They are so easy to make but so hard to fix
This is why sometimes I wish I was nixed
When I make mistakes it haunts me forever
Like ghosts of my past I don't want to remember
I try to cope with making myself busy
But sometimes it doesn't help, because I become a bit ditzy
I forget what I was supposed to do
And then that is another mistake, so make that two
Huge mistakes are like demons that dance in my head
Reminding me of all the bad words people have said
I try to not let them win
But then I sometimes succumb to their whim
First my head goes into a spiral
My thoughts racing like some undead revival
Then I get overwhelmed, my heart starts to clench tight
My breath quickens like I'm trying to run out of sight

Once the negative words are said to me
This is where my demons come to be
They memorize the words and the faces
They memorize even the scarest of places
Once they know they will start to torment
Making me want to stay dormant
My feelings are shaken
and my confidence is quaken

The big mistakes are what I carry
Those are the ones every day I try to bury
I want them to go away
But they never stop even when I prey
I want then to stop
But they make me feel like I am ready to pop
They make me feel like the worst person ever
Even though some people may not remember

Mistakes are easy to make
It makes confidence easy to break
Mistakes are like acid that eats away things

I wish I could just repair all my mistakes
But then people say "well thems the breaks"
I cannot fix them
They will just live in my head as a phantom