The same day later...

6th of March, 1965

Jude's POV

Today was a wonderful day though my morning sickness in 4AM which was a total disaster. Further, I wasn't feeling well, being quite moody and having food cravs. Basically I was feeling like a much different woman. Not like the woman who I were with the slender body, balanced appetite, moderate mood swings unlike the current ones. And many other features which are totally changed since I am feeling like that lately especially since today. 

Anyway the weather like outside was sunnier than the last week. Certainly the temperature's advancement was admittedly visible. The first spring phenomenons could be seen with a naked eye though it is just the beginning of March. It is unreservedly astonishing due to that it's expected in the end of March the warmer temperatures, more raining and the snow gradually melting as usually.

I have already finished my first term as a waitress, having an appointment with my husband to wait for me right in 6:30PM in front of the retro restaurant as well. Unluckily, today at the least expected moment I needed to excuse myself in front of my colleagues and friends Charlotte and Ramona as I went to the bathroom of the locker room, neasing, thereafter puking the food that I had eaten earlier. Initially, they were on the opinion that I had a food poisoning or I haven't consumed the proper food. They were deliriously confused like me. By the way, I cleaned after the mess that I have done in the bathroom. It was abominable experience for me to do in a public bathroom where me and my colleagues have access to only. 

When I said goodbye to my colleagues and my boss Jonathan, I gripped my leather jacket as I left the institution, putting on the jacket,  being warmly and pleasantly welcomed by my husband who was awaiting for me as we hugged each other tightly and warmly, my head resting on his chest, exclaiming our first words:

-Sweetheart! I am so excited to see you lastly. Hi!- I exclaimed with ecstatic voice as my smile grew and it was like a soothed one, my eyes shutted for a while, sensing his fine fingers touching my leather jacket's fabric as well as they kneaded my upper back gently.

-I am either too, rare bird! I have missed you so much! - He uttered with his velvet British accent, hence, we broke off the hug as well as a minute had already passed since our hug, kissing each other's lips lightly in amorous way due to my yearning to kiss my babe right now after this long and fatiguing working day especially on a weekend day. 

-I have missed you a lot either too, babe! I had the tremendous perception that it has been centuries since the last time when we had seen each other.- I syllablled as we broke off the kiss by grabbing each other's hands, heading to the nearest supermarket that is located in the countryside.

-Aww! Judy, don't you know how cute do you look when you are expressing yourself how much did you miss me and vice versa? 

-Really? *glancing at him with heated cheeks, my face already flushed due to the compliment as my long curly silky honey hair bounced per a second* You are so kind with those words, thank you. But you are so adorable like that, honey. - We cackled afterward.

-You don't need to thank me for that, rara avis. *giving me a flirtaous look with a smirk and wink in the same time, therefore keeping on with the cautious walking so that to not bump into either something or someone by an accident* How your day passed at work, sweetie? - He questioned casually with a broad smile across his face.

-It passed well, despite that I needed to vomit like this early morning for sadly. By the way thank you for asking. How about your day at home too, darling?

-Oh, that's awful for the neasing part, Jude! But I am glad to hear that you are doing well at work with exception of the disgusting part. *exhaling and inhaling in the same time* Mine day passed fine. I spent all day at home as I was doing some chores, reading books outdoors due to the marvelous weather and I am planning soon to find a new job for myself though my family and general fortune including the fact that you are the only person with its frail nature to work in our lovely family with majestic future. - Timothy said with deadly grave tone when he mentioned that he is going to find a job as soon as possible as I was initially about to question, nevertheless being reassured that I am not going to be the only person who strives for its survive of our family with its 2 members only- me and him. 

-You are planning...*stammering as I exhaled sharply, hardly finding the right words to ask the proper question rather than to let it go awkwardly* to find a job? That's nice but...have you already planned what do you want actually to work?- I asked with enormous inquisitiveness that was tormenting my mind, striving to know more. I wanted to know everything about Timothy,of course. I presuppose the same thing for him to me too.

