SHIVI FS ... from couple COMPITITION

Loving the IMPERFECTIONIST-PART 2

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A week went in thinking about about each other and their feelings for each other . They both didn't said anything nor asked anything but their eyes speaks volumes as if trying to understand eachother silently through their souls .

For distraction and want to indulge herself so that she can understand herself and him she joined masters course of 2 years . Where as shiva to decided to join distance education institute for his better future and in a week both have started going to their respective classes.

It was not that they didn't know anything about each other what they are doing or what they are trying to do but it was just that they were giving each other a considerable amount of space they needed right now to make it more clear for them . On the other side Prafulla and other members of the family were giving full support to both of them though indirectly but they were standing beside them as a support system they needed right now.

Everything was going smoothly and shivi had came back to basics they used to enjoy each other's company in silence. Them going to have dinner together or going for small small dates like ice cream date or golgappa date . It used to be fun like this . They were discovering something new about each other. They were feeling like they are starting their relationship all the way new way as if they didn't knew each other before . The feelings were new .

Every damn thing was making them bond in a better way . The experience of having each other in their life and personal space was not new they were before also together but this time it was a feeling of soul getting attached to each other in a more beautiful way. It was as if they are now understanding each other in their Life . It was like the importance of each other in their life was being valued and appreciated by them .p

Shiva had already realised his love for his chipkali long back but now it was that his love for her was deepened Even more with time. With passing day his love for his raavi was fresh and anew like a snow raining on a winter nights .

He was so happy and elated that soon he will be able to win his wife as a lover as a soulmate for eternity. Were as raavi was a bit confused now too . She needed someone to knock some sense in her confused dobi mind . But what to do she also didn't want to share her confusion to anyone as if fearing that kuch bhi bola toh kuch galt ho jayega .

One night raavi was thinking about her past her life with shiva till now . She wanted to know the answers of the questions her Massi asked her to think about. But she wasn't able to get approval from her mind and heart that what she was thinking was right or not . Whether she loves  her Bhoothnath so dearly that she couldn't find any other thing or this is still a little attraction towards him . She wanted to confirm before coming to a conclusion because every decision will lead her to new path right or wrong will definitely depends on her conclusion she gets .

Just then her alter ego came in front of her .

Raavi's alter ego : hi raavi kaisi hai ..

Raavi : oye yeh toh main hun .. tum kon ho yrr she was shocked to see her identical .

Raavi's alter ego : main tumhari anter atma yaneki tumhari alter ego hun . Tumhe koi chahiya tha na taki tumhari problem solve ho jaaye toh main hun na mujhse share karo kya pata main tumhari help kar du .

Raavi : sachi tum kar paogi ? Koi aur toh kar nahi paya tum kar bhi paogi soch lo ?

Raavi's alter ego : azma ke dekh lo . Nahi kar pai help toh naam badal dena mera .

Raavi :  okay .... Toh kya main sach main shiva se pyar karne lagi hun ? I mean ki yrr bachpan se main usse ladhti aai hun phir nafrat ka rishta main bhi shadi ki bhut problems aai but still main use pasand toh karni lag hi gai thi . Kya yeh pasand pyar main badal gai hai ? Muja kuch samajh hi nhi aa raha hai mera sath ho kya raha hai 🥺....

Raavi's alter ego : dekho raavi khud hi socho na shiva ne bachpan main tumse dosti isliya todhi kyuki tumhari maasi ne uski family ke sath galat kiya har step per kiya na ?

Raavi : haan kiya toh iska mera pyar se kya connection?

Raavi's alter ego : connection hai raavi raani connection hai . Toh raavi ji shiva jab apko bol raha tha ki maasi ne jhoot bola galt kiya you didn't listen him you didn't even trust him a bit not only you but nobody did . He was broken 💔 so he thought that you are also like your Massi and your sister who cheats everyone who plays with every one's heart and feelings then he distanced himself and broke everything with you .

The distance between you two increased which lead to massive fights and hatred which was really not a hate but thinking it was or making it look like it he hates you to maintain his own dignity.

With passing through time you also became repulsive towards shiva and started liking dev which was not accepted by shiva . He used to like you as a friend then also and used to do everything secretly but never showed it this was the second reason to fight with you .

Tabhi toh issi bahne se you will be near him but usko insab ka pata thodi tha bas esa hi kar jata tha jane unjane main . Phir wakt ki raftar badal gai tum dono bade ho gaye fights aur badh gai feelings aur badhne lagi but dono ko realise hua hi nhi kabhi .

Tune kabhi notice nhi Kiya shiva ko uske pyar ko apne pyar ko uske liya wahi tera dil bhi tuta dev ki harkato se . Teri shadi shiva se hui jaisa bhi hui kisi bhi halat main hui per tum dono ne nibhane ki koshish hi nhi ki wakt kahan kisi ke liya rukta hai raavi .

Wakt ke sath tera dil bhi shiva ko chahna laga tha isliya tuja voh sab feel hota tha but tune humesha ignore Kiya aur trust issues toh itna the ki baat kuch hoti thi aur ban kuch jati thi yahi karan tha tumhare beech main aane wale logon ka chahe voh Ghar wale hon ya bahar Wale . Baat yeh nhi ki bhar wale aa gaye baat hai trust ki , baat hai understanding ki , baat hai sath nibhane ki voh nhi ho paya .

Coordination hi nhi thi tum dono main . Tum dono ne efforts ke naam per ehsaan jataya ek dusre ko . Dikha dikha ke bol bol ke yeh sab nhi hota rishton main . Hota pyar tum dono ke beech toh aaj yeh nobat hi nhi aati per better late than never right. Ab khud per aur ek dusre per work kar rahe ho sahi dhang se toh result bhi acha aa raha hai na .

Raavi : arey maharani tham Jaa tu bhi kitna bolti hai yrr. Main teri sari baat samajh gai per are you sure ki I am in love with him ? Kyuki yrr kuch bhi galt decision nhi lena chahti ab bhut galt decision liya hei maine apni life main apne dobipane main aake . Arey sun toh Iska jawab toh deja ki do I really love him this much ?..

