Hello friends this is sush and I am writing an
Ff
This is my first writing..... I want you all to
support me..... I don't know whether you will
like it or not
But as this is my first writing it is very much
attached to me I was literally crying writing
it.....
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characters:
Ragini Maheshwari (by tejasswi praksh
wayangkar) : presently A CA and CS focussed
on her carrier..... a bold and attitude girl.....
but is sensitive inside
Laksh somani( by namish taneja) : A CA.....
attitude boy..... rather intelligent
Sanskar inani( by varun kapoor): A CS and
choreographer.
Bela mehta (by mouni roy) : friend of ragini 8
years back.
Lets get started.....it will about RAGLAKsan and
raginis painful yet romantic yet a focused
story....
set up: a middle to upper class family with a
not so conservative environment where studies
and education are given a lot lot importance.
place: mumbai
It
will be mainly from ragz pov.....
The story of broken trust and lost love
Ragini's pov:
It's a story that started a long way back
something around 7 to 8 years.....
I am 23 now and it all happened when i was
around 15........ but still I could remember each
and every emotion I faced that time......
Flashback______________________________________
I had an emotional breakdown that year. I was
in 11 grade, I tried to focus on my studies but
it was hard because the way he betrayed me
made me feel as if I am the worst girl alive.
He gave me the feeling of insecurity, hatred,
broken heart, broken trust, and a lot lot more
which I couldn't explain in words...... I hate
him..... I hate sanskar
[Yes he is non other than my sanskar...... no
just sanskar inani...... a spoilt brat with
heartless soul]
That feeling overtook every other feeling of
mine. My happiness my trust everything fade
away within a fraction of second. The love
which I had for him changed into hatred
within a moment.
That day..... the worst day..... I intentionally
asked my friend to help me. and may be this is
what i think i made the worst or the best
mistake.
Just because I had some insecurity in my
heart.....
No you are taking it wrong..... this insecurity
was just not because of my intuition but
because of a incident that took place.....
Some days
ago_____________________________________________
He was in a restaurant with a girl...... it was a
coincidence that I was also in the same restro
with my gang....
I called him(phone).... Just to check whether he
says truth or not because he never mentioned
me about this girl..... I have never seen her
neither as a friend nor as his sister
Me: hello sanky
Sanky: han ragu.... Say fast I am in a meeting
Me: really sanky??
Sanky: yes baby... you doubting on me?
Me: where is your meeting going on.
Sanky: in a restaurant.... I am busy.... Talk to
you later.
Call ended.... Beep beep
I was confused but I thought may be that girl is
his new co intern...... as he is a to be CA.
[Note: sanky is 4 years older to rags]
But I was restless that night thinking about
how he holded that bl***y girl's hand..... while
sleep overtook my mind.
Next day:
Location: my class
My friend bela not such a good friend but ya a
childhood friend saw me tensed.....
Bela: ragini what happened you are looking
tensed....
Me: nothing like that bela
Bela: don't you dare lie
Me: okay so the thing is I am little insecure in
my relationship......
and I told her the whole incident of the past
day...
bela: listen ragini firstly u must not doubt him
but if you have and you worried about your
future then you should once do his loyalty
test.....
me: is it right bela but if I am proved to be
wrong then what
bela: ask him sorry and just make him
understand. But you need to be really careful
Me: okay but how.
Bela: I have a plan.
Me: okay say
Plan____________________________________________
Me : oh yeah...... but we need a girl for this.....
who who.....
And then
Me: yes I got the girl and you no who it
is?????? It is you bela....... Please help me
Bela: no no ragu how could i
Me: please for our friendship...
After much much concern she said yes....
From that day onward my plan was ON
She sent him a friend request which he
accepted...... after a month or so they made a
plan to meet somewhere...... as per our plan......
This made me more tensed because in this
month he never revealed me about bela being
her friend..... and he use do healthy flirting
with her but I cannot leave him or questionhim
on this basis coz he may have an answer for
this....... I need more to get my love fade
away...... to break my heart and to break up
with my trust.......
Ya that worst day of my life
arrived________________________________________
I still had some hope in my heart
She went there as his friend. as he was not
known about our friendship we took advantage
of the same.
I was there waiting at a deserted place for
her......
There she came with a bitter and expressionless
face..... I was confused
There were many things revolving around my
mind....... My mind and my heart were fighting
like hell....
And this suspense was now over as the audio
started.......
Though the voices were not totally audible but
i was able to understand what must have
happened their.
Firstly they orderd some pizza or that thing
then they started chatting.......
My heart beat was so loud about what will
happen next ......
And their it was what I wanted
he hugged her and tried to kissed her but she
gave him a tight slap like CHAPPPAKKK and
went away and i got all my answers...........
I could not handle that and I brokedown there
itself...... I was I was..... I could not express
that.... That pain that hatred.....
this made me feel as if the whole world of mine
has taken a u turn
i was devasted
and that feeling of being betrayed could not be
expressed
i cried whole night, didnt talked to any of my
friends for days but i had to act normal in front
of my parents and to study as well.
I changed my number..... I never called him.....
I never asked him about why he did this to me
As I could not handle that I tried to run away
from him......
A YEAR PASSED BUT WITHOUT ANY
CHANGES..... i had no trust on relationships
now
there i was in mid of 12th grade a bold girl
with an attitude.....
this day made another change in my life
when i saw him sitting just next to me in maths
class......
ya i knew him from beginning of the grade but
i never felt anything for him but today i dont
know what happened but i felt good and smiled
at his antics........ he was so cute.....
though he was thought to be the most MR
attitude guy: Laksh somani.... but he spoke to
me first OMG..... the chat went on but it was
all about STUDIES..... huh
but in a little while i realised what my heart
was upto and that was the time i stopped
myself as my heart was not accepting that i
could feel like this as i had no trust on anyone
now.... The flashback of that bitter night came
in to my mind...... the pain that he gave me......
how many days I took to go to school and talk
with others....
i left the class in middle and introspect about
the whole messed up feelings of mine but as
usual my mind always overtook my heart.....
days passed i did not talked to him again...
ummmm may be intentionally ....... but one fine
day i opened my fb to remove my and sanskar's
photos forever and just not locking it to ONLY
ME so as i could see them and have a hope of
getting him again
and there a new chapter started in my life
a request came and i opened it
guess whose request can it be??????
Don't stop guessing
Precap: whether ragini accepted the request
or not...... some painful and romantic
flashbacks...... a shocking revelation...... bold
avtar of ragini.....