I can always tell when it's about to happen
I slowly start to feel it happen like I'm slowly being pulled down into the abyss that is my depression
Then suddenly I'm there and I don't know what to do and how to escape it
I suddenly realize every is falling apart around me
I remember how flawed I am and all the pain I cause the ones I love
I remember how trapped I am
I remember how hopeless I am
Yes I can forget for awhile... But eventually it seems it all comes back because you can't hide from reality forever
After all they won't let you will they
They much quiet down a bit
But there never silent
And they love to yell