Callies pov
I can hear everything but all i see is darkness. I cant move i can hear mason  crying but i can do anything about it. Mason tells me everyday how long its been and its been 8 days and i still dont know if i wanna wake up. I miss mason but im sick of feeling this way. Hating myself. Before i met mason i was going to kill myself. But know i don't know.

"Hey kitten its me mason i dont know if you can hear this but i love you and i need you. Its been hell without you. I cant run this place cause all i can think about is losing you. When i met you seeing you standing there you werw beautiful. And you aways will be even when you dont think you are. But there is never a time when your not beautiful. Please wake up kitten i love you" mason said

He places his head on my chest and started to cry i could feel  his tears sink threw  my shirt. I wanted to stop him from crying i hated this. I want to see him. I wanna be with him. I wanna learn how to love him. I wanna marry him when we are ready. I wanna wake up. Soon my eyes start to flutter open and all i see is a bright light i instally shut them but try again to try to get mason to stop crying. I open then once again and get them used to the bright light. When they are i look down at mason and i sloly lifted up my hand and start combing my fingers threw his hair. He shots up.

"KITTEN" he yelles

Then pulls me in a hug that went on for 1 minute and when he lulled away he kissed me like he would not be able to ever again and i kissed back. I have missed mason so much. I looked down ashamed tjat i ever thought of leaving him. He makes me happy and i was just going to throw that all away. I am an idiot. He has done everything for me. And i was just going to throw that all away.

"Im so sorry" i wipsered to him

"What did you do kitten" he asks

"I was thinking about not coming back" i said

He stood up and ran his hands over his face.

"Mason im sorry" i said

"Why would you not wanna come back i saw you die once why woukd you want me to go threw that again" he said

"Mason" i said

I reached out to grab his arm but he pulled away.

"I need some time" he wispered then walked out of the room.

God i am such an idiot i should of come back days ago.  I sat there looking at the wall tears streaming down my face.