I said id be back when dan came back so here I am.  

speaking of dan can we just take a moment.

if you didn't know, Daniel Howell posted a video called Basically I'm Gay and it was fucking h u g e and honestly if you haven't seen it just go watch it bc it has some really important stuff in it.

im so proud of him and im so happy he felt comfortable enough to share everything he did.  I'm honestly not sure how I feel? I'm not very good with intense emotions and lately theres been a lot so like I'm super happy for Dan? but I also just got back from camp which im pretty sad about? and I got some bad news about my family which im pretty upset about? im kinda a mess.  but im really proud of dan and im going to rewatch the video at some point and maybe write something more concise on it or maybe not, we'll see.

anyway. I just wanted to pop by and let ya'll know im back.  let me know if you want me to republish some of my old chapters. im not reposting all of them because I might redo some or they aren't relevant anymore or I just thought they were kinda cringy when I read them over, but if you guys want ill put up a few. I don't want to just spam yall with them though. I probably wont republish rain on a sunny day, but I have a tag ill post at some point, although I think ill just start putting tags in here instead of having like ten books lol. 

I should be mostly active, but I've got some family stuff going on that I don't really think I should post about and im a bit all over the place emotionally.  for the people who I talk to on discord (which by the way im always looking for new people to talk to... I love making friends (although im not very good at it) so just like message your discord user and ill probably add you) I don't know how active ill be, and I might message people individually but be kinda absent from the server... im also having some issues getting into my accounts so sometimes I can get into one and sometimes I cant. its kinda a mess.

I hope yall are doing well.  im really excited to be back and I might a bit slow getting back being properly active but ill get there. I might even write something? (no promises though lol).

happy pride!!

<3 rae