Hyukie💘

Jinjin hyung sat and talked with me

I let it spill how much it hurts

I couldn't keep it in any longer

I know you probably aren't coming back 

But a small part of me still hopes that you will

I don't know why you left 

And if it was because of me

I've been blaming myself ever since you left

Maybe if I had done better

Maybe if I had left you alone 

Maybe if I wasn't as clingy as I was

But that soft smile you always gave me,

Made me think you were happy?  

That you were okay with me

Jinjin hyung told me that it was good that I was getting my feelings out

He still doesn't believe that you're reading these 

But he told me as long as I don't become disappointed

And that I was happy 

It was all okay

sent 12:08 AM