This part will be a move forward towards the theme of this book and may help u to forgive me by giving u double updates
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They never found the guys those mugged Shivaay. So he never got his other stuff back except his car. I felt sorry for him, so I let him slide on the payment, which was due on him, to me to keep Gunjan for a week or two. We go on like normal, go to school in morning, then he brings Gunjan to me in the evenings, and before I realise it another week passed. And new week already started.

It's Tuesday, I'm with Gauri in the lunch room. It had been a long day, the classes seems to go on n on. I was happy when lunch came , so I could sit down and not have to think what goes onto "Silk road", or what did akhabar pan for Mughals? Man this history sucks dates names same names repeating with 1,2,3,4don't know to what nos. yaar y don't they keep new names.

Gauri has mentioned something about a dance that's coming up, so we set ourselves talking about it.

"I'm staying at home" I told her plainly

"Why" she immediately rebuked

"No one is going to ask me, so why to go."

"We could go together because no one is asking me either."

I smiled at the idea

"I think I will just stay home" t once again tried to convince her

"Alright then I will come over, and we'll make it a girls night"

"You should go, don't spoil ur mood because of me"

"Why don't u want me to hang out with u" She said making a fake grumpy face

"Arey na baba it's nothing like that, u know u can come to my place anytime u want, it's just that someone might ask u"

"Nopes..., no one is asking me, So it's final I will come and we will hang out together"

I smile at her stubbornness and lovely nature

"Alright, but what if some hot guy ask u out" I questioned, teasing her

"Okay then in that case...... I'll..........mmmmmmm........ I'll GO" she said

I was shocked when my plan of teasing her backfires me only.

She laughs on me

"Hey Annika" Aman says standing beside Gauri

"Aman"

Aman is one of the average students he has a good head on his broad shoulders, a handsome guy u can say

"Gauri" he says looking down at her

"Hey" she says looking up at her

"I was wondering if u could help me......"

"Help u, but with what" Gauri asked being confused as he stuck on his words n started stammering as such Gauri will eat him raw hahaha I was having fun looking both.

"mmmm......I was wondering if u could help me...... with that test comingup in Mrs. Batul's class"( One of the most strict teacher from my school life)

"Sure have a seat" Gauri said nodding her head n immediately got ready to help him

He sits down beside her, while they r studying I'm eating. Few moments after I get a bump on my back and I immediately look behind me; Shivaay stands his back to me and I see a note that he has stuck out of his arm. I take it quickly without being noticed n read it.

MEET me in B-BLOCK" it reads

I fold the paper n put it in my pocket. After lunch, I head to B-Block. Shivaay isn't there when I get there, so I stand looking out of the window with those moments of ours in here flashing

My offer to him, Removing my dress, his rejection this rejection n it's simple thought also brought a layer of tears in my eyes.

"It looks like it might storm"

I jump turning towards Shivaay breaking my trance of thoughts

"Yeah" I say " You wanted to see me"

He turns from me as he talks

"I have a problem, Annika"

"I'm all ears, say freely Shivaay"

"I know that I owe u for the last 2 weeks infact more than that, but the thing is I just changed my job also n......."

"nd what Shivaay, go on I'm listening please don't stress urself"

"n Annika wo actually.... They r not going.........to pay me...........mmmmm until..... until next...... mmmm until next week" he completes stammering badly.

" I understand .. but I got an electric bill coming up by the end of this week probably, So I'm also stuck Shivaay. I'm Sorry" I said with my head n voice low feeling bad that I can't' help him when he helped me in my most adverse situations I don't know what to do one side I need to help my father n on other side here it's Shivaay....

He turns to me

" I understand, and I promised u that next week I will surely pay u everything I OWE u."

"So u basically mean I'll be keeping Gunjan for nothing"

"If u want I can pay u other way"

"Other way, what do u mean? Shivaay I really need that money"

"I know, I swear to u I will pay u ol ur money. It's just that I don't have it right now. But I can pay u other way round as I said... I mean Let me pay u something else"

I turn back around and he is right there. I had not noticed that he got so close to me.

"Say, then what r u offering?" I ask

He lick his lips and my eyes read this. I see desperation mixed with need in his blue eyes.

I almost smile "This is crazy Shivaay." I turn back to window.

"It wouldn't be any different then u offering urself to me when I took care of Daksh for u."

