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8 months later...

Lai Guanlin

"Please welcome the new solo artist Lai Guanlin!" I entered the stage as the mc called me. Smiling and waving at my fans since trainee days.

"Hello everyone!!!" I said through the microphone. Everyone inside the stadium screamed. I never felt so excited in my life. I debuted with my solo rap called "Swaggy", I even wrote the lyrics myself.

Many things happened through 8 months. I learned how to dance, even singing. I learned how to do my autograph in just a minute. I learned how to face the camera without getting shy. I learned that being an idol is hard.

After my debut stage, I feel sad leaving the fans. "Thank you for enjoying my first stage!!! Please continue to support me and other cube artist!" I bowed and exited the stage.

As I exit the stage, the boy group from Maroo was next. They were all good looking. And then I saw him.

Park Jihoon.

Suddenly all my feelings came back.

I still remember my last meeting with him, 8 months ago.

I became busy because of training. We still chat but it became less and less each passing day. Sometimes my reply would take a week or months.

My manager didn't want me to use phone, because it might stress me. I didn't get a say in this, even though only Jihoon relieves my stress.

And then now, we're standing right next to each other again. How I miss him. Everything about him.

My thoughts crashed when he didn't even give a single glance to me. My heart was beating so fast like it would escape my chest. It was breaking. I didn't even realize I was holding my breath since I saw him.

I turned around to follow his steps. When suddenly their music cued. I silently watch as they perform their winning song. They won 3 times in a row, beating our seniors.

Jihoon's sweet and baby face changes every single time while performing. His two sides that I love, will I still be able to see it?

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I'm sorry for the wait. I'm so busy this weekend, it didn't even felt like weekend😢 I still have school tomorrow ugh😭 I'm dead tired, you guys are the one who make me happy and feel energetic😿💕