I have to fake everything around my family. My parents don't notice anything odd, other then my grades are dropping. They only usher me out of bed when I'm still asleep, yell at me if I do anything wrong, so it's been hard. The only time I can cry is if I have an excuse to cry. My smile, every time they saw me happy, it was just a mask. I can't cry in front of them. They would just yell at me if I did.