TW/CW: Cheating, strong language, slight mention of drinking
I think I saw you in my sleep, darling
I think I saw you in my dreams"
I woke up, yet from another nightmare. He haunts my dreams, even when I'm asleep he wont leave my mind. I thought about him all the time.
"You were stitching up the seams
On every broken promise
That your body couldn't keep"
I kept remembering his body on hers, his body movement how his hands moved up and down her body.
"I think I saw you in my sleep"
I cried, why me? He told me he loved me, he said that I was the only one in his world. "Stupid Cedric." I cried. I cried louder and louder.
"Oh, I think I saw you in my sleep darling
I think I saw you in my dreams"
I wanted to get over it, he seemed to be over me. As quickly as I broke it off with him he got with her. I saw them walk the halls together hand in hand. How dare he be happy while I'm crying every night?
"You were stitching up the seams
On every broken promise
That your body couldn't keep"
Hermione, my best friend, attempted to make me feel better, "There's so many guys at this school that are worth a shot!" She would tell me. It wasn't that though.
"I think I saw you in my sleep
I thought I heard the door open, oh no"
It wasn't that I didn't want to move on, to forget what he had done to me and my trust. It was that he felt fine, not guilty, not sad. He looked happy, he looks happy with her.
"I thought I heard a plane crashing
But now I think it was your passion snapping"
I needed to know why he felt it was necessary to hurt me so badly like that. I walked up to the Hufflepuff common room. I hadn't been here since I found them together.
"I think you saw me confronting my fear
It went up with a bottle and went down with the beer"
I walked up to his dorm as I knocked on it, he opened it and frowned. My heart sank, knowing that my presence alone made him upset hurt me more. "We need to talk." I said to him stepping inside his dorm.
"And I think you ought to stay away from here
There are ghosts in the walls
And they crawl in your head through your ear"
"Why did you do it?" I asked him staring in his eyes. I wanted to know why me. Why if I would've gave him the world just so he would be happy. If he was so unhappy why didn't he break it off with me first?
"I think I saw you in my sleep, lover
I think I saw you in my dreams"
"(Y/n)..." He began avoiding eye contact. What a coward, can't even look me in the eyes. "I love you, I did. But, we weren't meant for each other. I thought we were on the same page." I felt tears escape my eyes, I tried to hold them back was unable to, my hands clenched into fists as I looked at him angrily.
"You were stitching up the seams
On every mangled promise
That your body couldn't keep"
"I would've given anything to keep you happy Cedric.. If you were so unhappy why didn't you break it off first and then go?" I questioned as he looked at the floor, the tears ran down my eyes, "I'm over you Cedric. Seeing you with her makes my heart sink what you did to me and my trust I wont be able to forgive."
"I think I saw you in my sleep"
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