Cameron's POV
I can feel that something's wrong in the bottom of my gut, but I'm just going to ignore it for now.

I'm 19, and I'm the beta of the pack. I'm out of school, but I still go because I have to be with the pack at times.

I'm on my way to see my mom who's in the hospital. She's in there because her mate, my dad, was attacked, and killed by rouges. Now that he's gone  my mom is dying because of the loss of her mate.
But she wouldn't be in the hospital, and dad would still be here if that little shit Riley listened for once.  This is all her fault.

I got to the hospital and parked my grey Lamborghini and made my way to my moms room.
I walked in and she saw me.

"Hi baby." she said with a strong but weak voice.

"Hey mom how are you?"

"I'm feeling better today actually." Lie.

"This is all Riley's fault. That you're in here dying, and dad's dead. It's all her fault. She should have died not dad " I yelled.

"CAMERON SEAN HERNANDEZ don't you dare say that. You don't even know what happened that night, just what you heard. So don't blame it on her."

"How is it not her fault mom? She practically killed dad." I retorted, almost in tears.

"NO she didn't. He protected her from what happened to her when the rogues were there." She sighed.

"And what to happened to her?"

"It's not my place to tell you Cameron, it's hers. Ask her and she will tell you."

"Okay" I said not wanting to fight with her.

"Thank you." she said out of breath.

"I'm gonna go mom."

"Ok bye baby. Love you "

"Love you too mom " I said while starting to walk out the door
" Oh and Cameron "

" Yes?"

"I still have a few years till I die."

"I know mom. I know."

I walked out and got in my car. I drove to the pack house. I need to know what happened the night of the attack. When I got to the pack house, 
I went to my 'sisters' bedroom (or the attic), and knocked on the door ... No answer
So I knocked again, this time harder .... Still no answer.

I opened the door getting impatient only to find almost everything gone.

Uh oh.

'Damn right 'uh oh' you son of a bitch. You drove her away. ' yelled my wolf.   

I looked everywhere calling her name
"RILEY!"

"Riley this isn't funny you bitch."
Then I saw paper on the 'bed' I gave her
"No." I whispered as I picked up the papers and read them.
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"Dear whoever reads this, 

I am running away, I just can't fucking take being y'all's punching bag anymore. Y'all said I was a murderer for what happened that night to MY father. Y'all thought I was a murderer so much y'all carved it into my stomach. I got tired of acting 'fine' and  'great' in front of The Elders and Alpha and Luna Black.
My brother slapping me, and forgetting my birthday hurt, but I got used to him hitting and hating me. But that's not what pulled the last string. Oh no.
What pulled the last string, and what hurt the most was getting rejected by my mate. Yes I found him, and got hurt, but that doesn't matter now 'cause I don't care for him at all. He was an asshole who doesn't deserve a mate. I feel sorry for the slut he chooses to be his mate ...wait no I don't. She will suffer, not me so I'm fine with it. 
I hate every single one of y'all with every bone in my body...but remember my dear assholes, when I come back, your mommy's and daddy's won't be there to save you...Have your fun while it lasts because everything will come crashing down sooner or later."
(づ￣ ³￣)づ. (づ￣ ³￣)づ.(づ￣ ³￣)づ

"Alpha and Luna,

I'm sorry for leaving you but your son, my brother, and the pack caused this.
Please tell my mom that I love her forever and always. I know I let y'all down and I'm sorry. I loved you like you were my second parents, and I love you for taking care of me. I will see y'all soon if I survive my first shift.
Lots of love,
Riley"
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧.(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧.

"To Kale and Emma ❤️

I'm sorry I left you guys but I couldn't stay here any longer.
I love you Emma babe, and I will always love you.
Y'all were my best friends when I had no one.
Kale you were a replacement brother for Cameron, and I'm glad for that. I would rather have you than Cameron.
I know that's a little harsh, but it's true. I love you for that, you will always be my brother.
But if you hurt Emma in any way you're dead.
I don't care if you find you're mate, and she doesn't approve of y'all being friends. You. Will. Not. Leave. Emma. That's an order. If you disobey well
Kale think of the things I can do to you. Good friends care for each other, close friends understand each other , but true friends stay forever; beyond words, beyond distance, and beyond time. Y'all were true friends to me. I love you guys and I will see you soon.
Love,
Riley"
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Oh my fucking God. I caused her to run away.
What will Alpha and Luna say?
Worst of all what will mom say?
I need to tell them.
( Emma , Kale , Christian, Alpha and Luna come to Riley's room please. No questions ) I said in the mind link. 
They where all here in 30 seconds
"What do you need Cameron?" Asked Alpha Jace

"Well um Rileyranaway" I said

"Cameron can you talk slower son?"