Raavi's alter ego : arey haan Bhai haan meri dobi raani tu na bas dekh toh le apna ander jhank ker tera dil aur dimag cheekh cheekh ker bol raha hai tujhse ki tu apna Bhoothnath se bhut pehle se pyar karti hai ab mana na mana tera uper hai na voh toh . Humne apna kaam kiya baki Ghar walon ne tujhe samjha liya ab sab kuch tere per hi hai . Esa kar na main chalti hun tu soch samajh aur phir shiva se baat kar le kya pata tera confused mind ki ghanti baj jaaye aur tuja realise ho ki tu usse pyar Karti hai .

Then before raavi could ask more she disappeared in thin air.

That cold night raavi tried to understand her dynamics with shiva . Sometimes raavi khud ko shiva ki jagh rakh ker dekti toh kabhi shiva ke nazariya se khud ko dekti toh kabhi kuch karti . Uske sath uski abhi tak ki zindagi guzar gai and that point a point came where shiva took stand for her even when she was wrong and people were blaming her and calling her panoti . After few minutes later she realised that she is in love with her shiva . She couldn't believe but now she had to . She was freaking like a fire crackers.

Raavi : oh my God oh my God oh my God... I am in love ... Oh my God I am finally In love . I cany believe it , Shit shit shit shit mujha pehle kyun nhi samjh aa rahi thi itni si baat . Kash mujha pehle hi samajh aa jata toh yeh sab hota hi nhi . Chalo koi baat nhi tab nhi toh ab sahi . Ab main na shiva se apni sari misunderstanding clear kar ke use ache se propose karungi . Dekhna muja mana kar hi nhi payega . After realising her love for him she was jumping, squealing and taking rounds .

Listening her ajeeb ajeeb sounds Shiva's sleep broke who was sleeping outside their room in angan on khaat. Shiva went inside the room and asked her ...

Shiva : yeh chipkali kya hai terre ko haan raat ko bhi chain nhi hai kya . Adhi raat ko bhi ulluon ki tarah jagh ri hai aur esi harkatein kar ri hai jaisa bhoot chad gaya hai tujh per kisi ka . Chup chaap seedha tareeka se soja. Warna main kya karunga pata nhi . Vese bhi aaj kal bhut kaam hota hai din bhar . Ab Shanti se sone se yrr .

Raavi : sorry sorry shiva main aaj bhut khush thi na isliya neend nhi aa rahi rhi . Excitement ke chakkar main yeh sab ho gaye . Tu jaa koi baat nhi soja please ab esa kuch nhi karungi .

Shiva : excited toh tu har cheez ke liya ho jati hai ab pata nhi kya pasand aa gaya. Chipkali kahin ki . Chal so ja .. good night.

Raavi : hmm good night (love) . She said love in her mind . Ab khul ke toh keh nhi sakti nhi toh plan bigad jayega na .

Next morning...

As raavi was happy due to her realisation of love for her shiva and was getting ready like a queen gets ready for her king  but immediately became sad because she thought that shiva don't love her just like her that's why he did everything out of humanity and they had a great relationship.

But still she determined herself to express her love to him if he doesn't love the same way then also she will be happy for him . His happiness is her happiness. She thought that if he doesn't respond to her love the way she does then she will be happy for his happiness and will divorce him and let him marry disha without any fuss. Though she may not move on but she will be happy to see her love happy in his life .

In a week it was diwali celebration and unfortunately that irritating disha was also a part of the celebration 🥳. This irked raavi too much but what she can do . She can't go against suman if does she had to leave her home and she doesn't want to go away from her love like this .

Maami got to know what Anita did with dhara and Gautam from raavi and was shocked that she betrayed her own best friend for getting her husband again . She was disappointed with the facts she got to know . She told raavi that she will get hold of Anita and disha soon .

A week later

At present day

Diwali celebration day ..

Disha came pandya niwas with some sweets in her hand and greeted everyone ever so fake smile and fake sweetness in her voice.

Disha : jai somnath 🙏 aap sab ko diwali ki subh kamnaye.

Suman : hey dishu kaisi hai ? Jai somnath 🙏.. tuja bhi deepawali ki bhut bhut mubarak ho . Arey yeh itni sari mithai ? Iski kya zarurat thi tu toh meri beti hai esa hi aa jati na ..

Disha : arey maa kaisa aa jati Khali haath maa kehti hai kisi ke ghar Khali haath nhi jana chahiya specific on festivals toh bas zada kahan hai thodi si hi hain .

Suman : acha theek hai .

Then disha took suman's ashirwad touching her feet .

Suman : haan haan jeeti reh dishu . Bhagwan kare tuja duniya ki sari khushiya mila , tu humesha khush rahe , khushaal rahe aur mera shiva ki patni jaldi ban jaaye aur uska ghar khushiyon se bhar de .

Suman saw raavi glaring at disha .

Suman : eh markundi gay dekh kya rahi hai jaa meri dishu ke liya Pani la aur kuch khane le liya bhi . Khadi rehti hai bas kaam chor kahin ki .

Raavi was extremely hurt hearing this but nevertheless she went and brought kheer and malpua for her but before she could go out of the kitchen she saw shiva standing on the entrance of the kitchen folding his arms and was breathing in anger 🤬.

Shiva came inside and hold her soft milky white arms in his big rough hands . Shiva said while holding her arm .

Shiva : eh chipkali kahan jaa rahe hai isse leke tu kahin nhi jayegi yeh leker . Agar usse yeh kheer vagera sab khana hai toh khud aaye khud daal ker le jaaye vese toh use apni Ghar khana chahiya yeh sab . Pasar toh vese bhi gai hai voh is ghar main . Itna bhi nhi hoga kya ab usee . Tu uske kaam nhi karegi bas baat khatam . Yeh kheer aur malpua mujha de de main kha leta hun . Kya hai na I love them jitna khaun kam hi lagta hai . Muja tayohar ki yeh baat bhut sahi lagti hai swadist pakwan apna pasand ke khane ko Roz milta hai .

And before raavi could resist or say something he took the tray from her hand and kept it on the shelf back and himself also settled beside it . It was not a big deal for raavi that he stopped her and did all this infact she felt happy that he took care for her self respect again . Then with so much love he took one bite and first put it on her mouth 🤭 and then with the same spoon he devoured it like a small kid moaning for having its best taste .

