....... There are celebrations going on at the base.... As the mission of securing pokharan base from infiltrators has been successful so far and in four consecutive days they will shift them to a new location...

"i thoroughly thank all the team..aur yahan excellent team work ke sath...and happy to witness that Family work bhi dekhne to mila.." captain hussain raised a toast at the couple....

"major rajveer, and captain nandini.... Agar captain nandini ke haath is mission ki security na di jati... To aaj hum sab yaha free ki army rum ke maze nahi loot pate.... And all this happende thanks to my aziz dost... Major rajveer...jisne apni zindagi me ek... Sorry do samajhdari ke kaam kiye... Pehla... Marrying captain nandini... Aur dusra... Handing over the security of the mission to her.. "

They all raised a toast... And the couple was requested to join others on the base for a friendly dance..
" sorry.
. Tumhare commanding officer ko na... Ye bollywood style dance nahi aata.. "
"come on sir..... Be a man... Ek dance..

Rajveer sir rajveer sir" lt shergill and lt sinha.. Forced him to. Join them..

While naina was sitting numb.... Looking at the couple dancing and rejoicing as if there was nothing wrong....
"haye... Kudiye... Is tarha dekhte rehne ka irada he... Asi bhi. Katar me he beautiful..." lt shergill handed her over the drink.... And asked her for a dance...

"wese ye major ka scene. Sahi he nai.... Dhasu bandi patai he isne...din me mission partner.... Raat me partner in crime..." they giggled amongst each other.... As naina was silent....but her skin burning...
She couldn't handle this pretense any more.... .

"dheere bol.. Pitvaega kya sale..."

"lo
Ke galat bola bhai chore ne.... Suna nahi.. Kesi kesi aawazen.aati.he inke tent me.... Sun kar hi soye armaan jag jaye.."

"maroge ek din tharkiyon.... Senior he apne.."

"haan to.. Hum konsa deshdroh kar rahe he.... Bande ki respect he bhai. Man me.. Itni hotness sath liye ghumta he....." they winked...

"wese hotness ki. Kami yaha bhi nahi. He.... Bas hamse pat to nahi rahi..."they eyed at naina... As lt. Shergill remarked...

" tips. Le le major se.. "other two gave a hi fi....

She got up from the adjacent table to leave..

A few days ago...

She resisted a lot... After that night.....

"kal raat hamare beech jo hua..... Wo dubara nahi hoga...
" quite firm in her decision...

"kya matlab he tumhara.." he was resentful..

"yahi ke.. Ye galat he... Aap shadi shuda he.... I cannot have this relationship with you..." she howled...

". Naina.. Meri. Baat suno.... Mera aur nandini ka rishta... Sirf ek samjhauta he.... A deal.... Pyaar to maine hamesha tum se kiya he...." he tried to explain
" are you trying to imply that you have never slept with her... Agar esi hi baat he... To aap ab tak kyun bandhe he... Us rishte me.

Chodd kyun nahi diya.... Unhe.... Answer me... Major sheekhawat.... "

He gulped down..

" did you never sleep with her.... Aap unhe dhokha de kar...is rishte ko nibhane ki baatein kese kar sakte he... Aap wahi rajveer sir ho. Na... Jo kisi ko dhokha nahi de sakte..... Kisi ka wada nahi tod sakte... Then how could you..
"

He was dumbfounded...

" kyunki me majboor hu...
. Haa manta hu ki. Mujhse galti hui he... Par yakeen mano... Me kisi ke saath kuch galat nahi. Kar raha..... Rahi baat meri aur nandini ki... To teen. Saal ki shaadi. Me... Bas 6 mahine saath me beete he..... Usme. Bhi.... Hamare beech kuch gine chune lamhe the..... Par... Un sare palon me.... Mere dil aur dimaag me sirf tum. Thi naina..... Uske saath beete har raat... Me maine tumhe mehsoos kiya he.... "
She got disgusted at his confession....

