Hyukie 💘

I'm sorry I haven't texted in the past week hyuk 

I haven't been getting enough sleep

I keep waking up in the middle of the night

I dream about you 

And when I wake up realizing that you aren't really here

It hurts 

I can never fall asleep afterward

I got a little sick because I haven't been taking care of myself as much

but I'm okay now!

Jinwoo hyung and Myungjun hyung set a bedtime of sorts for me

They were really worried when they found out...

I don't mind though I have to be in bed by 10 nowadays 

They also check on me every once in a while

I also go to bin hyung and dongmin hyung's room when I wake up in the middle of the night

They somehow seem to comfort me enough to go back to sleep

They now have an air bed ready for me...

I've been getting a lot more affection too

It seems they realized that I'm still hurting more than usual

I'm thankful for them

And I'm so glad to have them in my life

They're some of the best friends in the world

But I still need you hyukie 

Anyways I need to go try to sleep 

So bye Hyuck I hope you're sleeping and eating well

sent 9:58 PM