Dear Diary,

That is still one of the worst greetings. I don't even know why, I just feel like after I say that I should begin to whine about my love life. Since my love life is fantastic since it's all a fantasy in this journal then there's nothing to whine about.

I guess I should share my thoughts on life...

But I don't know what to say though maybe this song I wrote can sum it up.

Verse 1
Take a deep breathe in
Hold on to it tight
Its all I have left
I can't let it go
Can't let it show
That this is my best

Chorus
When there's nothing left to hold
What do you fight for
When there's no one on your side
How can you win the war

Verse 2
I see the decks been stacked
But I'm not turning back
I refuse to give in
But is that just blind faith
Is it a hopeless race
That I'll never win

Chorus
When there's nothing left to hold
What do you fight for
When there's no one on your side
How can you win the war

Bridge
I've given all I've got
Running low on reasons to live
Tell me how do I keep going
When there's nothing more to give
Tell me how do I keep going
When there's nothing more to give

Yeah, I guess that says it all.

Goodnight diary, sorry for the wet marks on the page. I'm sure they will dry and everything will be fine like it was.

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Hey there wildflower!

(You can choose today what wildflower you are! Today I'm a dandelion (even though that's technically a weed) and it's because if you blow on me too hard I'll fall apart. Sad but true for today)

Thoughts! Even though it was short what did you make of the chapter? 💭💬🗯

I'm curious, is there a song that you've listened to that you felt perfectly summed up your life or what you were going through at a certain point?

When I first heard A Million Dreams from the movie The Greatest Showman I instantly felt like someone had taken my life as a writer and put it into a song.

The line 'a million dreams are keeping me awake' hit so hard because I struggled so much with insomnia and a lot of it was due to my stories constantly running around my head.

Now that isn't so much the case, but it was when I heard that song.

Is there a song right now I relate to?

Not really, though I kinda get the vibe of Alex's song.

Even though it was short I hope you found the chapter interesting.

Vote, comment, follow if you've felt what Alex has felt before.