So guys like i said I was born a guy that is now currently a female....So um not to long ago i came out to my best friend that i was once a guy. Well that was about maybe a week ago or something im not sure but she hasn't talked to me for a while now...Im getting really worried.....So um...Let me tell you how hard it was on me turning from a male to female. It's a feeling of being uncomfortable in your own body. You can be like me feeling like a girl and wanting to become a girl because you look at yourself and feel like you aren't right. At times and i will say this i tried to cut off my dick. Im not even lying. i would cry about it a lot. My parents saw this when i turned five and decided to change me. So at age 5 i did change and i did get surgery. Don't even ask why they let such a young child do this...Because my parents were doctors so they just let it be. At age 7 i was fully changed to a girl so i was much more comfortable. But i was raped. and from there on here i am with a child. Also you might ask why there is no videos that involve me being a young trans...well it's because we didn't want the attention so yeah pretty much. Well my parents destroyed all of this evidence...well mostly all. So please don't really get involved in that. Also um i noticed that in the story of my life called 'horrid past' i never mentioned that that didn't go in order. So This is how it actually is written out

>Abuse

>Bullying and Sexual abuse

>Rape

>7 and Miscarriage

>Tides ahead

so that is how i wrote it down now this is how it actually happened in time line

>Abuse

>7 and Miscarriage

>Bullying and Sexual Abuse

>Tides ahead

>Rape

So that is how it went in a time line. So sorry i got you all confused. Swampy said she was drawing a picture but she hasn't send it yet so when she does i want to show you guys because you know i love to show you guys. Anyways the video sort of explains my issues back then but i was way way younger.