i felt my self being in the air but i was slowly going in and out. I felt like i was dying once again, i could say that this is the second time i came close to death and i'm not giving up now i finally have a chance to be happy. i fell my self get put down on the bed and that's when everything goes black.

''why don't you kill yourself'' my mom yell's at me ''i could help you'' my dad says as well then he slowly comes closer to me and grabs my hair and pulls me to the kitchen. he pulls out three different knifes and slowly put one in my left leg. i screamed out in pain and he slapped me for making a sound and then taped my mouth shut. he put another one in my right leg and one in my stomach i closed my eyes and thought i can finally leave them. 

i woke up two hours later and i was alone my guess mason was sleeping somewhere i looked over at the table at the side and saw my phone and i picked it up to see i got a text. it is from mason text me when you wake up please kitten i had work to do alpha work im so sorry i wont be there but text and i will be right there i texted back ( A= aquamarine M= mason)

A- mason im awake 

M- im coming 

A- no stay finish you work 

M- no im coming you were asleep for like three hours im coming

i guess he was coming three minutes later he came running through the door ''kitten im so glad you are ok'' he said i smiled at him ''me too me too'' i finally have something to live for'' i am going to get my sister to com bring you some clothes ok'' he said i nodded my head yes  then he sat down on the bed and pulled me in hug. i smiled "you need to tell me when your hurt" mason said I looked down "sorry" I wispered "why didn't you tell me "  he asked it sounded like he was getting mad "I'm sorry" I said he stood up "aquamarine you have to tell me" he grabbed my sholders "why" I started to cry "because I didn't want you to worry I'm sorry please don't be mad" I cryed out mason looked at me "omg kitten I'm so sorry" he ran up to me and pulled me in a hug "I didn't mean to raise my voice I'm so sorry" I looked him in the eyes they held so much sadness to them I new he was telling the truth "ok"  I looked away when the door opened "hi I'm Lilly masons sister I'm so happy that he found that he found his mate" she said "oh also here's some clothes"

"Thank you" I wispered

Lilly

I wanted to leave there are to many people I don't know her I only trust mason "hey are you ok" she asked I nodded My head then I shut my eyes cause I was about to cry "hey Lilly could you leave us alone for a minute" mason said she said ok and then walked out. "Are you ok" mason asked once she left I let the tears out he pulled me in a hug and started wispering sweat things in my ear. " I was scared I didn't now who she was I'm sorry" I say after a couple minutes. "It's ok aquamarine I get it it will take some time I understand that"  I am weak I'm so stupid thinking that I could be happy I just can't trust anyone anymore I lost that I miss when I used to trust everyone.  But my happiness was over 3 years ago but I'm trying "mason why did you pick me why did you take me home" I ask him "cause you my mate and I love you" the second he said that my eyes went wide he loves me