[ third person's point of view ]

she wasn't sure if she really wanted to leave. part of her wants to stay beside him. she wanted to try to take the risk of dating an idol. after all, if he could take the risk, why couldn't she? a relationship should have mutal feelings after all.

"jackson," eun rae started as she sauntered her way towards jackson who was busy packing. a pang of guilty hit her as she saw jackson. even though she promised him that she would go to england with him, but now she has broken the promise.

biting her lips, she tried to form the words out, but it all came out as a soft whisper like a wind gently blowing. "i c-can't go."

jackson lifted up his head as he look at her. she thought he was going to yell at her for breaking thr promise, she thought that he would be mad at her. but no, it was the opposite instead. a smile mades its way to jackson's lips.

"i knew it from the start," he responded, and he fished out something from his pocket. it was an airplane ticket. jackson knew that eun rae deeply likes hoseok. for her happiness, he could do anything. that's all a best friend should do.

eun rae's eyes widened as beads of tears started forming under her eye. "y-you do?"

jackson stood up from his spot and flickered her forehead gently, while pulling her into an embrace. "yes idiot, i knew it from the start."

it hurts him that she was feeling this way. it hurts him that he should give up his feelings on her. it hurts him that he was not the guy that was destined to be with her.

jackson wang likes yoo eun rae. not in a best friend way, but in a feelings way. but he always knew his spot and he did not dare do anything about it. if he has to be in the best friend zone and it makes her happy, so be it.

"y-you are going alone?" eun rae pulled away from him. jackson bobbed his head. he had no choice but to go. his parents wanted him to stay with his uncle for businesses's sake.

"how can you leave me alone here?" she questioned softly. a part of her would be empty if her best friend somehow gets out from her life permanently.

"you are not alone, alright? you have him." jackson responded. it hurts him to see that she chose him over him, but it was alright.

just for her happiness.

•••

"holy god jackson don't make me cry." eun rae mumbled as jackson was about to check in for his flight in incheon airport.

"you bitch why are you crying? and here i thought your hoe trained you well to not cry." jackson sassed. he was trying to lighten up the mood in order not for eun rae to cry.

"you asshole!" eun rae slapped his chest softly but jackson pretended to be hurt as he groaned dramatically. eun rae was the type of girl who likes to 'win', so whenever she succeeded in hurting jackson, she would grin like a cheshire cat.

and sure she did.

"flight 901h to england, please proceed to the check in point at counter 6 now,"

jackson needed to leave soon.

"take care of yourself alright bitch? don't forget to skype me everyday and tell me about your life." jackson said as he hugged her again. he never seemed to get tired of her hugs, it was a warm feeling.

eun rae nodded her head as she buried her face into his chest even more.

jackson liked that feeling a lot.

"i repeat. flight 901h to england, please proceed to the check in point at counter 6 right now immediately."

jackson pulled away as he kissed her forehead one last time, waved goodbye to her and he went to the counter.

eun rae hung her head down as she decided to go home after the teary goodbye. she told herself constantly that it wasn't a goodbye, but a see you soon. why was it even called 'goodbye'? it wasn't even good.

"eun rae!" a voice, almost too familiar to her, called out. eun rae lifted up her head and she panicked, trying to hear where the source of the voice came from.

•••

hoseok spotted her. she was almost near the entrance of the airport. words couldn't describe how happy that he found her, but he furrowed his eyebrows as he saw that her hands were empty. there weren't any luggages or bags.

nonetheless, hoseok ran as fast as he could to reach to her. she painted an appalled expression as he swiftly approached her.

"h-hoseok?" she stuttered. she couldn't believe that he was in front of her right now. she thinks that this was just a dream.

"yes eun rae," hoseok breathed out as he leaned his forehead against hers – this somehow became their thing right now.

"you didn't leave." hoseok said. it came out more like a statement. eun rae softly nodded her head as her lips formed into a smile.

"yes, hoseok. i didn't leave." she replied. her heart was doing flips and somehow it couldn't stop. it felt so surreal to her.

hoseok leaned in closer and connected their lips together, while gently holding her closer to him. fireworks and sparks fumbled around in her stomach and every part of her wanted to melt under his gentle touch.

•••

he laced his fingers around hers, as he brought up their intertwined hands and kissed it. eun rae blushed at that simple yet heart-fluttering action.

"wanna know how big my dick is?" hoseok started as he smirked at her. eun rae glared at him, wanting to pull her hand away from him but he just held it tighter and pulled her nearer to him. he turned her, causing her to back faced him as he pushed her down which results her head lying onto his chest.

she could hear how fast his heart were beating. it almost seemed rhythmically with hers.

"hey baby?" hoseok whispered, as he pecked eun rae's hair. eun rae hummed in response.

"are you chicken? because you're totally my style."

it reminded her of the topic that they talked the most on snapchat so she smiled.

"aye girl. i'm not luhan but you can blow my flute," hoseok giggled as he said. he could imagine how red eun rae's face would be right now.

"eww stop," she responded as she covered her face with her hands.

"i'll be going to the toilet," hoseok stated as he slowly lift up her head that was lying on his chest as he placed it on the couch.

hoseok chuckled. he pretended to walk the way to the toilet but quickly turned back and hid behind the vase. he knows it's stupid but whatever, at least the leaves were huge enough to cover half of him.

he took out his phone and took a snap of the eun rae, who was rubbing her eyes innocently as she sat up on the couch.

eun rae's phone vibrated and when she looked up, it was the notification that she always miss.

'you received a snap from hobihorsehobi'

furrowing her eyebrows, she opened the snap and found a picture of herself, with the caption.

'my princess, my girl.'

next snap was another picture of her again,

'i love you, yoo eun rae'.

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sorry guys i tried i'm sorry if this sucks a lot :(((

but i love all of you so i made this x