She giggled and smiled wholeheartedly watching his cute baby antics .

After relishing the dish served by his own chipkali he got up from the slab and put the utensils in the basin then took a glass and filled the water in it from the bottle  .

Shiva : yeh le ab yeh paani utha aur chal bhar . Aur koi aira gaira ke liya koi kaam karne ki zarurat nhi hai . Aur sun le samjhi kisi ka bhi kuch bhi kaam karne ki zarurat nhi hai tu apne liya kar jo kar rahi hai . Apni khushi ko dusro ke chal per mat kurbaan kar . Khud khush rahegi toh hi toh tera bhagwan khush hoga . Voh khush hoga toh tera jo apne hai voh khush honga. Chal ab bhut baat kar li Warna maa yahin aake hum dono ki class lelegi .

Where as suman and disha had already seen shiva going behind raavi and saw all the ministrations he did with raavi . Disha and suman were hell angry with shiva . But humara shiva ko koi farak hi nhi padhta usne toh wahi karna hai jo voh karna chahta hai .

As soon as they saw shivi coming out they ran towards the angan and sat down same way they were before shivi .

Raavi came infront of disha and presented water filled glass . Disha was just looking at raavi and water .

Shiva : disha lo Pani lo . Arey haan maa ne toh kheer Lana ko kaha tha na . Arey voh kya hai na mujha raavi ke hath ki bani gudh ki kheer aur malpua bhut bahut pasand hai toh jab voh la rahi thi na mera man bhi kar Gaya aur voh maine kha liya toh isliya tumhare liya nhi bacha sorry . Tum Pani lo na please .

Main krish se keh ker tumare liya mast kachori mangwa deta hun . Esa hai na jab bhi kheer banti hai mera liya hi banti hai kyuki sari main hi chat kar jata hun . Ab dekho na kya karein ab biwi hi itna pyar se tayohar per khana banayegi toh koi pati kaisa resist kar sakta hai .

You know mera toh man hi nhi bharta in tasty pakwanon ko jitna marzi kha lo . It was so yummy 😋🤤. Soch ker hi muh main pani aa raha hai . You know aaj subha hi maine sabse keh diya tha apni apni katoriyaan sambhal ke rakh lo kahin main hi na chat kar jaon phir bologa sab shiva kyun kha li hum sab ke hissa ki . Pet bhar jata hai per dil nhi bharta uff . Jitni tareef karun Kam hi lagti hai .

I hope tum bhi humare shadi ke baad yeh sab esa hi banaogi jaisa raavi ya dhara bhabhi banati hai . Voh kya hai na muja yeh sab bhut pasand hai raavi ko toh pata hai toh voh banati rehti hai mera liya jab bhi usko time milta hai .

Raavi was shocked 😳🧐 that the shiva pandya was praising her in front of everyone without hesitation or fear of getting teased  .. soon she got comfortable with his praises and was feeling overwhelmed.

Raavi was wearing orange rust lehnga in  evening and shiva was wearing orange rust kurta matching hers . They both were looking beautiful 😍 together in matching outfits complimenting each other like a missing puzzle getting complete.

When raavi came out getting all ready in a beautiful lehnga shiva was lost in her beauty . She was looking ethereal and breathtaking gorgeous, a devine beauty. Where as shiva was not looking less than a handsome hunk with beautiful smile lingering over his soft lips .

As he was busy admiring her when suman came and called him but he was completely lost in his beauty queen and didn't listen her and was smiling like an idiot having heart eyes all at his raavi .

When suman called him once again he came out from his lala land hearing his mother roaring .

Suman : shiva .... Eh shiva kahan kho gaya tha tu chal bhar sab Wait kar raha hai tera .

Shiva : voh ..... Voh amm kahin nahi ( nervous) chal .. chal chalte hai bhar .

He saw raavi looking at him hurt as suman didn't even notice her and didn't call her to come out and do Puja with them. 

Suman went and before shiva could go out he went to raavi and took her hand in his and came out to do Puja with her .

Here watching shivi together coming hand in hand ever so comfortably disha burning like a hot case in anger and jealousy which was peaking it's height like a lava of hell .

Raavi tried to take off her hands from his tight grip because suman was glaring so she was feeling uncomfortable but shiva did tighten his hold on her even more instead of leaving and when his turn came he did the puja same way and so did raavi had to do .

As suman and disha's plan got spoilt this irked both of them to the core .

After Puja all went out for bursting crackers . All were bursting crackers but raavi was afraid of them so she was standing away from it . Watching her standing away all alone shiva went towards her and told her to try .

She tried saying no but seeing Shiva's please 🥺 she agreed and with batted breath and anxiety she cracked anar and some other crackers and when she got used to it as they were cracking in different colours she became happy, happy like a small kid.

As it was so late while bursting crackers so suman told shiva to drop disha at her home but shiva refused saying ...

Shiva : maa voh kya hai na ki raavi ko maami ne bulaya tha aaj uske pass rehna ke liya toh maine pehle hi haan kar di thi raavi ko aur Shayad main bhi ruku wahin maami ke pass jaunga toh wapis toh shayad hi aane de . Toh esa hai ki main nhi toh krish toh hai voh chod aayega isse .

Before suman or disha could protest he sprinted towards his bike with her beside him holding hands .

Shiva sath on bike while raavi sat behind him putting her hand on his shoulder.  Shiva didn't move as he saw her expression of confusion because he didn't start his bike inspite of her sitting behind him properly . He knows she is going to bombard her questions so before she could ask him he kept her hand around his waist tightly . She smiled cutely as his chotu gesture.

Then they had a silent drive till mami's house but as he was about to stop he saw her mood was a bit off so he decided to take her out for sometime . He messages maami before going that they are going out and it may get late so she doesn't need to panic . As soon as maami saw his message she replied

Maami : haan theek hai ab jaa hi rahe ho toh Sula kar ker aana . Intezaar rahega dono ki haan ka .

Shiva : let's see .

Then shiva drove his bike some where away from the hustle bustle.

Raavi was just enjoying the ride silently but as soon as shiva stopped bike she came out of her rivery.

When she saw her surrounding she recognised it . It was Shiva's tree valley , his sukoon, his second peace of home .

