In my current life, i don't know what is good for me or not anymore. I have so many reasons to stop drugs and so little to continue. As it is now, i have to choose between scarifying my current life for a healthier one without problems or continue my current life and face the countless hardships that i really don't want to go through. I really want to leave all my privileges and start from the bottom. I really want to be like people in developed countries and have opportunities. It sucks to be stuck in a position where you are forced to be the best version of yourself if you want to survive. In this environment the less fortunate get crushed. There is no way to find a solution to such a problem. After starting to learn about political sciences i realized that we were designed to fail from the beginning. I really hate the world for not being as open as it should be.