"Please Shivaay don't mention that"

"Think about it alright " he says "Just take some time and think about it. It will only be a one - time thing. And neither of us will owe the other one anything."

I turn back to him. Is this the way u pay someone when u owe to someone.... No na then y we r doing this I still don't understand our minds n thoughts.

"I didn't owe u anything" I said

"Not now but somewhere down the line if u do, it will be taken care of."

He steps closer to me, I have to look straight up to his hypnotising blue green eyes.

"Think about it" He asks again

"Fine, I will think about it."

Oh ghosh y on the earth u r accepting this offer indirectly, no this is wrong this is definitely not the way anyone pays u.... No no no don't do this say him NO..... yell my mind on me. But my heart says he is in problem n guilt of not paying is eating him up help him out by accepting his offer n take him out of this guilt. He helped u in saving ur life n ur dignity from that beast daksh. U should accept it. No don't do this shouts my mind Bina michmichi k maan jao Annika my heart again spokes. U both r now irritating me so JUST SHUT UP. I mentally scolded my both organs.

He let out a breath, I don't think he even knew he was holding, he steps back

"Okay then, We should go" he tells me

We head back to the front, in my last two classes my mind was not in class, I was thinking about his offer he gave sometime back.

I go straight to home after school, take my shower then as I head down to the living room for some time before Shivaay get here with Gunjan, I grab my phone I dial Gauri's number then wait for her to pick up.

"Miss me already" she asked when she answered

I smile

"Always" I tell her "I have a problem"

"I might have a solution" She replied with a smile which I can feel

"U know that guy that I'm babysitting for."

"Yeah, the one u won't tell me anything about" "Hey wait did he just do anything with u or he just tried to.."

I cut her off "No listen, He is having a hard time right now, and well he hasn't paid me in 2 weeks , because of this. And I was alright with it till last week but now he has started new job and they will hold his cheque until next week so now he'll owe me for more than three weeks."

"Sounds like he is using u"

"No, he is just in a bad spot right now. But that's not my problem. Today he offered himself to me , as a payment for keeping his lil girl."

It's quite on the other end for a while

"Wow" she finally says

"Yeah, the thing is that remember when I told u he saved me from Daksh."

"Yeah"

"Well, I sort of offered myself to him."

"Okay, Be honest n tell me Do U think u know him as a person"

"He turned me down; I don't know what I'm going to do."

"Well do u want him" Gauri asked me

I think about that hard, thinking about every time we touched or did something together how it made me feel. I always get this unexplained vibe when we're together. Those butterflies dancing in my stomach when he is close to me ; my heartbeats, my mind nothing is in control I still don't understand this feeling.

"I don't know" I tell her "Kind of, but he has a girlfriend so I don't understand any thing what should I do." Thinking about thm being together.....

Ew mujhe to sochti Kar hi michmichi ho rahi hmmm

"Obviously, it doesn't matter to him, he is just faking that relationship, if he is wanting to do that with u, U understand na what I mean Annika."

"But.... what if something happens afterwards u know my golden V-card is still safe n this means to give permission to break it. "

"Like what will happen"

"I don't know Gauri, what if he gets mad at me or something else I don't know"

"Then he is a douche bag, n if he does anything to u to maine usse ek jhaap mai deewar pe sata dena h okay Annika u know na I love u dear."

I smile at her concern n antics

"He told me to think about it, so that's what I'm going to do right now."

"Good, let me know something before him nahi to ....."

Again the smile adorned my lips

"Yaa yaa I know my chutki will pounce on me or the worst u will not talk to me so don't worry before I tell it to myself also I will tell u" We both laughed loud as the sentence ends

"Fine Gauri; I got to go there they're here I guess" I said as I hear a knock on the door

"K bye,TC"

"Love u "

"Love u too Ani"

I put the phone away n go to the door; there he is standing with his sexy smile.

"Hey" I say

"Hi, I'll be getting off a little later tonight."

He kneels down to Gunjan

"Bye princess"

"Bye, bye Daddy tuv u" she said trying to give a flying kiss to him we both were amazed on seeing her doing this I was to adoring this lil packet bada dhamaka seeing her cutest antics she is really life.

"Daddy loves u too doll"he kissed her n takes a leave

Gunjan n I do our normal routine. Play, watch TV, eat our meals, took bath n then I tuck her in bed n at last I went down n wait for Shivaay to get back from work.

