(Dan's POV)

I quickly pull away, releasing our hands. "Sorry I.." I say but turn away, embarrassed, confused. "Dan wait." Ella says but I just squeeze my eyes shut. "Have a nice night." I say not even turning to look at her as I walk up the stairs. "Be safe. Please." She says and then I hear the door close.

I go upstairs going into the bathroom. I like her but not like that. I'm not ready. She hates me now. I shakily pick up my blade, staring at the shining metal that glistened under the light. I put it to my wrist, but stop, putting it down. "No, don't.." I mumble to myself. Then I toss it in the toilet, flushing it.

I hear my phone ringing, and walk out, jogging downstairs to answer it. "Hello?" I ask shakily and curse myself. "Uh Dan? You might wanna check your social medias.." it's Ella. "Why?" I ask. "Just do it Dan.. its bad.. call me back if you need. Bye." She says and hangs up. She's mad. I go into Twitter first to see people tweeting stuff at me like "You cheated on Jem!?" and stuff like that. What? She did not.

I go on Instagram and see that she posted a photo and click on the notification. It was a picture of a sunset and the caption makes me clench my jaw. "Guys if you must know, Dan and I separated because he went outside the marriage. It's disappointing but we are still on good terms." That bitch.

I go in YouTube to see my comments blown up with it and I sigh I. Annoyance and grab my camera to make a quick video to explain it. She's trying to destroy my career. Hell no I won't let her. I care way to much about YouTube.

"Hey guy, it's Dan here! And today, we need to have a talk. So Jemma, posted a photo on Instagram saying I cheated on her, and please don't believe that. I would never. I was in love with her. She's the one who had done that.

Now, originally I didn't want to say why but I'm not gonna let her tell you guys lies. I love you all and you deserve the truth.  I'd own up to something if I did it, but I didn't. So that's it for this video, I'll get back to posting as soon as possible. Subscribe to be apart of the best team, Team TDM and I'll see you in the next video, Bye!" I say doing my sign off and turning off the camera.

I'm furious right now. How dare she. I sigh and lean forward, putting my head in my hands. I need a drink. I go downstairs, drinking the bottle of wine. Once I'm done, I put my head on the counter, tears stinging at my eyes. "The poor bee.." I mumble looking outside, a bumble bee had fallen off the screen door. "You lived a long life.." I say again wiping the tears from my eyes.

My phone rings and I go into the living room, stumbling a lot but I get there. "H-Hello?" I ask answering it my words slurring. The person hangs up and I frown. "Wowzies." I say giggling, and I lay down on the couch as I start to feel tired and fall asleep.

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I wake up to someone knocking on my door and groan, sitting up. I stand up and look around. I'm in my living room. What happened? I usually never sleep downstairs. I go over and pull open the door to see Jemma and roll my eyes. "Here. I got the divorce papers. I already signed them, now you need to. Then I'll be out of her for good." She says.

"Okay.." I say. "Also don't answer my calls while your drunk, I don't appreciate it." She says and I roll my eyes, and grab the paper out of her hand and she follows me in the house, closing the door behind her. I grab a pen, and start signing where I need to. "I see you already moved on." She says emotionlessly. "Bullshit I can't even freaking move on even though I want to." I mumble. "Who's that girl I always see you with?" She asks. "A friend that been helping me. I don't like her like that." I say as I read through the document making sure she was honest with everything.

"So you still like me but you want a divorce? Dan you're being ridiculous." She says. "No I'm not. Have you ever heard 'If you love two people go with the second person because you obviously didn't truly love the first'? Well that's what's happening right now. I can't forgive you Jemma, and I won't." I say turning to look at her, and she pulls me into a kiss. I try pushing her off than I hear the door open.
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(Ella's POV)

As I'm walking up to the door, I notice Jemma's car here and look at it confused. Why's she here? Dan and I need to talk. I don't want things to be awkward from yesterday. I go to knock but remember he told me I can walk in at anytime as long the door is unlocked. I turn the handle and push open the door. I hear noise from the living room and go into the doorway and my heart drops.

There they were, kissing. His hands on her shoulders and he shoves her away, he then notices me. "Ella it-" but I clench my jaw. I was feeling so many emotions and it was causing my hands to shake, overwhelming me.

"You know what Dan? I'm done. Go back to her. Have her help you with your problems. Sorry that I didn't seem to help you enough." I say and Jemma smirks at me. Dan looked speechless seeming as if he was trying to form words but couldn't.

"You can leave now, bitch." Jemma says and I turn away, tears threatening to spill as I walk out, slamming the door behind me.

Authors Note

Don't ever use alcohol, drugs, or self harm as a way to solve issues, my DMs are always open ❤️