MAHIR

My right hand was feeling heavy,I opened my eyes and saw Bela using it as her pillow.

I smiled looking at her. She was looking like a baby sleeping in mothers embrace.

Her right leg was entangled with my legs.I slowly turned towards her and removed baby hairs from her face.

This morning sight is really bliss.

I scooted her more close placing my leg over her. I saw the time,it was still four in the morning.

I was just looking at her,my sleep was gone long back. She was going to end her life for me. But she gave me another life. It's impossible for me and Mahira to stay without her.

I should leave tomorrow. I don't know how to kill the time over their without my baby and Bela.

Bela moved in her sleep and I removed my hand and leg immediately. But she came closer hugging me.

I smiled and kissed her cheek. She relaxed on my touch. She was so close to me, her body was pressed against mine.

She is so soft, I was feeling like a current is passing through my body.I was getting hard.

What the hell? I am attracted to her physically also. She will think that I am a pervert.

I was trying to move away from her,but she was still hugging me tightly. Now she is making it really hard for me.

I need to have a cold shower now.

I finally came out of her hold and kept a pillow beside her. I took a cold shower calming my nerves and muscles. Harmones are getting out of control when she is near me. I need to get a hold on them.

But they are harmones,I can't do anything.

Fuck! Bela you will kill me one day.

I came out from washroom wearing my sweatpants. I was drying my hair with towel and Bela came in opening the door. I looked at her and was stunned. When did she wake up?

She turned immediately after looking at me. I was smirking at her reaction. She already saw my body once,but still so shy.

"I.. I'm sorry..I should have knocked", she said.

I chuckled and went near her.

"It's not the first time you are seeing me like this",I whispered in her ear from back.

My cold body was touching her  warm body. She shivered at our proximity.

"You can turn around,it's OK",I whispered again.

"Please..wear your shirt...Mahir", she was stammering.

I chuckled and wore my tee.

"I'm decent now, you can turn",I said.

She turned looking at her feet.

"I.. I'm sorry,I will knock and come from next time", she said fidgetting with her fingers.

"It's OK Bela",I said.

I went close to her and lifted her chin to look at me. She looked at me,her face was red. I could feel the heat radiating from her face.

"You don't need to knock",I said putting her hairs behind her ears.

She was a blushing mess now. I kept my hand around her waist and pulled her close, she placed her hands on my chest as a reflex.

"Mah..Mahir", she said.

"Hmm..",I hummed looking at her.

Her breath was fanning on my face and mine on her.

I held her face with both my hands and looked at her.

"I will miss you a lot Bela",I said rubbing her cheek with my thumb.

She looked at me with a longing in her eyes. I angled her face and slowly brushed my lips against hers.

She clutched my tee tightly and closed her eyes. I started kissing her slowly.
And she responded to the kiss for the first time.

I sucked on her lower lip and she did the same with my upper lip. It was a slow kiss with no hurry. I felt her longing and love towards me in that kiss.

Her hands left my tee and went to clutch my hair. I tilted my head deepenening the kiss.

We both were kissing passionately.I left her lips when I felt she was breathless. Our foreheads were resting against each other. Her eyes were closed, and her hands were still in my hairs.

We were breathing heavily due to our kissing session. I opened my eyes and saw her. She too was looking at me,a small smile at corner of her lips.

I again crashed my lips looking into her eyes. She closed her eyes clutching my hairs tightly.

I was smooching her lips while she was sucking my lower lip making sounds.

I loved hearing that sound from our touches.

I left her lips and started kissing her jaw and going down to her neck.I dipped my face in her neck and bit her slowly.

"Mahirrr...", she moaned hugging me tightly.

I sucked that spot easing her pain. She was roaming her hands on my back.

I slowly clutched the hem of her top to take it off. Her grip was becoming tight now. I slowly raised her top till her stomach.

We heard Mahira crying. She pushed me lightly setting her top and looked at me.

I was rubbing my nape looking at her. She was blushing looking at me and went out of the room immediately.

The fuck was I going to do?

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

What was I going to do?

My harmones are playing with me. I dint had sex from two years. My last time was when Bani was conceived with Mahira.

Of course I'm a man, I too have needs. But I'm not a pervert to get into her pants like this.

I can't get close to her until I give her what she deserves in our relationship. I need to express my feelings for her.

She has done her part,I need to do my part now.

I went to lobby and saw Bela sitting with Mahira in her lap.

Mahira was still sleeping sitting on Bela.

