. And i look up to him even he is blushing. His braided hair falls right beside my face.

"I will get your heart." Nyx says that shortywith an heavy breath. "Even it takes me to earn your love. And win you over Pang"

My eyes couldn't even blink listening to him and what he is saying.

It's okay right? To love someone else that wont hurt me.

Is it okay to forget Fang?

Then i blink and open a soft eye for him and take my hand to put it on his chest.

"Nyx..." He smiles and takes himself off me.

"I need to go back and do my job on the bridge." He turn away to the door as i sit up from the bed. "Get well rest Boboiboy."

He smiles at me very warmly before he leaves.

After he leaves my whole body just leans down on the bed as I started to huff.

"Fuck this man—-" i started feeling very excited and a bit horny from that dominace he gave to me. I layed on my stomach trying to control how i feel.

Suddenly I remember how Fang touch me back then, ah— fuck.. i have no other memory than how Fang has touched me in the past.

And i get more hornier by the minute remembering how he touched me.

This is so fucked up.. Nyx triggered it but i want to fuck Fang.

I took out my member out of my pants and i see it hard as rock. F—-

I slowly rubs it and my body just felt my whole body getting more hotter by the second.

"Aahh—" i let out a small moan to let out the tension in my body.

My imagination is going crazy right now. I see fang fucking me but then i want the image to change to Nyx. So i wont see fang anymore.

"Boboiboy—.." a voice in my head that is own by Fang came out and that made me climax. I start to ejaculate.

Then tears streams down my face. While i hold some of my cum on my member and my hand.

Fuck— why do i have to hear and see fang in my mind.. why..?

"Do i still love Fang?."

Nyx POV.

After i left the room is blushed so hard and realise that i am excited thanks to Boboiboy's reaction and hos cute he was.

How can someone be that cute?

Then i shove the feeling off and run to the bridge to prep the whole ship for departure. We are going back to Xixus. And Pang is there.

After hearing all of the story from Kizka and actually meeting Boboiboy in person.

I do not know how to feel about how Fang reacted to the break up. I don't blame him. But at the same time i have questions.

Like how can you not go actually seek for Boboiboy's love again?

He isnt worth it?

I slowly walk to the Bridge and i see everyone at their stations. Kizka isnt here yet. I will wait for him.

Maybe i just couldn't understand how everything was. Fang only had his brother left from his whole family. Maybe Boboiboy wasn't as important as his brother? Its so ill to even think of this.

You have commit to the person and through thick and thin. But one is willing through thick and thin while the other one just totally bailed on that peomise.

I want to ask Fang when we arrive Xixus.

Then i heard the bridge door open. I turn around and Captain Kizka steps in with his Helmet on hand.

I salute him using our hand signature.

"Captain kizka!" I shout as everyone on deck turns around and show their respects.

"Ready for course! Prep the engine! We are flying to Xixus!" Kizka bring out his hands and show to the skies.

To be continued...

Author's Note.

Hi babies! Its been awhile i have missed everyone and i am sorry for the big breaks 🩵 Life has slowly come to the point i can start writing again for my babies.

But as an apology i want to give little gifts to everyone that has non stop support my book and keep reading it. Thank you so much. 

Character : Boboiboy

Character: Kizka

A lil art i make for u guys 🩷