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The next morning I get up early n head down to put breakfast on for my dad and me. I'm standing over the stove when he comes in wearing his office dress.

"Morning honey" dad says setting himself at the table

"Morning"

I go about putting his and mine plate on the table, then set down on a chair beside him.

"You alright" he ask

"Yeah"

"You seem a little preoccupied."

"It's just work and school."

I put my fork down and looked over at him; my dad is one of those dad's u can tell anything to, n he'll understand. He wasn't one of those who sit n judge u; u made ur own decisions in life when u reached a certain age.

"The guy that I babysit for is in a bit of a pickle" I tell him

"I see, what kind of a predicament is he in"

"The sour kind that doesn't taste real good. U remember I told u he got mugged up some days back.

(Here Annika told her father about helping Shivaay in past few weeks only with vechicle n ol not extension in payment, during their meet after she was home the next day )

"Yeah"

"Well I kind of let him off on paying me because of that n now he has just started a new job n he is not going to pay me until next week"

"Oh is he good on it"

"I believe he is, but with electricity bill coming up it's going to make things hard for us."

"Don't u worry about that, I'll cover it this time"

"But that's not the problem; the problem is this will be the third week I keep his little girl for nothing."

"I see"

I bow my head rubbing at my temples

" He told me th.....that.......he.....he would pay me another way" I complete stammering I know my dad is supercool but still it's about 'that' thing so.....

"Oh" I feel my dad looking at me "This other way if I'm not mistaken, does it have to do with u, n have sex."

I glance up at him my eyes finding his with his sudden confrontation

"Hmm" he hums "And have u"

"No, he told me to think about it, and that's what I'm doing. I just.....mmmm I just don...don't know that....if I'm ready for him."

He stands from his seat n come to me put his hand caring my head n says

"Well, Annika u know after ur mother I tried to play the role of both for u so that u never feel the loneliness or ur mother's absence obviously if ur ma would be here u would talk to her n she might give u the permission but-"

I stand from my chair facing him my eyes having waterfall unknown to me when it started flowing so I cut him in between feeling he is upset with my sudden confession.

"No dad it's nothing like that u were always there with me n I know I trust u that u will never take a wrong decision for me n I'm Ok if u don't want me to be include myself in this n I will say him No today itself. For me only u n only u is important dad u r my everything" I hugged him tight crying n hiding my face in the crook of his neck

"No my darling I didn't mean to say that n u cut me in between without listening to me, I was just saying Annika u r an adult now n u urself know who is good n bad specially after Daksh so u can take ur decision. N ya I'm not going to tell u, not to do it because then u might not do it just for my sake. But I will tell u to be careful."

" Thank u daddy"

He smiles n give me a forehead kiss caressing my back

"Okay now tell me one thing, How old is this guy?"

I smile n blush on his this question.

"He is 17 daddy, If he would be in his twenty's I would have turned him down already."

"Acha, so I was right u were just telling ol those to make me happy ,hmmm" He said raising his one eyebrow n smiling

"N...no no daddy aisa kuch b nahi, it's nothing like that I mean.... Mai wo.....mai wo....-"

He cut me off laughing on my situation

"Let it be Ani n I have no problem n it's good till u going to be alright"

"Yeah"

"I luv u bacha"

"I love u too daddy"

"Chalo mai nikalta hoon I got to go to work n u have a great day ahead"

"Ok n Same to u dad"

He hugs me n bid bye, then leaves me alone to think about things. I head up to get ready for school; Finally getting ready I pull my hair into a pony tail n then I head to school.

Gauri meets me at my locker.

"Hi" she says taking me into her embrace

"Hey"

"Are u feeling ok" she ask

"Yeah just thinking."

"About what we talked last night."

"Hmm, I told my dad about it."

"Hain ek minute ka kaha tumne please jara wapais kahogihumme lagta h hamare kaan aaj hartal par h" Gauri exclaimed with shock filled face.

"Yaa I told him about his dues n his way to pay it"

"OMG I'm surprise to see u still breathing. Uncle ne tumhe kahin.... Ek minute tum sadame mei mai to nahi hon a I mean uncle k rejection yaa daant se tumhare upar koi jhatka laga ho Annika tum thik ho na" She start her blabbering cupping my face n taking a check on my head n ol place on my face.