I went and sat beside her. She looked at me and turned her gaze blushing.

"Dadda",Mahira saw me and settled on my lap still sleeping,hugging my torso.

Bela runned into kitchen immediately after giving Mahira to me.

She is shy. Or maybe embarrassed just like me.

But I should stop feeling like that, she loves me and I too.

And I'm her husband and she is my wife.

There is nothing to regret.

I'm not going to office today as I'm leaving tomorrow to NY.

I want to spend some time with these both today. But I created an embarrassment between us.

I was walking in balcony waking up Mahira.

"Wakey wakey baby,dadda is not going to work for you today",I said.

She woke up rubbing her eyes and smiled. She looked at me and hugged again.

I gave her bath and Bela was preparing break fast for us.

I dressed her up and went to dining hall. The table was already set,but Bela was not there.

"Bela where are you",I called her settling Mahira in her chair.

Bela came from her room and kissed Mahira. She was about to feed her.

"You eat,I will feed my baby today",I said kissing Mahira's nose.

Mahira was clapping her hands in excitement. But she dint ate more.

Bela gave her milk, and she was watching rhymes holding her own milk bottle.

I am here to spend time with her,but my baby is busy with her rhymes.

I went to my room to pack for tomorrow. I saw Bani's journal when I was dumping my tyes in the bag.

I sighed looking at it. My hands are itching to open it. But I should wait till Mahira's birthday.

I kept it safely in my closet. Bela came inside holding my shirts in her hand.

She gave me and saw my bag.

"This is how you pack Mahir"? she asked.

OK. I'm not good at packing.

I gave her a sheepish smile.

She sighed and sat on the bed to pack them properly.

We completed packing and Bela was about to go, and I held her hand.

BELA

He held my hand making me stop in my tracks. I looked at him and he made me sit on the bed.

"Bela I think you are embarrassed about what happened in the morning", he said.

Of course I am. Not because he kissed me,but I too kissed him for first time.

"There is nothing to be embarrassed about it Bela. We know what we feel for each other and you have all rights on me just as I have on you", he said.

"What do you feel about me Mahir"?I asked.

"You will get this answer soon Bela", he said.

I nodded feeling disappointed. Why can't he express what he is feeling?

"Bela please don't feel rejected,I dint mean that", he said.

"I know Mahir",I said.

"I will miss you Mahir,I will miss you more now",I said holding his hand.

I removed my hand from his when Mallika didi came to clean this room. Mahir observed it but dint say anything.

We both went to lobby and saw Mahira busy in watching rhymes. We sat beside her.

"Dadda wants to play with you baby",Mahir said looking at her.

"Not now dadda,afyer rhyme", she said still watching them.

I laughed looking at his expressions.

Poor Mahir.

Mahir and Mahira were enjoying their 'we' time  together. I went to balcony and sat on the swing thinking about morning incident.

I mean, what we did?

I kissed Mahir. He kissed me,but today even I kissed him. I just expressed my feelings to him through that kiss.

That kiss was really hot and passionate, the way he kissed me with all love and passion was my dream.

I never knew that one day my dream will become real.

I dreamt a lot of things with him,but I dumped them all the day Mahir proposed Bani di.

Then I never thought about it also. But suddenly the world spinned and today I'm here as his wife and his child's mother.

Last year I don't know how to handle a gold fish, and now I'm a parent with responsibilities.

I'm connecting to him physically also, he is already in my heart,but now even in my body and soul.

It will be more difficult to stay away from him.

I don't know how to spend this one week alone without him. Even dad is going with Mahir.

Vish told that she will come here one day to spend time with us. At least she will be for company.

I really lost my senses when I felt his lips on my lips. His cologne makes me wild. I will turn into a wanton women one day because of this man.

I had all fireworks inside me when he was kissing me.I just had butterfly park in my stomach when he lifted my top touching my waist.

I can't take this out of my mind, even if I try.

I used to long for his love and care. But now I'm longing for his touch also.

I want him all for myself. I can't loose him this time. God gave me this chance to show my love.

"Bela",I heard him calling and went inside.

Mahira was dancing turning round and round. Mahir was making her video.

"Mumma see", she said while putting her hands on hips.

Her curly hairs were jiggling while she was dancing.

"Ringa a ringa roses", she was singing and turning around.

Mahir's smile was not fading away, there was a constant smile on his face.

These two people are enough to spend my whole life.