When ever he felt lone, pain, hurt , fear , insecurity whatever he comes here . Share his sorrows and happiness. Sharing everything here makes him feel light so he thought if she does the same here then she will feel better as she needs to vent out her pain and make peace with her heart and mind.

Shiva : dekh kya rahi hai bhul gai iss jagh ko ?

Raavi : nahi bhuli nhi per hum yaha kyun aaye hain ?

Shiva : kyun dimag daan kar diya hai kya hum pahadi per kya karne aate hain ?

Raavi : aaye esa kuch nhi hai bas esa hi puch rahi thi kyuki tu kabhi leke nhi aata yaha kisi ko aur aaj mujha leke aaya hai toh bas isliya puch liya . Huh Bhoothnath kahin ka , gussail bandar .

Shiva : arey yrr chipkali tu sawal bhut karti hai . Tujha yaha ghumane laya hun . Muja pata hai tu bachpan main mera peecha peecha aa gai thi uske baad aaj dekh rahi hai. Ab dekhni hai toh bol nhi toh chal ghar hi chod deta hun ek toh dikha raha hun usme bhi swal jawab karne hai isko huh . Pata hai yeh jagh meri sabse sundar jagh hai meri sabse favourite jagh hai . Main na yahin aata hun humesha jab bhi mera man khush hota hai ya udas hota ya phir koi uljhan hoti hai toh.

Tuja pata hai maine aur papa ne mil ker yeh pahadi dhundi thi. Jab dekhi thi na toh yahan bas ek yahi pedh tha sabse purana phir papa aur maine mil ker yahan per bhut sare pedh lagaye aur yaha per ek tree house bhi banaya tha . Yaha se na Sara sheher dikhta hai . Khula aasmaan, sheher ki ronak , voh chamak dhamak , thandi hawa, Chand aur taare.

Bhut apna pan mehsoos hota hai yaha per. Toh esa hai ki main chahta hun ki tu apna dil ka dard aur haal-e- dil yaha khul ker bol de . Just open up your bottle of pain and complain you will feel better than now . Ab esa kar ki bandariya aur chipkali ban aur mera sath chadh jaa is pedh per .

Raavi was shocked and was watching him with wide eyes and only one word escaped her mouth kyaaaaaaaaaaa ?

Shiva : itna kya aankein phadh ke dekh rahi hai ? Tu meri biwi hai . Aur vese bhi abhi talak hua nhi hai ek mahina bacha hai talak hone main . Aur vese bhi tuja yaha yeh pahadi ghumane bhi Laya tha aur tera dil ka haal bhi janne laya tha, kuch galat thodi kiya hai, tu apni marzi se aai hai kidnap nhi kiya hai jo esa aankein phad ke ghoor rahi hai mujha .

Raavi : raavi smiled amidst tears 😭 flowing like anything. Konsi biwi , kaisi biwi shiva she said with chocked and cracked voice . She was deep down too much hurt 🤕 . Wahan Ghar per teri hone wali biwi tera intezaar kar rahi hai aur yahan tu muja Massi ke Ghar chodne ke bahane se yaha le aaya sari duniya se dur . Kyun shiva kyun esa kyun kar raha hai tu mera sath meri feelings ke sath mat kar please 🥺 ab nhi ho raha mujhse .

Ek mahina bacha hai bas uske baad alag ho jayenga hum . In paanch mahino main nah hum kaki ko mana paaye na us disha ka sach bhar la Pai main aur shayad tera dil main apne liya pyar ki jagah bana pai toh ab in sabki kya zarurat hai. Jaisa chal raha hai chalne de na . Ek baar yeh khatam ho jayega phir tu apna rasta main apne. Takleef hogi kuch wakt ke liya phir jeena seekh lungi main akele is duniya main aur tu disha ke sath .

Shiva : ehhh dobi Rani voh meri kuch bhi nhi lagti samjhi nah voh hone wali biwi hai nah kabhi hogi . In saath janmon tak toh koi chance hi nhi hai . Mera dil main sirf ek ladki vaas karti hai uske alawa aur koi nhi . Agar voh nhi bhi meri hui toh bhi jee lunga use khush dekh ker per uske alawa koi aur bhayega hi nhi . Toh mehrbani kar ke tu abhi uss chamkadar ko beech main mat la . Yeh jo wakt hai na voh sirf tera aur mera hai . Isse acha se jee Lana de phir pata nhi kabhi mauka mila na mila .

Raavi : oh hello mr Bhoothnath pandya for your kind information main beech main nahi laai uss chamkadar ko teri pujniya matashri leke aai hai use hum dono ke beech . Esa hai na ki unhe hi jaldi ho rahi thi usse beech main lana ki , unhone toh humara divorce hone tak ka bhi wait nhi Kiya . Kam se kam itna lehaaz toh rakh hi sakti thi ki ek baar main divorce deker chali jati phir lati rehti kisi ko bhi . Per nhi unhone toh muja yeh ehsaas dilana tha ki tu sirf bhar wali hai aur yeh hai asli hone wali dharam patni.

Shiva : haan nhi ki wait, nhi ruki voh mera lakh kehna per ulta muja kasam dedi . Toh kya karun main kya karu esa tu bata kya karu main haan maar lu khud ko bol maar lu kar lun apna kissa khatam ? Kya karu nhi suni meri toh jeena chod dun ? Sanyas le lun pahadon per chala jata hun sab chod chad ke right yehi sahi hoga yahi karta hun .

With huffed and puffed cheeks he climbed on the tree watching him climb up she too climbed up with his help .

Shiva : acha chod yeh disha ko philhaal ke liya yeh bata aam khayegi ? Is pedh ke aam bhut tasty hote hai .

Raavi was going to say no but seeing so juicy mangoes she couldn't resist much so when shiva brought the most tastiest mango 🥭 from the tree bark and sat beside her, she immediately took it from him and started eating it like a small baby got her favourite candy . Shiva smiled watching her relishing her favourite candy.

Raavi : arey tu toh bilkul sach bol raha tha yeh aam kitna tasty 😋🤤 hain .

Shiva : haan toh kha na jitna khane hai soch kya rahi hai apna hi Hain jitna marzi kha .

After relishing the mangos they came down from the tree and started roaming the valley and enjoyed the whole night under the stary sky .