-Yes, of course, I have determined myself to work something. But it is a tough choice between a kindergarten teacher or an ice-cream and sweets seller in one local shop near our kingdom.- He hesistated himself to choose between either of those professions which he would work with ginormous pleasure, regardless how much they would pay him. It was pretty evident in his voice tone and the way he pronounced each word in his last sentence how difficult is to choose between 2 humble professions. 

-Urm...you are right, both professions are amazing, in spite of their risks and minuses. If I were you, I would choose to be both especially to work with children but...it is your personal choice. It's your life, darling!- I answered with pragmatic voice, being halfway to the supermarket that is 2 minutes from our villa. The cardinal reason why I declared that I would prefer to work with children when he was hesistating between a kindergarten teacher and ice-cream and sweets seller is because I love the children very much and one of my main wishes is to have one child at least in my life though Timothy and Mother Claudia's words somewhat doubt me. I have always found the topic about the children and pregnancy always melancholic and sensitive.

-As I know the fact about myself that I love the children, consequently leading to the conclusion that...I am going to work as a kindergarten teacher. - Timothy enounced with strong-willed voice as I wasn't surprised that he is going to work with kids due to the fact that I already have acknowledged that he loves the children just like me. Nonetheless what he chooses to work as in the upcoming days and weeks, I respect and support his choice. I want him to work what delights him mostly. 

-That is splendid to hear it, Tim! Where did you search for employment offers? Via the newspapers like me?

-Exactly, darling! Also I wanted to bring the subject up so that to let you know as well. I didn't want to do it behind your back since you are the most relative person in our beloved family.  

-I couldn't be more grateful for bringing this urgent topic especially of your side when it's joint a word about your employing in the upcoming days. Accordingly call those people about this job offer so that to being interviewed in the following days. 

Then we arrived outside to the supermarket as we entered inside the building, shopping for the required ingredients for home, of course. 

Sometime later...

As we reborned back at home from the supermarket, kicking off our shoes, hanging on the hangs our jackets in the corridor, unpacking the ingredients, establishing them in the refrigerator with exception of some of them, changing our clothes as I put on a white silk peignoir as an overgarment, covering my half naked body which was hugged my pair of black lace lingerie such as bra and panties,  hopped up in slippers. I promised Timothy that I will be right back in the next few minutes to start preparing the dinner as I went in the bathroom, delving the medicine cabinet as it was opened by me prior, finding the pregnancy test as I was obligated to await for my result in the next 5 minutes maximun. 

I wanted to make sure if I am either pregnant or that is a sequential bluff according to the written sources such as books, encyclopedias and etc. My face was all flared in its rose hue, holding the test with 2 fingers of my right hand whilst my left palm behind my mouth. My forehead had already perspirated of anxiety, worrying for my fate in the upcoming weeks if it is going to be actually glistening or otherwise a fugly grotesque, a silhouette of the colorful. My eyes couldn't detach from the pregnancy test, my patience was going to detonate quite soon. I am quite sure of it! I was completely lonely and desolated in the bathroom, observing the pregnancy test. Exactly same's voices in my head echoed, sending me variety of messages "Jude, calm down! Even if you are not pregnant, you shouldn't be that disappointed! Be happy for having a wonderful husband next to you!", "If you are otherwise pregnant, be happy!", "You are pregnant, Queen!" and many other messages which couldn't be listed as the intensity had remounted its summit per a second. Heart beats' rhythms were as swift as an Olympic runner champion! Unbelievably rapid!

Bom! A couple of minutes have passed, hearing my husband's voice shouting my name through the house, noticing concerness that dominated in his voice. His voice was nearer, hearing his moderately loud footsteps appoarching the bathroom. Two lines appeared on the pregnancy test, meantime the bathroom's door opening as my face was still flushed, Tim watching me as he exclaimed my name once again, holding the doorknob. I glanced at my test's final results with shocked expression. I AM PREGNANT?!

To be continued...