I've been gone quite a while so no one knows but last fall, we lost a close family friend to cancer. Her son is my age and I couldn't help but cry when I thought about how his mom wouldn't get to see him graduate or get married. I didn't go into the reception and instead my dad sat outside with me while I cried. So the spring of my senior year, I did a guard solo to the song Cancer by My Chemical Romance as a way to let out my sadness from losing her. I used as a way to show my response to the loss of someone dear to me and in a way it has helped me heal and the song is an odd comfort to me.