Then something Strike in Raavi's mind and out of blue took Shiva's name with serious expression and hardened voice .

Raavi : kya tu sach main us chaman chipku chamkadar se shadi kar lega ?

Shiva : hmmmmm tujha kya lagta hai aur tu kya chahti hai usper depend karta hai ki main kya karunga aur kya karna chahiye. It all depends on you .

Raavi : sach kahun toh shiva teri aankein kuch kehti hai aur action kuch kehta hai wahi teri zuban kuch aur . Toh samajh hi nhi aata ki konsa sahi hai aur konsa dikhawa . Paka se nhi keh sakti ki pyar hai ya nahi . Aur rahi baat meri marzi ki toh usse kya hi farak padta hai jisne beech main aana tha voh toh aa hi gai hai na shiva toh baat sari wahin per khatam ho jati hai .

Shiva : dekh raavi bhut saari problems hai baatein hai jo sath baith ker suljhaayein toh theek ho sakti hai ab aur wait nhi kar sakta hai already maine paanch mahine dediya yeh soch ker ki kabhi toh dooriyan yun hi dur ho jayegi per esa nhi hua hum naye sire se dost toh ban gaye per dooriyan nhi miti aur na hi jo misunderstandings thi voh clear ho paai . Kya tu chahti hai yeh clear ho ? Main toh chahta hun ki ho jaaye sab clear uske baad jo hoga voh bhi teri marzi se hi hoga .

Raavi : haan clear toh main bhi karna chahti hun ab muka mil raha hai toh kar lena chahiya .

Shiva smiled at her reply knowing that she wants to give him a chance to explain the situation he is in .

Shiva : raavi main jo bhi kahunga voh dhayan se suna please esa hi react mat karna . Uske baad jo tuja bolna hai voh main Shanti se sununga bhi aur samajhne ki koshish bhi karunga .

Raavi : theek hai bol main aram se sunungi teri baat aur beech main nhi react karungi . Ab bol kyuki muja sab kuch Janna hai , Koi bhi baat rehni nhi chahiya choti ho ya badi sari cover karna .

Shiva : okay ...... Raavi dekh jaisa ek haath se tali nhi bajti vese hi ek insaan ka hi ek rishta main involve hona sab karna sab vayarth hai . Kyuki agar ek rishta main sirf ek hi insaan baar baar efforts karta rahega toh voh kitna hi kar lega ek na ek din tut hi jayega na yeh jante hua bhi ki samne wala kuch positive response nhi de Raha balki negative response de raha hai .

Yeh rishte todhna, nafrat karna bhut asan hai per rishton ko ek dor main bandh ker ek bandhan main rakhna , positivity, himmat , hopes , trust , understanding, sabke sath nibha kar chalna bhut mushkil hai . agar koi tut jaye ya Ruth jaye toh unhe manana , unhe sambhalna , sabke point of view ko dimag main rakh ker sabhi kaamon ko karna it's a very difficult task.

Yeh rishta koi bhi ho sakta hai raavi chahe voh pati - patni ka ho, ma - baap ka ho , bhai - bhen ka ho , bhabhi - dever, Jeth - jethani ho , saas - Bahu koi bhi dono taraf se acha response aata hai toh hi rishta nibhana main ache lagta hai . Rishton main agar ek baar darar aa jaye aur khatas bhar jaaye toh wahi rishta kaat khane jaisa lagta hai har cheez main negativity dikhti hai chahe voh galt ho bhi nhi  . Esa hi humare sath bhi hai .

Raavi esa nhi hai ki main tuja pasand nhi Karta , karta hun bhut pehle se shayad bachpan se. I don't know kab se bas karta hun . Jab bachpan main tune meri side na lekar maami ki li jab voh galt thi tab bhut bura laga tha itna bura laga ki main bata bhi nhi sakta . Phir dil main yahi aaya ki tu bhi Anita aur maami ki tarah hai paison se logon ko tolna wali , rishta ko dil se nhi dimag se nibhane wali , pyar uper se ander se nafrat wali , jhooti, farebi aur feelings ko hurt karne wali yahi samjhna laga tha main isliya chidhta tha tujhse . Phir tuna dev se dosti ki toh aur chid hoti thi kyun nhi pata tha bas hoti thi .

Phir hum dono ki issi wajh se ladaiyan hone lagi toh esa lagna laga ki chalo isi bahane se tu mera pass toh aati hai acha lagta tha kyun nhi malum tha . Phir tu main hum sab bade ho gaye tuja dev pasand aane laga tune usse shadi ke sapna saja liya the aur main tujhse attract hona laga tha isliya tuja kisi aur ke sath bhale hi voh dev aur krish hi kyun na ho acha nhi lagta tha phir bhi dil ko samjhata tha ki voh teri dushman hai use tu nhi apna sakta aur na hi kisi aur ka hone de sakta hai specially dev ka toh bilkul nhi bas yahi basa liya tha dil aur dimag main .

Yaad hai tuja gifts mila karta the har occasion per aur tera birthday per Dev se ? Voh dev nhi main Lake deta tha use kyuki Ghar main mera alawa kisi ko yaad nhi hota tha Tera birthday dev ko bhi nhi .

Dev ko bhabhi bolti thi gifts Lana ko aur Dev mujha bolta tha ki main Laka use dedu kyuki use samajh hi nhi aata tha konsa gift lana chahiya kisi ke liya hum teeno ki taraf se . Bhale hi naam dev ka hota tha us box main per feelings aur blessings meri hoti thi bas jata nhi pata tha khul ker . Nafrat jo bhari thi dil aur dimag main voh nakab hat jata toh shayad tu dev se nhi pehli nazar mein hi tu mujhse pyar kar baithi hoti aur shayad main bhi kar baithta pyar tujhse .

Phir ek wakt aaya ki Teri shadi dev se fix  ho gayi thi tu bhut khush thi aur dev khush nhi tha main yeh baat janta tha aur tuja aur dev ko samjhata bhi tha ki mat karo yeh shadi jiska koi vajood nhi hai . Per dev darta tha ki tuja bataya toh tu kaisa reaction degi shayad Tut jayegi usma himmat nhi thi wahi tuna meri baat main nafrat karta hun isliya khili main uda di baat. Main end Tak koshish karta raha ki tum dono main se koi toh iss baat ko seriously lega per nhi li aur baat shadi ke mandap tak pahunch gai .

