Hey guys, it's Tashi here.

Just a moment ago I got a phone call from a my friend Danny's (the one who's making the fan made movie) older sister.

She said that his 5 year old daughter (who was going to voice young CJ) past away from a very bad illness. 😢😭

She was only a child, I knew she was ill. But I didn't know this kind of illness would kill her. She was at the hospital for 3 weeks. And my friends and I were planning on having a welcome home party for her once she has gotten better.

But that's not the only bad news...... Danny committed suicide after the death of his child 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

He lost his wife from child birth 5 years ago the day his child was born, and now he's lost his own child and his own life.

It's hard to believe that a good friend that you've known ever since you like an infant.

My friends and cousins kept calling me, asking if I'm ok... I tell that "I'm fine." But I'm not 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Even my crush Julian was worried about me, he said "Cuando amas a alguien que permanece en tu corazón, para siempre" (when you love someone they stay in your heart, forever.)

He honestly wants me to come to his sister's Quince (sweet 15) tomorrow. Because he thinks it may help me cheer up a little.

B-but I don't know how he'll react if he saw me all sad and blue...... 

Danny, left me an instruction of how to make the animation movie. He's already finished with the designs and everything, he just needs the voices.

And I know this because he left a note for me on the note that he wrote down for me.
The note said

"Hey, Tashi. I want you to finish you're fan made movie for me. All you and you're friends gotta do is do the voices. Good luck kiddo. And I hope you have an amazing sweet 16. You've always been like a little sister to me. And goodbye."

I just don't know if I can do it without him, he promised he was going to teach me everything..... but now he can't.... I loved him like a big brother..... and now he's gone....

I've been crying for like almost 3 hours now.... 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm so sorry, my fellow readers.... the fan made movie is canceled.... unless I can figure out how to use all of these sounds affects.

That's all I have for today, guys.... bye...😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but I will not cancel my stories.