(Dan's POV)

I shoot up off the couch, shoving past Jemma and I swing open the door to see Ella about to get in her car, tears streaming down her face. "Ella, wait!" I say, and she turns to me, anger and sadness visible on her face. "Go away Dan. Go back to her. I made a mistake." She says and I feel my heart drop.

"What..?" I say stepping closer to her. "Meeting you. It was a damn mistake and I regret it." She says going to reach for her door but I grab her wrist. "Ella please let me explain." I say, basically begging her at this point. "Let. Go. Of. Me." She says through clenched teeth and rips her arm out of my grasp. "She kissed me! I didn't kiss back! I was signing-" but she cuts me off.

"I don't wanna hear it okay? I should've known after what happened yesterday. Have a nice life Daniel." She says I could feel tears prick at my eyes and I watch her get in her car, and speed away. I stay there for a moment, trying to process what was happening. I have no one. "What a bitch." I hear that all familiar voice say and I hurriedly turn around. "Leave Jemma! Right now!" I say anger racing through me.

"Aw come on. Don't be like that." She says and I glare at her. "I can't stand you, really I can't. Just stay out of my life!" I say my voice cracking a bit. "You still want me. I know you do. Or else you wouldn't be so sad." She says. "I don't! I really don't! You ruined my life! You hurt me! I turned to alcohol because of you! And I can't stop and now because of that, I wanna fucking die!" I yell, not able to contain my anger, and she looks at me with wide eyes.

"Leave Jemma. I'll sign the papers and mail them out, just leave and never ever come back." I state and walk into my house, slamming the door and locking it. "You're a selfish asshole!" I hear her yell, and I just sigh, and sit on the couch and grip my hair in my hands as I stare angrily at the papers in front of me. I have so many problems and I don't know how to fix them. The only person who actually seemed to truly cared hates me.

I also lost my true love. I have nobody. I could feel the tears falling, streaming down my face like waterfalls. Falling into my jeans, dark spots covering them as the tears soak into the material. I wipe my eyes with my sleeves, only for the tears to be replaced.

I grab the pen, and finish off the papers, a few tears falling onto the pages, smearing the ink a bit. I didn't care. I was too hurt to care. I stand up, and I grab my keys, and I once again leave.

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I step out of my car, and sigh, shoving my hands in my pocket as I walk into the bar. The smell of cigarettes and liquor burning at my nose. It smelt horrid. I didn't care though. I've only been here once before, when I met.. I show the thoughts out of my head, and sit at a stool, ordering a drink. I notice the girl sitting next to me, was staring at me, and I take out my phone, and scroll through social media. She's making me uncomfortable.

I put my phone away as my drink is placed in front of me. "You don't come here often do you?" The girl asks and I look at her. "What?" I ask, confused. "Well first off, you don't look like you'd come to bars often. And you seem uncomfortable. As if you don't wanna be here." She says. Or maybe because you were staring at me for ten minutes straight.

"Yeah it's my second time coming here.." I say and take a sip of my drink. I make a face as it burns my throats and I could hear the girl beside me giggle. "You're so adorable." She says and I almost rolled my eyes. "Sure." I say blankly, coughing a bit as I ask for another drink. I could feel the girl rubbing my arm and I tense under her touch, uncomfortable. "I'm gonna go use the bathroom.." I state and she giggles and nods.

As I'm heading towards the bathroom I turn to see her looking through her purse, and don't think much of it as I walk through the door. Once I'm finished I get back and see the girl still sitting there and I groan out of annoyance and sit down. I look at my drink and notice how the color looks slightly off and motion the bartender over. "Is this the same drink..?" I ask and he nods.

"Yeah man, why?" He asks and I shrug. "I don't know I'm just probably a bit tipsy." I state as I take a sip from it. "You should come home with me.." the girl says basically clinging to my arm. "No thanks." I mumble. As I take another sip I groan and grab my head. A terrible headache starts forming and my vision blurs up. No way. I'm not drunk already. What the hell?

"Come on, I'll take you back to my place and give you some pain killers." The girl says. "I'm.. I'm not interested." I say, rubbing my temples. "Get away from him." I hear a familiar voice say and turn to see Ella. "Who the hell are you?" The random girl asks. "I saw you put something in his drink!" Ella says and my eyes go wide as I turn to the girl.

"N-no I promise I-" but she stops as Ella harshly removes the girl from my arm and I look at her confused. She hates me, why is she helping me? "Come on, Dan." Ella says. "Dan that's a hot name." The girl says and Ella glares at her. I stand up only to fall to the ground, darkness consuming me.

Authors Note

Wowzies a lot has happened ma dudes.

Please don't ever use alcohol, drugs or cutting as a solution for anything. Stay safe my frens

If you ever need me, DM my Instagram @/dantdmyouhottie I'll always be here to talk <3

Peace ✌🏼