The next day we were set for Eileen's funeral my big brother felt sorry for me even though he knew it wasn't my fault but people stare at me in a hateful glare all because I found her all accept for my family and Eileen's parents, her twin sister Elsa and her twin sister Petunia who knew I was nice to their twin sister. But Eileen's exe-boyfriend tucker blames me for it I know because he pushed me as soon as I got up my mouth was bleeding as soon as he was going to kill me Jason pushed him and yelled at him WHY YOU STUPID UGLY MUTATED MOUSE YOU LEAVE HIM ALONE YOU RAT!!! My big brother knew it wasn't my fault tucker tried to hit him in the head but Jason blocked it and punched him in the stomach they got in a fight as I got up and sat down mom got me a paper towel to wash away that blood dripping from my mouth luckily Tuckers mom stop the fight and pulled tucker by the ear which really hurts him she screamed at the top of her lungs in anger TUCKER WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU!!? WHY DO YOU KEEP TREATING PEOPLE LIKE DIRT?! YOU ALWAYS FIGHT A CIVILIZED CHILD AND YOU... ALRIGHT THAT'S IT WERE LEAVING!!! She pulled Tucker by the ear and handed him over to the cops the cops put the cuffs on Tucker and said Tucker Dimmers you are under arrest. The cops took tucker as Tucker struggled I saw him in anger going in the police car as we walked out and stopped on the third stair step as he saw us in anger his eyes widened when he saw our eyes turned red as blood as if to say we will kill you for what you done. We went back inside arm-to-arm but as soon as we sat back down the coffin was already out for a public goodbye I was to sad to go up there everyone looked at me in a apologetic stare Jason was the only one who can cheer me up I was crying in tears as he hugged me tight the funeral was very sad the rain poured, everybody had their umbrellas held high and Jason had his arm around me my eyes closed as the coffin went down to the deep muddy ground. I never want to think about death again as I ran and never stopped still crying and filled with sorrow but as I went down the path where that place where Jason and I went I tripped and fell I never knew it will end that way my heart had shattered to bits my soul crumbled to sadness and my life has been crushed into dust I ran crying and hid behind the tree I cried and cried and cried. One thing's for sure I was desperate but I couldn't stop crying my eyes were swelling in tears and heard my big brother yelling for me AUSTIN! HEY AUSTIN WHERE ARE YOU?! ARE YOU OUT THERE AUSTIN! PLEASE ANSWER ME! I saw him he looked worried sick he walked off still hollering my name the rain was pouring down harder and harder like it did at the funeral I walked back to Eileen's grave I thought I had nothing left when I lost Eileen then out of nowhere it hit me it's not just Eileen that loves me it's the people that cared about me I was such a fool to run away from my friends and family including Jason I went down on my knees and said: Eileen I think I finally understand I have people besides you that love so Eileen I want you to understand there are people that I have love in my entire life Nate, you, Becca, Thomas, mom, dad, Gen, Ester, Terra, and Jason so I guessing this is a farewell sweet heart. I stood up I had my eyes shut and was plague with guilt and despair I walked back into the forest to see if my brother was walking by me but he wasn't in sight so I ran to go and find him. I GOT TO FIND HIM! I shouted I GOT TO APOLOGIZE! JASON!! No answer I started to cry again but this time it was about my brother he was nowhere not even a glimpse of him so I looked further but I couldn't find him anywhere so I ran further until I came across that ghost town it was the same ghost town Jason and I went as kids. Then out of terror a silent form laid dead on the solid ground blood dripping from the back it was behind an old farm I was terrified when I recognized Jason. NO! JASON YOU CAN'T DIE! JASON?! JASON DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE!! NO! JASON NO! I ran with tears farther in the ghost town I was scared I never knew my life would be filled with shame.