Recap: he cheated on me...

Deku's Mind POV

Why...why does this always happen to me. I feel like no matter what I do or how hard I try to get over my depression...it just comes back.

Deku's POV
I'm currently at very peaceful park sitting  at the swing set crying my eyes out. I don't know what to do or how to feel I just cry. All I want is to feel some kind of love from someone is that not much to ask for. I'm making this journal entry ( Yes, I cry and write in a journal.) I'm giving myself two weeks so 14 days to live. And if I don't haves will to live anymore... then that's it's.

Goodbye for now journal
Signed Deku 12/25/19

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IM ALIVE IM SOOOO SOOOOO SOOOOOOOO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING BUT SCHOOL IS SO STRESSFUL ESPECIALLY WHEN 9TH GRADE IS ONE OF THE HARDEST BUT THAT IS NO EXCUSE PLUS IM A LITTLE LAZY BUT I HAVE SUCH A GOOD PLOT AND IDEA FOR THIS BOOK I WANTED TO GET THIS OUT TODAY, OH MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE OTHER FESTIVITIES AND IF YOU DON'T CELEBRATE ANYTHING AT ALL HAVE AN AMAZING DAY I LOVE YOU GUYS THANK YOU FOR THE COMMENTS I LOVE READING THEM BYE FOR NOW LOVES!!