That movie went by too quickly, along with the conversation we had.
I wanted to be back next to you, snuggled into your neck and holding your hand.
But that wont happen again, even if we go to the cinema again you wont take me to another movie like that...

I want to tell you.
I want to tell you everything.
All the pain I'm in, the silent suffering, how i long for you to be next to me...

I want to tell you so much it hurts...
But i can't.
I can't get hurt again.
But i also don't want to be away from you...
Its almost physically painful when you're not with me.
Wow I'm already clingy and we aren't even dating. I rolled my eyes.

What would you think if you saw what I've been doing to myself...
I'm truely sorry i broke my promise to you...
I know i told you i wouldn't do it again but i couldn't help myself.