" aap esa kese bol sakte he... "
" i. Am just being honest with you... Kyunki me tumhe andhere me nahi rakhna chahta..... Aur rahi baat mere aur nandini ke rishte ki... To use me jald hi khatam kar dunga... Please trust me.... Mujhe thoda sa waqt chahiye... "

He cupped her face...
" please.... Trust me naina.... Waqt ke saath tumhari sari. Uljhan door ho jaegi.... Aur is sari uljhan me... Ek. Sach he.... Jise hum chah kar bhi nahi badal sakte
.... That we love each other god dammit.... "

She tried convincing herself whatever she is doing is wrong... And it should be stopped....
But they fell deeper in this web... Each time craving for each other...
Each time she would see nandini in his proximity....
Her insides would set on fire...

He would meet her.. In dark shadows.... And secluded moments...

Ravishing her naked body.....
Worshiping it....

They would sometimes disappear...for hours..... But this filthy game...was tbe truth of their story.... At least for now...

She had chosen to trust him.... But at what cost.... She doesn't know...

She was. With him....
Yet without him.

She knew he loved him... Yet couldn't hold his hand..... Couldn't let him close....feel his warmth..... As they pretended to mean nothing to each other......
While.... There was someone else.....who owned his shadow... Claimed rights over him..
She saw him... Intimately sitting with her ..... His eyes elsewhere..... As if buried in guilt.... And her head on his chest... As she once barged in... Without knocking to his tent..

"umm..i m extremely sorry..
Sir mam... Me... I dint mean to enter like this."

"its fine naina.... You are like  friends...." she replied sweetly...
Which made her buried in guilt even further...
She was no fried....she was a backstabbing opportunist.. Who stole her husband...

That night.... She almost broke all ties with him... And sent a transfer order from the base...

" ye kya he naina... Please.. Thoda sabar rakho..."
He howled...

"tand aa gai hun mai... Mujhse aur sabr nahi hota...i want to leave the base today.. Please sign on this request ..... I want to leave..." she was going paranoid...

"naina..i will not do it.... Dekho... Samajhdari se kaam lo.. Please baat ko samjho.."
He tried to explain..

"kya samjhu... Ke aap. Mujhse pyaar karte ho.. Lekin wo bhi aap ke baahon me hoti he... Tell me one thing

Do you enjoy this.... Jab man kare.... Wo... Aur jab man bhar jaye tab mai... Is this ur plan..." she didn't realize..... What she blurted out...
"andaza bhi he.... Kya bol rahi ho tum...."
And a sudden jerk....... She ended up on ground..... Crying relentlessly..
"to aur kya bolun me
...you have ruined my life.." she sobbed hard.... While he caged her in his arms..... Making her calm... Kissing her gently... With all the love in the world....

He undresed her slowly....while she kept protesting...
. But he knew.....she needed an assurance..... This moment....

Marking her skin..... From neck to navel... With gentle... Yet devoted.... Kisses and caresses...... Laying her on bed.. He hovered her...

Making her..... Relaxed with his gentle love making.... As words won't soothe her.....
She cried.. As he lay her on her back... Massaging her waist... Her shoulders...
Whispering thousand times.... What she means to him..

". Mai... Is. Waqt majboor hun naina...par jaise tumse pyaar kiya he.... Wo jagah... Kisi ki bhi nahi he.... Mera yakeen. Karo.... Waqt do... Thoda sa.... Sab kuch apne aap theek. Ho. Jaega... Us rishte me mujhe ghutan hoti he naina please trust me.." he was sounding so. Helpless.... That she once again.....got overwhelmed... By her own feelings....
" to aap unhe sach kyu nahi bata dete... "she whispered.....

He inserted his manhood inside.... Making her pant and cry.... Stroking her gently.... And she could not process... Any more..

Later.... She could feel his tounge... Ravishing her softness...... Worshipping her...

After a few minutes... He rested with her on his chest...

"filhaal ke liye itna sun. Lo... Wo shaadi... Bas ek deal he.... A part of a bigger mission..

" mission...?? "she was perplexed...

" mai tumhe ya use... Kuch nahi bata sakta.... We need to be patient naina... Yakeen mano... Ye jitna. Mushkil tumhare liye he.... Utna hi. Mere liye bhi..."

"ye sab kab khatam. Hoga...."

