I don't know why the world is fighting against my success all the time. This makes me want to go crazy when I think of all the doors open in front of me but I can't enter any of them because I don't belong in any of them. This feeling of being rejected by the world itself. My only conclusion/salvation will create the world for myself. It might sound crazy to think that I can change the world. Actually, I don't plan to do it directly. I will live my life to the fullest, leaving pieces of me in the pass for the future people to find and act upon that. People hardly learn themselves so they learn on the past to see the future.