Paddy's Sicht :

What the hell ! Was macht sie um diese Zeit noch on. Ich war sehr überrascht. Das "online", änderte sich in ein "schreibt". Mein Herz pochte mir bis zum Hals. Warum machte es mich nur so fertig ? Dann bekam ich ihre Nachrichten. Als ich sie durchlas, beruhigte sich mein Puls ein wenig. Sie war mir nicht böse, dass ich sie aus dem Schlaf riss. Sofort schrieb ich zurück. Doch ich musste überlegen ...

My little one, why are you still awake? It is already so late. What's wrong ? I hope it's not me or something bad. Thank you for your wishes, but I don't sleep anymore. I just can't, it's impossible. Please don't let me bother you if you're awake because of me now. I didn't deserve that. But I'm still happy that you wrote me back. Thank you ! <3

Hell, no ! Was habe ich getan ? Ich kann doch nicht mit jemanden, über meine zerbrochene Seele reden. Obwohl, ... sie schien ja auch gerade ein schweres Leben zu haben. Sie wäre die erste, die meine Sorgen erfahren würde ...

No, Paddy, it's not up to you. I have completely different problems and you didn't wake me either. I was awake before because I had bad dreams. But why are you in a bad mood? What's happening. I know you are probably thinking now why you should trust yourself to someone like me. I have depression, burnout and panic attacks myself, which is why I am very familiar with such situations. But I'll tell you one thing, look for help or someone you fully trust. It is usually enough to talk about it and have someone to listen to. This largely avoids the worst, such as carving, tablets or other. I myself had done both because I didn't have one or because I was too cowardly to open up. But that was only because nobody else had ever been interested in me. That's why I'm giving you the tip. Otherwise bad things will happen to you. You don't have to tell me, but be aware that I will always be there for you, listen to you and understand you no matter what. Please take these words to heart.

Ihre Worte ... sie trafen mich wirklich direkt ins Herz. Dass sie so sehr leiden muss, hätte ich nie gedacht. Aber sie hatte Recht, doch ich musste ihre Worte erstmal verarbeiten.

Wow, but please let me think about it first. Your words hit me in the heart, which I have to process first. Is it okay if I write to you when I have agreed with myself ?

It's okay. I understand it.

Thank you. You are the best. <3

Your welcome . ;-)

Wow, was für ein tolles, hilfsbereites und nettes Mädchen sie doch ist ...