I give her a smile n hold her hand

"Relax Gauri I'm absolutely fine, Daddy just told me to be careful, I think that's his way of saying to wait until I'm older. But he is not going to be angry with me if I decide to go ahead with it."

"So have u made that decision or yet it is to be done."

"No, I told papa that I am ready."

"So r u ready... haan, batao na Annika jaldi kaho na" she start jumping on me and excited to know the answer.

"Yes, probably, u know na like I'm the only sixteen-year-old that goes to this school that's still virgin. I mean look even Pia the geek has already lost her V-card. And I'm still holding on to mine like I'm Some great legendary like Mother Teresa or something." I let out a breath "It's not the fact that I'm not ready, instead the matter of concern is that I don't know if my first time should be with him or not. It's simply that I have no issue with sex, I never had only thing is 'with whom' samajhi Gauri"

"Then don't do it" she says

"U know Gauri papa mujhe hamesha kehte h wait until u r in true n madly in love, but what if it never happens or Daksh k saath jo hua uske baad to mujhe pyaar ki koi ummed hi nahi h, I want my love to be selfless true caring only mine loyal to me but what if I never find that person what if he not posses these qualities what if he too breaks my heart, mai to tut jaongi Gauri agar Shivaay ne bhi aisa kiya to mai mar jaongi." Tears breakdown from my eyes

Gauri smiles at me n take me in a bone crashing hug.

"U will definitely fall in love one day Ani, u know this is meant to be u r such a sweetheart n pure hearted soul anyone can fall for u."

"N what that u have sex with this guy." Gauri teases

"Yeah" I said in trance

She starts laughing at me and I push her playfully

"Alright what's the pros and cons of this solution?" she asked as we walk toward English class

"The cons are it wouldn't be for love, n I'll lose my virginity."

"Is that all"

"Yes, the pros would be that I.. I Annika will lose my virginity, I would know what everyone's been bragging about n......" I sheepishly smiled

"And what Annika " Gauri asked me playfully hitting my shoulders

"I shyly smiled n said " n I will learn from the experience"

Gauri starts laughing

"Acha aisa h kya, then I would say pros outweighs cons" she says after laughing for moment

"I know that's y I'm still thinking about it"

"Ok so what if u say no" She ask

"He told me that he would walk away and we will forget it ever happened"

"Then just say no"

"I can't say no because I won't ever forget it happened. And I will be wondering the rest of my life what if"

"Then say yes"

"I can't even say yes, then he will look at me differently."

"Like what"

"Arrey like I'm some 2 Rs. Chepadi"

"What do u mean"

"I mean to say he will think that I'm a slut who just wants his dick"

"Oh god girl, y do u have to make everything so hard, u even make decisions like this one, too hard or mujhe bhi ghoma kar rakh diya"

I laugh

"Let's go to class" I tell her

Whole time we r in English class I can't help but think over the pros and cons. Even after the class I set thinking about what ifs. I am so zoned out that I just walked past the cafeteria in lunch time. Gauri had to drag me back to my senses once again. Now we set at our table; I take a small bite of the fries I have on my plate.

"U r not eating" Gauri says

"I'm just thinking "

"Not again Annika, This thing has got u messed up bad dear"

"I know."

"Then stop thinking about it."

"I can't Gauri; this is something that I need to figure out very soon."

"Ok"

"What if he is like Daksh was?"

"Daksh was an asshole, he lied to u, broke ur heart, n beat u almost to death he tried to rape u too. Is this guy like that."

"No, I didn't think he would ever lay a hand on me, I mean he beat the hell out of Daksh that one time. He has never lied to me, n I wouldn't have to worry about him breaking my heart."

"Yes, because u r not in love with him, right Annika" Gauri points out

"Right" why do I have a feeling like I just lied to my frnd cum sister

"U know, what u need" Gauri asked snapping me back here n now

"What"

"A girls' night out, just two of us."

"I don't know."

"Nope, not going to take NO for the answer we r going out this weekend."

I smile at her

"Alright tum se kabhi jeet pai hoon so this weekend."

********* MATURE PART BEGINS*********

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On my way home that afternoon I had made my mind on what I was going to do. Dad was already gone when I got in, so I head upstairs to take a shower and dress.

