Holy cow I had a really wacky and bizarre dream. It's still so vivid too.

I can only remember the second half of the dream but still, it's enough.

I remember it was still either early morning or dusk and I was alone at home. I had a giant flesh wound. When I say giant I mean giant, I could see my heart beating. There was a hole in my chest, just a giant hole that was bleeding and cuts and scabs all around it with some cuts and wounds on my arm.

I had cleaned it up best I could and literally nothing hurt. The blood was just wet. My parents came home and gave me paper towels to clean up the pool of blood slowly getting larger in the hold I'm chest. Heart was still beating. Also it was a really big heart, about the size of a cantaloupe.

I sat down for a bit and then got up to get another towel from my mom. I went over and she was gonna get mad at me because she thought I was going to complain about how my chest hurt and I just grabbed a paper towel to dab at the blood and the towel had picked up almost no blood at all.

We went to get ice cream after that... No fcks were given in that dream. I put on my hoodie to hide my flesh wound and got into a bus car thingie. I sat next to this Gemini kid I talk to in French and Gym. Apparently he had some cuts on his arm and was telling me about how bad they were but I one uped him but unzipping my hoodie. His reaction to my beating heart that was slowly bleeding out,
"Wow that's big." "Yeah, I know."

After we got to the ice cream place and it was themed to a book I'm reading called The Rats of Nimph. The donuts and ice cream stuff was so cute! My dad ordered for us and then also woke me up in real life.

Obviously I googled the meaning and got nothing for a giant hole in my chest revealing my heart. I got mixed results so I decided to use my knowledge gathered to interpret it my own way.

Basically the wound is just feelings slowly killing me and I'm just ignoring it. No one gives a sht because that's what it feels like when I try to open up slightly to people they just shrug it off. The cookies and stuff is just because i have been looking at a lot of food related stuff and also reading The Rats of Nimph.

Man what a weird dream. Has anyone else a dream similar to this? Seems strange.