Pata toh hum sab ko chal gaya tha shadi ke ek din pehle main tuja batana bhi chahta tha per gaumbi ko Janardhan Seth ne dhamki di toh gaumbi ne Kasam dedi phir kya tha shadi thi toh dev ne accept kar liya ki koi ni Shadi ke baad pyar ho hi jayega .

Mandap main rishita bhabhi aa gayi usne tera se shadi karne se mana kar diya . Teri mujhse shadi pariwar ki izzat bachane ke liya kar di per ek aur baat thi ki main isliya bhi mana kyuki main tuja esa tutta hua nhi dekh sakta tha , teri chinta thi toh bas yahi khayal se kar li .

Jab kidnap hua the uski kahani bhi tuja malum hi hai main tuja chod ker nhi gaya tha bas bhar ka mahul dekhna gaya tha isliya tuja misunderstanding ho gai thi tune clear nhi kiya bas ilzaam lagati rahi toh muja bhi zid ho gai thi ki ab toh nhi karunga clear Jo marzi soch per voh baatein bhut chubhti thi .

Phir haveli gaye toh dhere dhere main tuja aur pasand karne laga mera voh sakt launda wala nafrat wala nakab nikalna laga tha Tera samne kab kaisa pata nhi . Khandar main jo hua uske baad tuja khone se Darna laga shayad tuja pasand karne laga tha isliya per jata nhi paya kabhi . Phir sab theek chal raha tha hum kareeb aane lage the hum dono ka nakab nikal raha tha jhoota wala aur asli pyar bhar aa raha tha muja acha lag raha tha per samajh nhi aa raha tha esa kyun ho raha hai .

Phir reception Wale din samajh aaya ki main tuja payar toh nhi per yeh jo bhi tha pasand se bhut zada tha aur pyar se kam tha . Iska toh koi naam hi nhi hota na bas yun laga le yeh pasand aur pyar ka majhdhar main tha us wakt . Main tuja usi din yeh baat batana chahta tha per mauka hi nhi mila ya yun kahun himmat nhi hui .

Phir do din baad Teri saheli ki kahi baat toh theek thi ki main unpadh hun gawar hun ajeeb tareeka se chalta hun yeh sab I know yeh bachpan se sunta aa raha hun infact mera ghar main bhi toh sab bolta tha per nazar andaaz kiya hai sabki khushi ke liya . Kabhi bhi kisi bhi tarah se kisi ne bhi mera liya stand nhi liya kisi ne bhi nhi toh main khud leke kya karta jab mera ghar wale hi meri value nhi karta muja samman nhi deta meri feelings ki parwah nhi karta toh duniya se kya hi ladh ker karun .

Isliya jab koi provoke karta tha toh voh mera ander bharaa dar aur gussa sabke liya lava ban ker bhar aata tha . Muja sabse zada takleef tab hui jab hum dono ke beech sab acha hone ke baad bhi tune mera stand nhi liya use Toka nhi main tut gaya ki main galat tha ki tu bhi mujha chahna lagi hai apni marzi se move on hone lagi hai mera sath , muja pyar hone laga tha tujhse, agar puri tarah se ho gaya toh jee nhi jaunga .

Isliya voh sari baatein mujha bhut zada affect karne lagi thi muja isliya nhi ki tune mera stand nhi liya balki isliya kyunki muja lagna laga tha ki mera unpadh gawar aur well mannered na hone ke karan tuja bezati mehsoos hoti hai tuja log Daya se dekhta hai tera liya log sochta hai ki unchahe rishta main phas gai tu. Muja bhut chota mehsoos hona laga ki apni chipkali jissa pyar karna laga hun uske liya kuch nhi kar paa raha use voh khushi nhi de pa raha jo voh deserve karti hai balki logon ke taane sunna ko milta hai .

Main tut raha tha yeh sab soch ker . Phir main issi lachari aur majboori Main sharab pee li . Ghar aaya toh gaumbi aur bhabhi ne room main chod diya . Sone laga toh tuja sukoon se sota dekha phir wahin Teri kitab padhi thi bhut awaz kar rahi thi toh utha kar rakhna jaa raha tha .

Koi irada nhi tha padna ka per bas pata nhi kya Nasha main hua ki aadhi kitab padhi toh dil main ek tees uthi laga ki main tuja deserve nhi karta main teri choice nhi hun teri choice dev jaisa gentleman hain . Tujhse dur rehna ka bhahne dhundna laga rishta ko galt tareeka se dekhna laga teri har sahi baat main negativity dikhta raha taki tuja mujhse nafrat ho jaye aur muja tujhse aur pyar na ho jitna ho gaya so ho gaya .

Phir tera dost kawad yatra ke wakt pehle market mein mila toh tu unke kapda dekhna lagi aur jab unhone mera bare main pucha toh tune milane se mana kar diya tab bhi mera dil tut sa gaya ki kya ab main us layak bhi nhi ki tu apna doston se muja milwa sake . Phir kawad yatra ke wakt jab Tera dost mila charity ke naam per ehsaan jataya jaa raha tha voh mera baare main Kya kya nhi bole per tuna ek baar bhi palat kar damdar jawab nhi Diya muja tab bhi bhut bura laga tha per teri izzat ke liya teri khushi ke liya chup raha . Phir jab mandir Jana tha tab bhi maine dekha tha kaisa voh janbujh ker tere sath galt kar rahe the .

Tu toh massom hai , dobi hai tuja samajh nhi aaya ki voh kya karne ki
Firak main hai . Maine voh bhi jaane Diya raavi ki koi baat nhi jo ho gaya so gaya usper mitti daalo tu safe hai wahi kaafi hai . Phir tu mera sath Jane le liya jab aa rahi thi tera dost tera hi baare main kitni galt baat kar rahe the mujhse bardaasht nhi ho raha tha per tamasha kyun karna soch ker voh bhi jane diya .

