Hey Noodle,

I know, I know, you're thinking 'this doesn't look an update with a sick girl and a pretend love interest. This just looks like normal boring Joy.'

That last part hurt but fair.

I'm here to disappoint you. And it will be such a disappointment that we might never cross paths again and if we by chance do you shall curse my name, slap me in the face and storm off.

Or maybe something else dramatic.

Here's the disappointment: there is no update and might not be.

You can comment right here your rant or curses of my name.

Here's why there's no new update. Mainly because there's not one written. But it goes beyond that to I don't know if one will be written.

Here's why, I started this project in October of last year when I wasn't doing any screens but still needed to write. I started writing this in a notebook. When I came back to screens I wrote 2 chapters on my computer.

In the space of October to now, April, my writing has drastically changed. Changed in the sense that it's not the consistency it once was.

Since you understand a little more of what the life of a chronic person's life is like I'll break it down for you.

My days:

Good Day: I have energy to write and write The It Girl. This one takes a lot of energy because I'm on the last chapters and those kill, even in the best of times.

Okay Day: I can write but only something easy. Easy is a one shot. That's pretty much it.

Bad Day: Can't write.

So as you see from that thorough breakdown, The Diary of a Sick Girl doesn't appear anywhere in there.

Will I come back to this if my days improve?

I would like to, I evilly and unintentionally left you on two kind of cliff hangers. I didn't do it on purpose, just happened that way.

I think it would be interesting what would come next for Alex. But for the time being, I'm sorry this will be on hold.

I feel bad because all 90+ of you stuck with me and I'm letting you down. I'm sorry. Please know the fact that you even stayed this long means a lot to me.

I hope you know I love you! And that I hope to always give you books until the end of time. 💜

To those who put in the effort to comment, thank you! 💜

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I love you! Thank you for supporting this experiment! 💜