It's eleven o'clock when there is a knock on the door; I get up to answer the door knock.

"Sorry it's too late" he says as I open the door

"It's fine" we start towards the kitcken "Shivaay"

"Hmm"

"Can we talk for a lil bit"

"Sure, go ahead"

I go to the stove putting some maggi to cook (Actually I love it alot👅👅👅👅 n was waiting to add it somewhere... Yeah🙌🙌🙌 n today I got a chance heheheheh.... Kisi ko achi na lage to apni pasand ki dish ko heat karwa lena shivaay k liye next update tak to ho jayegi😂😂😂😂😂)

"I've been thinking about what we talked in school today"

"That's good"

"What's going to happen after.... I mean after if I decide to go through with this decision" 

(Batao tobhai kaisi ladaki h mari ja rahi h desperate kahin ki but but maan ne ko ready bhi nahi h hmmmmm bechare shivaay ko badanaam kar rahi h.... okay frnds i understand ur feeling ki koi bhi aise pay karega kya if u owe to someone yaa iss se konsa payment ho raha h or udhar kaise free ho jayega .... so hold on the  horses of ur thoughts because THIS IS JUST A STORY so please no bad mouth or negative comments regarding my shivika or my story arey bhai achi na lag reli h to JUST STAY AWAY So simple isn't it no gud no bad comment needed frm u people or any such weird messages also let my other lovely readers read it please ...... Kher enough of my blabbering in between n yaa i accept this is not a way to get rid of our dues but this is just a story yeh to fir b fictional story h TV par to aaj kal pata nahi kya kya dikhate h waise Kalireen ka catch bahut hi jordar tha na...... NO offence to anyones feeling... So let's get  back to the story)

"We'll go back to the way things were before, like it never happened"

"And what if something happen" I ask placing his bowl of maggi in front of him

I pour him some wine to go with it then pour a glass for myself and set down on the stool next to his. 

"Please say it clear Annika, What do u mean" He asks

"What if our feelings get involved" I finally let out my confusion my dilemma in front of him 

He turns to look at me

" It's Just sex Annika; u don't have to have feelings to have sex, trust me I know."

I look away from him finding my eyes to be lil bit moist I don't know y I felt bad with his words

"What about Tia" I asked him without looking towards him

I hear his laugh n turn back to him

 "Tia is with every other guy out there including my best friend Dushyant too. So y would I care if her feelings get hurt"

"This isn't about her; Is it" I asked him feeling as being used as a pawn in a game of revenge

"No, she's been cheating on me for a long time, I've known for a while. If I wanted a revenge, I would have done it already."

"Will we use protection?" I ask

"Yes, I already have one child I don't need another one right now."

I look down at my knotted fingers 

"I'm scared"

"I understand, we'll go slow as u want to go. And if u want to stop I will have no problem. If u say no now, I'll just walk away n forget about it"

I look up at him we r so close right now, our lips are just almost touching n something in me wants it to be completely properly touching.

(Haaw chepadi 2Rs. annika or writer........

No one dear Q ki both of them are woman after all....... n samne bhi to dekho kon h

  OMG The great SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI, haaye koi to rok lo.... LOL ;-) )

"And what if I say yes."

"Are u saying yes" He questioned me back leaning a lil more towards me

"I don't know"

"I'll give u more time to think then, Go through it"

He backs away leaving my lips trembling; he stands, goes up to get Gunjan while I clean up the kitchen trying to control my ragging hormones n fastened heartbeats because of the moment we share a while back. Haaye iss maggi or wine ne to sab gadbad kardi.

"I'll see u at school" Shivaay tells me at the door

"Right" I lean over giving Gunjan a kiss on the cheek.

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Haash done with another long chaapter for u ol lovelies yaar seriously to harad to do so bas aab only 50 votes n atleast 5 comments I guess demand utni badi nahi h u can fulfil it by next week jaise hi mujhe time milega i will update but please mera mood mat kharab kar dena uss samay by not completing the target but yaa sure as soon as target will be over 11th chapter with a bigger surprise will be in ur notifs.... Waise u want teaser kya...... ;-) no yaar rehne do let it b a suspense q ki now mature chapters r almost there to thoda suspense maza ayega get ready frndz.

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