I have just turned the water off when the knock comes; I grab the towel wrapping it around me then head downwards. And there's another knock as I get to the bottom of the stairs.

"Coming" I yell out rushing towards the door

"I know u said u would think about it sweetie, but I wasn't expecting this" Shivaay says as I open the door.

I try hard not to blush n smile but badly failed feeling het rising on my cheeks

"Wo act...actually I just got out of the shower."

"And u didn't wait for me"
I roll my eyes

"Come in; I need to go put some clothes on."

I start up once more

"It won't bother me if u stay like that."

"U early" I asked him ignoring his comment

"Yaa wo actually Gunjan couldn't wait to get here, something about a new toy in her room." He said keeping his daughter Gunjan down

I smile, then see as Gunjan rushes past me to get to her room

"I bought her a new Barbie." I tell him

" U r spoiling my child, n we r not even married yet."

I step into my room, and he follows behind me shutting the door behind him.

"Yet" I question

"U know u did tell that guy that we were getting married."

I smile, heading for the bathroom with my clothes in my arms. I feel as Shivaay follows so I shut the door in his face biting my lower lips

"That was mean" Shivaay says

"I got to get dressed Shivaay"

"Oh common that's cheating u saw me undressed." He pretends to pout I think

"I saw u undress there is a difference. Situations were different n that wasa need of an hour u know that."

"U still saw me naked."

"U were bleeding."

"My cock was not bleeding my dear lady."

I laugh n then I can feel the heat n scarlet colour rising on my face at his last salutation.

I closed my eyes biting the nail of my thumb n smiling flushing n don't know what else expressions were filled on my face at that moment

"I didn't told u to take ur pants off."

"U said everything." Till now he was away from the bathroom door

"R we going to fight about this again."

" Fine, by the way u have a nice bed," he tells me

I laugh not meaning to

"Thank u I guess"

I step out pulling my tank top down; he was sitting on the end of my bed looking at me

"I like ur pajamas" he says eyeing down on me

I smile

"I was thinking about ur proposal today" I tell him

"And"

"I have made up my mind." I started taking baby steps towards my bed

"Really, what is it"

" I was wondering."

"What"

I step between his legs

"If we did..do this..........how....."

"How what" Shivaay asked

"How would u touch me."

His lips twitch in the corner

"I would be very gentle."

"Really. Show me"

Grabbing my thighs he pulls me closer to him, his big hands move in under my top, n I take deep breath. My eyes close as he cups my breast massaging them gently. I let a moan escape my lips as he pinches my pink nipples between his fingers. Then his hands abandon breast leaving behind a tickling feeling. One of his strong arms wraps around my waist as his other hand goes down inside my loose pajamas. I jerk as he touches my wet clit.

"You wet for me" he asks

I answer with another moan as he do his torture. My legs r getting weak from standing there..

"U want more" he asks huskily

"Yes" I hiss

My eyes open as he moves my leg to the bed, I put my other up on the other side of him sitting on his lap straddling him. His eyes meet mine as he takes not one but two fingers slipping them into my small opening. I hiss as he moves them inside of me slowly. Then he stills, my eyes find his once again.

"I have to go to work" he tells me moving his fingers slowly inside of me again.

"I hate to leave u like this."

He starts moving faster inside of me, and I let my eyes close once more. Then I feel as I start to tighten my eyes r quick to find his.

"Shivaay" I moan with fear in my voice

"Cum for me Annika" he demands

And like that my liquids rush forward, I burry my head into his arms holding on to him as my juices cover his thick fingers. I moan out once more as he removes his fingers, my body still trembling.

"Mmmmm" I hear him humming

Then I feel his other arm wrap around my waist.

"I really have to go; we'll talk some more when I get off" he tells me

I nod, not looking at him. I can't, at least not after what just happened I mean how could I just go n stand like this n then let him allow to touch my private parts; what will he think now about me. Oh no I made a big mistake.

"Hop up sweet cakes" he tells me

I raise up off of him n then turn looking other way, I couldn't look at him. I was embarrassed; I start out.

"Ani" he calls my name

I stop at the door, and I hear when he move in behind me

"Don't be ashamed Ani" he whispers into my ear then kisses my neck.

He steps pass me going out; I hear as he says his good byes to Gunjan then I step out of my room. As I get to the top of the stairs, I see......

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