9:20 pm

AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I had the most embarrassing moment ever today. And it would explain why I decided to stay in my bunker for the rest of the day, avoiding everyone. You see, ever since I had babysat Jasmine, my mind has gone a bit haywire. Not in a bad way, but it's a way that can be a bit embarrassing. So, I guess it's time for another story-time with Branch. Before I write the story, I'm going to write about my morning. I couldn't get out of bed. All I could think about is the thought of me having a babysitting job. I couldn't stop thinking about the thought of doing that all day. The type of thought brought me to the point of researching. I didn't eat breakfast till 11 in the morning, which I only had a bowl of cereal without coconut milk. What else became nuts was that, I was talking in a soft voice as if I was talking to a 5-year-old. I still wore my robe, and I forgot to do my bathroom routine. (Ew, right?) Don't worry, I managed to do those things after remembering that I was supposed to meet some of my friends to go out to lunch.

Story Time with Branch

So, what embarrassing moment happened during lunch? Well, this is when my stomach gurgled loudly, like you can hear it. And I said, "Oh oh. I think I need to go to the potty." Then I covered my mouth and blushed. Synth, Holly, and Smidge stared at me. This is when I twisted up what I said and told them that I said "party" instead of "potty", telling them that I have to go attend to one at the moment. I ran off all the way to my bunker and stayed there. This is when my thoughts got the best out of me. The thought about having a part-time job as a babysitter. What would I do? How embarrassing would it be if some of the words like "potty" came out of from my mouth in front of my friends, like today??? What about Poppy? Man, just the thought about this is making me shiver a bit. But at the same time, I shouldn't panic, right? Yes. But I'm not sure if I can babysit Jasmine tomorrow...no, I'm still going to babysit her, no matter what. I just need to control myself. Or to say...."Let It Go".

https://youtu.be/FnpJBkAMk44

Oh, someone is banging on my door. I wonder who could that be?? I got to go.

9:30 pm

Phew, what a day. Oh, my mouth got the best in me. Poppy just told me from what she heard from Smidge about what I said at lunch time. How in the world did the word get out so easily? I guess trying to say "party" instead of "potty" didn't work. But then...Poppy told me that it didn't sound embarrassing to her and not to worry about it. Worry? Should I?? Well, I told her about the idea of having a babysitting job and work twice a week, or whenever I needed something to do. She told me that it was a great idea, though she had told me this so many times with every other idea I have. 

Well, after confronting this, I have been distracted today. I didn't finish my chores or did the laundry. I got pretty much less done. I didn't even get a chance to work on the journal prompt for today. Do I really feel like doing one now? Well, maybe tomorrow because I'll have to stay up tonight to do my chores and at least take another shower. I'm going to go and start now. Sounds like I'll be having a cup of coffee in the morning.