Anyways... I was looking for something good. Something I still think is lost for ever. This little piece of the past we can remember and feel safe because of it. I needed to feel like that. Therefore, I played the game of life, risking my time and effort to make it work. The process had some thrill to it but the end game not a much. It is okay to be different than people but not being able to pass through these differences to see the good in people was what made this experience really bad. The reason why I wanted to tell this is that we could have had the upper hand in the fight against our end. When two souls join forces through a hardship, they find themselves closer to the end. In our casse, we finished apart. It is easy to blame so I am not blaming you for being who you are. All I wanted was someone to be my better half.