Pairing: Husbands! Hoseok x Yoongi x wife! reader

Themes: mafia, angst, fluff

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I observe from the doorway as my two husbands clean the blood off of their skin with wet wipes, the bed covers now tainted in red from where their weapons and discarded clothes rest.

I silently scan over their bodies to find any possible wounds even though I know that it's nearly impossible to get a hit on them - they are the best assassins Bangtan has ever had after all, I would know since I married them.

I still can't help but to worry either way, their missions are getting incredibly dangerous nowadays and I fear the day when they don't come back home. The open wound I notice on Hoseok's waist doesn't help in calming me.

"That was a close one earlier... that guy jumped out of nowhere, I would've been dead if you hadn't pushed me out of the way, hyung, I really owe you one".

I close my eyes at those words, a wave of nausea hitting me that makes me lose my balance, how can he say that so calmly? I only have enough time to turn around so I can leave them alone before a gentle pair of arms close around me to keep me from going away.

The incoming flow of tears begins to push to the surface as I feel Yoongi's lips press against the side of my neck, and though I don't want to cry, the simple thought of losing them is enough to break my heart in half.

"We're okay, angel, it's just a little graze, it'll heal quickly" he murmurs against my skin to soothe me, but I shake my head while Hoseok walks around us to stand in front of me, his warm palms on my cheeks to catch the tears with his thumbs.

"Don't lie to me, Hobi just said that it was a close call. I'm not stupid, I might not be a fighter like you but I can see when a mission goes without a hitch and when there are complications" I utter with a wobbling chin that makes Hoseok's brows furrow deeply before he leans down to kiss my forehead.

"You're right... I'm sorry, my love, but I promise you, I'm fine. It doesn't hurt at all, okay?" he says softly before gazing down at me with his usual gentleness, thumbs still catching any stray tears while Yoongi remains glued to my back, they should've closed the door earlier, they didn't mean for me to hear that.

"I don't like this anymore, Yoongi, Hoseok, you always come back covered in blood now and it keeps getting worse. I don't want to lose either of you and I'm so scared, watching you go on missions terrifies me now" I admit with a trembling voice that makes my dark-haired husband hug me tighter.

A lump forms in their throat as they hear the fear in my voice for the first time in years. They thought I didn't mind about the blood, I knew what I was getting into by marrying them after all, but did they fail in seeing the truth behind my sweet smiles?

Were they a few years younger, they probably would've gotten mad at me. Why get scared now? Don't I trust them? Why change my mind now of all times? That's what they would've thought then, but not anymore.

Now they only feel bad for causing me so much worry. They feel bad because they want to offer a nice and peaceful life to their beautiful wife, and they can't, not yet.

"One year, angel, give us one last year and we'll retire. Please have faith that we'll come back home everyday for one last year, then I promise that you'll never have to worry about our safety ever again" Yoongi whispers against my neck, the heat of his exposed chest like a furnace against my back as he pulls me closer, especially when I can't keep in a desperate sob.

"Half a year" Hoseok tries again as he shifts closer to kiss the tears away, they hate hearing me cry, because I never cry. They know that I've reached a hard limit if I do and that's not part of the love they promised me during our wedding ceremony.

"Give us half a year to train some kids to take over for us, then we'll never pick up a weapon ever again. We can travel to all those places you've told us about, we can go to the beach and go on romantic dates everyday. Anything you want to do, we'll do it, together".

Unable to use my voice as my body shakes with cries and sobs, I nod my head with energy to seal the deal, half a year I can take, it's doable.

"Okay, we'll proceed that way, angel. We'll be extra careful until then, we'll give you all the love you deserve and more when this is all behind us. We're so lucky to have you by our side, angel, thank you for watching over us, for being so patient" Yoongi says with a kiss to my temple, his hands rubbing over my waist to calm my tears, they're incredibly thankful when my sobs become soft hiccups.

"You have to keep your promise" I finally manage to speak when I've steadied my breathing, and they both nod solemnly.

"When have we ever lied to you, my love?".

The tickles I receive from Hoseok makes me break into tiny giggles before I answer.

"Never, you never lie".

"Exactly".