"Riley ran away."

"WHAT!" Yelled the Alpha .

"Why?" Luna Emily said with tears already in her eyes.

"Read the notes" I said and gave them the notes that Riley left. I turned to Kale and Emma and gave them the one Riley left them.

"She left this for you two "

"Thank you." said Kale with no emotion in his voice.

"Why do you sound and look like you don't care?" I yelled.

"WE DO CARE THAT SHES GONE! WE'RE JUST NOT SURPRISED SHE LEFT" Yelled Emma.

. Well Damn.

"What do you mean you're not surprised?  She's your best friend, your sister. You should care "

"YES SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH BUT SHE WAS YOUR SISTER AND BY THIS LETTER NOT ANYMORE.
You were the one that drove her away.
You were the one that beat her.
You were the one that carved 'murderer' in her skin.
We kept telling her to run away, to get away from y'all shit heads, but NO she said that you would change, and that she would wait for her brother.
But you slapping her, and forgetting her BIRTHDAY drew the line. And I'm glad she ran away because she's safe and away from you." Emma yelled which shocked us all. Oh but she wasn't done.

"AND NOW SHE MIGHT DIE!!
Because she got rejected by her mate, and her wolf won't be able to handle the pain. If she does die, I will kill you and that's a promise. I'm not bluffing Cameron, I will kill you and Christian very slowly and painfully." She sneered.

"Alpha and Luna I'm sorry for what you heard and saw happen." said Kale.

"It's quite alright Kale, but can I see your letter that Riley left y'all?"

"Of course " he gave the note to Alpha, and he read it out loud.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

"To Kale and Emma ❤️

I'm sorry I left you guys but I couldn't stay here any longer.
I love you Emma babe, and I will always love you.
Y'all were my best friends when I had no one.
Kale you were a replacement brother for Cameron, and I'm glad for that. I would rather have you than Cameron.
I know that's a little harsh, but it's true. I love you for that, you will always be my brother.
But if you hurt Emma in any way you're dead.
I don't care if you find you're mate, and she doesn't approve of y'all being friends. You. Will. Not. Leave. Emma. That's an order. If you disobey well
Kale think of the things I can do to you. Good friends care for each other, close friends understand each other , but true friends stay forever; beyond words, beyond distance, and beyond time. Y'all were true friends to me. I love you guys and I will see you soon.
Love,
Riley"
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ

He looked up with tears in his eyes

"Why?" He whispered really low we barley heard it, but we did thanks to wolf hearing.

"What? Sir " I said being stupid

"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HER??!!"

"She was the one that got my father killed. She is the reason my mom is dying. "

"Do you know what happened that night huh? .. No you don't know. Do you know how your dad got killed? Why he got killed?..NO! You don't!! ITS NOT HER FAULT!!" He yelled and he was pissed.

"I was going to ask her what happened that night after I talked to MY mom, and look around she's gone!" I yelled back.

"SHES IS GONE BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU MADE HER LEAVE. YOU HURT HER. YOU DISOWNED HER WHEN SHE NEEDED YOU MOST. YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO YOUR FAMILY!" he yelled. He really loved my sister as if she was his own daughter.

"All I wanted to know was what happened. I know she could have saved him."
 

"SHE WAS 5 YEARS OLD ,SHE COULDN'T HAVE DONE ANYTHING TO SAVE HIM !" He said still yelling. Luna was crying and now so was Emma.

"WHAT WAS HOLDING HER BACK FROM SAVING HIM? " I yelled getting mad. But his next words shocked me so much.

"SHE WAS BEING RAPED BY ROUGES!!" he yelled.