She just asked him one question in an extremely helpless tone..

"jald....hi....bohot jald khatam ho. Jaega...bas itna yaad rakhna.....apne pyaar par bharosa rakhna... I need you....." he cried along with her... And she could sense his helplessness..

Left with no option but to trust him..
And her love...

Now...

she was sitting in her tent crying... As she heard some moment...
He was. There... Behind her...
"aap..
Aap kab aaye..."

"jab tum ro rahi thi.." he said kissing her hair....

She looked at him...
And he engulfed her in a hug....

She was worn off... Of what was going between them. Since a week...

Constant lies and pretense...

Each time her heart heavy with a feeling that her lover..... Is on bed with another woman....who.also happens to be his wife.... He cupped her face....suddenly...she pushed him with a jerk...

"did you sleep with her?last night.... Before that.??" she started throwing her stuff....in frustration.

"kya ho. Gaya he tumhe..."he tried to calm her...

" mujhse... "her speech slurred...

" mujhse ab aur bardaash nahi hota... U divorce her.... Right away.... "she started getting hostile..

" naina.. Listen to me.
"he held her hands..

" aap mujhse kya chipa rahe he... Why can't you tell her the truth... "she held her head..... Clutching in frustration..

" theek he.. Agar aap nahi bata sakte.. To. I will..... "she started leaving..

" naina stop."
He walked hurriedly..

" no i wont.. Aaj me ye sab khatam karna. Chahti. Hun... Its getting suffocating.."she ran out of the tent...

He quickly matched her pace...

And bought her inside.. And hugged her tight..." his fingers running on her skin.. Calmed her.... For a moment

" no. No.

Aap har baar ki tarha.... Mujhe shaant nahi kara sakte

..i want a decision..... "
She howled... Pushing him back.

Not letting the drug.. Effect her... Like always....
" theek he... Agar tum. Yahi chahti. Ho... To i will tell her.... Bas chaar din ke sabr ki ummid thi tumse...its a question of national security god dammit... She is a spy..... Ab mil gayi tasalli......now can u trust me.."

"what??"

"haan.... Triggers... Ki location badalne ke samay kma me... Ise appoint kiya gaya tha..... And at that time... I had no other option.... But to get engaged with her.... Teen.saal lage.... Uske khilaaf..... Sara data ikattha karne ke liye... Aur raw me ise identify kiya gaya... Tab ise yaha appoint karwa diya... Take... Is ki baki links bhi pata chale.... Is spy network ko firse ek mauka mila he... Triggers churane ka...... And her beinh the security in charge... Is just a game.. That way... She would be busy stealing the phony..uske aad me hum.. Asli triggers ko shif kar denge..... Safe jagah par... "

She nodded in confusion..

" aap itnr saal se...... I mean... Aap ko ispe shak ki se hua... She was your batch mate... "

" haan... Aur lala gehlot ki. Aad me...... Isne apne. Network enhance kar diye..and she was at her strongest jab use kma me appoint kiya gaya... Wo engagement... Ye shaadi....its all a cover......to keep an eye on her... "

" i am sorry.. To have doubted you.. "she cried... And cried..." i had been so insecure. "
" its okk naina... Pyaar aur logic... Ek saath kaam nahi karte.... "he chucked..." par dhyaan rahe.. Is info ko tumhare saath share karke... Mene... Army ki secrecy ko compromise kiya he...ab dubara mujhpe bharosa karna hai ya nahi.. Ye tumhare haath mr he... Par is info ko leak honr nahi diya ja sakta... "

" yes sir... "aur rahi. Baat aap par bharosa karne ke..... To.... Wo to aap shadi shuda hone ke baad bhi..tha..... Bas.... Aaap ko kisi aur ke saath dekhna... Is too painful"

He cupped her face
He stared kidsing her.. Undressing himself

She quickly undressed herself.... Kissing him like crazy....
While he matched her fervour...

After a few minutes.... Of intimate bliss.... She lay there.... Wrapped in a bed sheet.... In the sleeping bag......

"bas chaar din aur naina... Fir me tumse apne pyaar ka izhaar sari duniya ke saamne karne ko aazad hun...