Phir jab hum gire bike ke slip hone ke wajh se aur tera dost ne bola ki main tuja aur bike ko ek sath nhi sambhal sakta aur voh tuja chod dega toh mera sabhar ka badh tut gaya aur humari fight ho gai kyuki raavi koi bhi pati apni biwi ke baare main galt nhi sun sakta chahe voh uske samne bola gaya tha ya phir peeth peecha bola toh tha na .

Tu tamasha nhi chahti thi aur tuja toh reason pata bhi nhi tha kyun fight hui isi wajh se tuja apne doston ki baat per vishwas kiya aur mujh per ilzaam laga toh muja bhi gussa aa gaya vese hi gussa shant nhi hua tha tune aur badhawa dediya tha phir kya yrr gussa , insecurity, frustration, aur tujhse dur rehne ke dar ne mujha itna mera aag main ghol diya ki mujhse voh baat nikal gai jo maine apne sapna main bhi tujhse kehni nhi chahi , kehna toh dur ki baat sochi bhi nhi thi as maine kabhi tuja dekha hi nhi kuch galt karte toh kyun sochun tera baare main galt .

Main tujhe bachpan se janta hun na toh kyun sochta tera baare main esi ghinoni baat but voh baat gussa main nikal gai jiski maine kalpana bhi nhi ki thi . Muja realise hua tha bolna ke baad per phir teer toh chal gaye the use undo kaisa karta ek sorry se kaisa teri izzat wapis Lata .

Phir maine socha chalo ek baar main kaam ho gaya jo itna wakt se tuja mujhse nafrat karane ki koshish thi voh mera is karanama se ho jayega . Voh hua bhi tuna muja mara voh tera self respect per chot lagi uske liya tha bhut acha kiya tha jo mera tha . I deserved it kyuki mujha voh baat gussa main bhi nhi bolni chahiya thi bhale hi maine us baat per Amal nhi kiya tha per nhin bolna chahiya tha . Muja realisation tha ki galt kiya hai maine Per jataya nhi . Phir Ghar per jo hua voh tuja malum hai .

Sabne mujha galt samjha raavi mana main galt tha per kisi ne kisi ne bhi ek baar bhi palat ker yeh bhi nhi pucha shiva waha esa kya ho gaya tha ki baat itni badh gai . Sabne mujh per lanchan lagaye per main nhi tuta ya yun kahun toh tuta bhut per dikhaya nhi . Socha bhut ki ek baat tujhse baat karu tujha sab bata dun sab misunderstanding clear kar lu tuja sorry bol dun per phir yaad aaya ki abhi tuja Azadi deni hai mujha kyuki main tuja deserve nhi karta mera personality ki wajh se . Toh Jo ho raha hai hone do .

Phir divorce papers aaye toh tuja uksaya zabardasti sign karaye mushkil tha per karna pada tera liya . Phir bhabhi ne tuja mujha milane ki koshish ki per main apni baat per Ada raha tu bhi aur gussa ho gayi. Phir janmashtami Wale din do hua voh bhi theek nhi hua phir bhi kya karta jo bhi kiya tera liya Kiya .

Tu ghar aai toh ek umeed uthi ki shayad tu mera liya asi hai shayad tu sab clear karna chahti hai kaisa bhi kar ker per phir tuna bola ki tu bhabhi ke liya aai hai toh bachi kuchi jo umeed thi voh bhi Tut gai thi . Phir maa ne than liya the ki ab tu aur main ek hoke nhi rahega toh ab meri dusri shadi karna dengi . Main nhi mana toh kasam dedi .

Maine phir yeh bhi socha ki agar disha hogi toh shayad tuje yeh realise ho jayega ki tu bhi mujhse pyar karne lagi hai aur tu muja yeh ehsaas kara degi ki sirf tu mera layak hai aur sab misunderstanding clear Kara degi per tuna toh sab ulta hi Kiya . Uske baad kya hua tuja malum hi hai .

Tu mujhse puch rahi thi na ki maine padhai kyun nhi puri ki kyuki jab gaumbi ko Bora uthate dekha tha toh bhut bura laga esa laga jaisa kisi ne sena main chaku chala diya ho usi din decide kar liya tha padhai nhi karunga phir main utpatang harkatein karta raha school se suspension mil bhi jata tha phir gaumbi aur bhabhi ne bola ek baar dasvi kar le phir chahe aage nah padhna bhut zor lagaya toh main maan gaya padhai bhi ki gaumbi ki help bhi ki . Phir  the toh mera bhut sapne per ghar ki halt dekh ker main khud hi peecha hat gaya aur dev aur krish ko padhna diya .

Jabki main kirana ki dukaan ke sath sath apna khud ka business karna chahta tha main civil engineering karna chahta the aur company kholna chahta tha per afsoos family ke liya itna kuch kiya per kisi ne acknowledge tak nhi  kya badla main muja mila bhi toh sirf taane , zillat aur badnami per main sab has ker Saha hai abhi tak .

Main kisi per khud ko thopna nhi chahta tha aur na hi ehsaan Jatana chahta tha ki maine unke liya kya kya sacrifices kiya yeh sab toh apne khud hi dekh lete hai na ki samne wala kya kya efforts kar raha hai yeh sab jataya thodi jata hai per afsoos Kisi ko nhi malum laga mera efforts ke baare main sabko lagta hai main tenth main ache number se pass nhi hua isliya is sharam se aage nhi padha per yeh jhoot hei .

Kisi ne Janna ki koshish hi nhi ki ki main kya chahta hun yeh sab kyun kar Raha hun bas maine ek baar mana kar diya toh sab chup hoke baith gaye . Infact kisi ko main yaad hi nhi hun yrr jab school main kuch hota tha main bhi part leta tha but kisi ko yaad nhi hota tha ki shiva bhi hai usmain per jab jab dev aur krish kuch karta tje tab sabko yaad rehta tha appreciate bhi karta the .

Esa nhi hai ki main apna bhaiyon se jalta hun bas bura lagta hai ki meri meri hi family main value nhi hai acknowledgement nhi hai main mehj ek kirana ki dukan wala ya waha aur ghar ka naukar ban kar reh gaya yrr . Main yeh sab apna man se nhi keh rahe log bhi yahi bolta hai aur sabne muja feel bhi yahi karaya hai  per maine ek uff tak nhi ki sab chup chap seh raha hun .