"Mummaa you aso pay wid me", she said taking my hand.

I was twirling around with her while laughing my heart out.

"My dolls you both are",Mahir said hugging us.

He is giving so many shocks today.We had a family hug and Mahira was squeezed between us.

It's afternoon and we had our lunch. Mahira was roaming around whole house while eating today. She really makes me run around whole house along with her.

I don't need to workout also.

I was cleaning my vanity table while Mahira was tossing her toys around.

"Mahira, they are your toys. Don't spoil them baby",I said looking at her.

She ran into my room and I picked her up and made her sit on the table.

"Mumma wha dis"? she asked taking nail polish.

"That is nail polish baby,see I paint my nails with that",I said showing my nails to her.

"Mummaa me asoooo", she said showing her nails.

"No Mahira",I said putting all inside.

"Mummaa peaseee", she said showing her puppy eyes.

I sighed and took her to lobby.

I settled her on my lap and Mahir was looking at us.

I slowly painted her nails.

"Dadda see", she showed Mahir.

"My princess you are",Mahir said kissing her hand.

"Mummaa leg aso", she was showing her legs now.

"Enough baby,not on your legs",I said.

"Dadda you say mummaa",Mahira used her weapon now.

"It's OK Bela, you can put na", he said.

"Mahir,it's not good for children to use in this age",I said pulling Mahira's nose.

"It's OK,I will put it for my baby", he said kissing her nose.

He was putting the nail polish on her nails and she was sitting on my lap.

"Mummaa see my legs",Mahira said with excitement.

"They are beautiful baby",I said kissing her hairs.

It was Mahira's nap time.Mahir also slept making her sleep on his chest. I adjusted the ac temperature and covered them with duvet.

I was just admiring both sitting beside them.

They woke up after two hours and I gave milk to Mahira. Me and Mahir were having coffee.

"Mahira dadda will go tata tomorrow, you should not trouble mumma,OK"? he told Mahira.

"Dadda whe you go"?Mahira asked pouting.

"Dadda should go Mahira,I will get so many chocolates for you", he said kissing her.

"I lobeee you dadda", she said hugging him.

She's thinking that he will go to office just like how he goes every day. I'm scared that how will Mahira react when she will not find Mahir for one week.

Next day arrived so soon. Mahir was getting ready to go. My dad also came to visit us today. They both will leave from here only.

Mahira was playing with my dad while I was looking at Mahir and he was getting ready.

"Don't look at me like that Bela,I can't go if you see like that", he said buttoning his blazer.

"I'm.. I'm sorry",I said looking down.

Now they were at the door step with their luggage. There was a lump formed in my throat.

"Take care of your self and Mahira",my dad said kissing me and Mahira.

"I will wait downstairs, come soon Mahir",my dad said going towards lift.

He gave us space to talk.

"Take care of yourself Mahir, don't skip your meals and have a proper sleep",I said.

"I will Bela. You please call Yuvi or dad if you need anything. I called Vish also, she said she will come tomorrow to be with you both", he said kissing Mahira.

"Try..try to come soon",I said and now tears were flowing from my eyes.

He hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"I will try to come soon,but please don't cry", he said wiping my tears.

"Mahir bhai",Yuvi came towards us.

"Take care of them Yuvi",Mahir said.

"Bye Mahira, don't trouble your mumma and eat on time OK"?Mahir said kissing her.

"I lobeee you dadda",Mahira said hugging him tight.

"I love you too baby",Mahir said.

"Mahira come here baby,dadda should leave now",I said taking her from him.

"Dadda no", she whined.

"Dadda should leave baby",Mahir said taking her hands off his collar.

"No dadda,daddaaaa", she was crying now.

Even our neighbors were looking at us while Mahira was crying for him.

"Dadda will come again baby",I said cooing her.

She was dragging me towards him.

"Mahir you go, you are getting late",I said wiping my tears.

He nodded looking at me and Yuvi.

"Daddaaa",Mahira was crying looking at him.

He got into the lift and disappeared.

I and Yuvi took her inside locking the door.

"Mahira come let's play with your dolls",Yuvi was trying to cheer her.

But she was no where near stopping today.

"Acha OK,we will go to park now. OK Bela"?Yuvi said.

"Yes Mahira,let's go to park and play",I said and she was a bit calm now.

We locked the door and went to the buildings park. Yuvi was carrying her and she was still sobbing holding him tight.It's first time I saw Mahira crying this much.

This will be tough for Mahira also.
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