Yaha tak ki kisi ko bhi mera birthday tak yaad nhi rehta hai . Tu aati thi uchalte hua muja wish karna muja impress karna ke chakar main ki main tuja apna lu as a family member aur dev ki hone wife se roop main . Tab bhi maine sab kuch nazarandaaz kiya sabki bhalai ke liya ki kyun sabko guilty feel karana in baaton ke liya jo baatein unhe important hi nhi lagti .

Esa nhi hai ki ache kapde pehne nhi chahta tha per wahi na Paisa ki kilat thi kaisa pehnta . Aur compitition bhi tera sath hi karna tha Tera liya hi kapda pehna the per uss disha ne sab bigad diya tha . Aur sare jawab muja pehle se malum the raavi teri diary padhna ki zarurat nhi thi mujha in choti moti cheezon ke liya .

Main tujhsa bhut pyar karta hun raavi itna ki main teri hi khushi ke liya tuja chod bhi sakta hun aur apna bhi sakta hun . Nhi jee sakta mein tera bina mar jaunga mein . Ab aur hi nhi Raha mujhse . Nhi reh paa raha tujhse dur . Bhut koshish ki ki tujhse pyar nhi nafrat karun dur rahun per ab aur nhi hoga isliya tujhse aaj yeh keh raha hun ...

I really really love you a lot . If you don't then I don't have any problem mera ek tarfa pyar sirf mera hai aur mujha tujhse pyar hua iska koi afsoos nhi hai . Sari zindagi is ek tarfe pyar ki khumari Main nikal dunga per teri alawa kisi aur ko teri jagh nhi de paunga . Mujha sirf tu chahiya apni zindagi aur koi teesra nhi .

Raavi ek baat bata kya tu is Chand aur uski patni rohini ki kahani janti hai ?

Raavi said with cracked voice and tears weren't stopping at all : nh.... Nhi janti ... Tu ... Tu janta hai toh bata ..

Shiva : Chand ki 27 biwiyan hai aur un satais (27 ) biwiyon main se Chand ki sabse favourite biwi rohini hai . Yun kaha jata hai ki jab jab chand sabse zada chamakta hai tab tab Chand apni pehli biwi rohini ke pass hota hai . Kuch Kehta hai ki chand sabse zada pyar apni biwi rohini se karta hai isliya voh uske pass jata hai aur yahi wajh hai ki voh sabse zada chamakta hai aur kuch kehta hai ki chand ki majboori hai isliya voh rohini ke pass jata hai kyuki usme sabse zada chamak hoti hai ya yeh bhi kehta hai ki rohini Chand se ek tarfa kyar karti hai itna karti hai ki uska pyar Chand ko uske pass kheech Lata hai isliya voh bhut chamakta hai jab jab voh uske pass hota hai . Ab isme se konsi baat sachi hai konsi jhooti yeh kaha nhi ja sakta .

Sach kahun toh hum bhi is Chand aur rohini ki kahani ki tareh hi hain .. tu meri rohini aur main tera Chand . Lakh koshish ke baad bhi ek tarfa pyar hai humara . Tera toh pata nhi ki tu karti hai ya nhi main beshumar pyar karta hun tujhse . Jab jab Tera pass hota hun bhut chamakta hun bhut khush rehta hun azaad rehta hun bina filter ke rehta hun .

Main Wada karta hun ki agar tu bhi mujhse pyar krti hai aur is rishte ko aur mujha ek aur mauka dena chahti hai toh tuja kisi bhi cheez ki kami hi hone dunga . Sab cheez share karunga sab se pehla choti se badi har cheez . Kabhi tuja yeh mehsoos nhi hone dunga ki tu mujhse alag hai . I hope I made everything clear kuch bhi clear na hua ho toh puch le mujhe mana nhi karunga . And I am sorry for everything I did wrong with you I hope ki tu muja maaf kar payegi mera galt bartaav ke liya ..

Raavi : nhi sab samajh aa gaya shiva thank you apne dil ki sari baatein itni sundar tareeka sa samjhane ke liya . I hope ki ab jab main tuja apna dil ki baat bolungi toh tuja bhi samajh aa jayegi .

Shiva : zarur aayegi samajh kyun nhi aayegi . Tu samjhaygi toh zarur aayegi samajh.

Raavi : hmmm ..

Raavi : vese mera un doston ko mara kyun tha yeh toh time bataya hi nhi . Tu batayega nhi toh muja pata kaisa chalega . Bata na kya bola tha ki tu itna bhadak gaya tha .

Shiva : tu sach main Janna chahti hai ?

Raavi : haan ...

Shiva : voh yeh bol rahe the ki tuna apna ki pair per khud kulhadi maari hai . Esi kya majburi thi ki tuja mujhse shaadi karni padi jo unpadh hai gawar hai theek se kapde pehna bhi nhi aata toh dusre ne bola tera dost se voh toh tujhse pyar karna tha college time se toh voh tuja ya toh kidnap kar ke le jaye ya phir bhaga ke le jaye isse tu bhi Azad ho jayegi mujhse aur use tu mil jayegi  kyuki tu bhut sunder aur khubsurat hai aur main dhool sa hun toh tera mera mail nhi hai Yahi baat thi jo main bardasht nhi kar paya .

Apna baare mein baatein toh theek hai ki Roz ka hai per tera bare main yeh baatein sunna acha nhi laga aur na hi kisi aur acha lagta agar koi apni biwi ke baare main sunega toh . Main toh phir bhi chup reh gaya tha Tera baare main soch ker ki tuja bura lagega tuja pata chala toh . Anyways ab teri baari hai bolne ki bhut bol liya main jo bolna tha .

Raavi : yeh sab hua aur tune muja batana bhi theek nhi samjha khud hi khud main rakha yeh theek nhi Kiya shiva . Voh thapad bhale hi tuje meri self respect ko thes pahunchana ke liya pada ho per ek thapad unhe bhi padhna chahiya tha . How dare they speak ill about me and you . How dare they aur main befcoof tuja doshi samjhti rahi ki us din ki fight ka Zimmedar tu hai . I am sorry for that and started crying .

Shiva consoled raavi and told her to calm down and gave her water and told her to speak her mind and heart.

TO BE CONTINUED.....

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