~5 years later

Im clutching the tray that I held so tight in my chest while looking at the TV screen.It was VIXX performance of Love Equation Encore in a Music Show.Its their 8th Wins since they start promoting the song....but more than that my attention only focus to the guy that so familiar to me.Jaehwan.but his more known now as VIXX Main Vocal Ken.my BFF.his smiling brightly together with the other members while thanking their fans on stage.

"Congratulation Jaehwan-ah."I whisper in the air while smiling bitterly.I'm happy for him,he finally living the dream he wants...but I miss him so much.the Jaehwan who's always there for me,is now like a star that so far to reach.

"Hey!!"
"Eh??"

"Your spazzing."Missy said as she shrugged my shoulder,she's my workmate in the coffee shop
I'm working with."VIXX again??"she asked as she slide in beside me in the counter joining me watching the TV Show.

"Yeah..."I smile as I push up my eye glasses frame and put down the tray in the counter.

"Waaah....its their 8th wins already right?"she asked still her attention was on the TV Screen.

"Yup..."I said reaching out the TV remote control and turned off the TV since the show was already over and I walk inside the counter checking our inventory for today.

"Didn't you said you have a Best Friend named Lee Jaehwan in your Grade and High School years...is it Ken??"missy asked as she turned towards facing me outside the counter.

"That's-".I didn't finished what I'm about to say when I heard the door wind chime ring,sign that there's a  customer who just walk inside the cafe."talk to you later we've got a customer."I smile and grab my order slip walking out the counter leaving Missy behind without looking back.I let out a deep sigh of relief from the near interrogation.

I approached the customer whose sitting at the far end corner.,getting her order and introducing the new menu.

I unintentionally share my life when I got drunk on our Christmas party last year,and that's include Jaehwan.I've got this drinking habit that whenever I got drunk I can't stop talking and it leads to story telling of my life.The thing is I remember it all when I sober, but can't stop it in the actual.My drinking habit started the night were Jaehwan left me,I didn't know what gets into me that I drunk all the hard liquors that my dad been keeping for along time,its his precious collection by the way.That night mom and dad literally had to scotch tape my mouth as I kept on whining why Jaehwan had to leave me,the next day I was grounded for five days because of what I did.I lost all my contacts to Jaehwan when I got back my phone....it alway says that his out of coverage everytime I dial his number.I stop trying when i finally accepted what he said in the note.

After I finished my shift in the coffee shop in the morning.,I went straight to my second part time job as an on call cleaners in a company.I cleaned the building when its end of office hours,I accept small buildings to cleaned it's usually two to three floors...it might be hard working kind of job but I'm saving for my future.I defy my parents to turn me to a doctor someday...so when i told them i want to be a pastry chef they told me that they won't support me with it...with all the courage I move out from house with their consent also and challenge my self here in Seoul.I'm actually having fun challenging myself to conquer my dream...someday i'll be living the life I want just like Jaehwan did.

After I bid my goodbye to my boss and missy I leave the coffee shop and fished my phone out inside my packed bag to check my appointment for tonight.

"3-6 Eunju-ru 157-gil,Gangnam-gu Seoul"

"Hmmm??!why does this Address sounds familiar to me,?"I muttered to myself.

I rode a taxi and give the address to the driver,leaning my head near the window as I watched every huge giant TV screen on the streets we passed by..,coincidentally one of it was playing VIXX love equation mv....I put my headset on my head and listened  VIXX I don't want to be an Idol song...I felt so attached with this song simply because its Jaehwan's story,tho I don't know if he had a girlfriend before he became an idol like what he said in the interview.

"Miss,we're already here."the driver informed as the taxi stop in a building.Lose in thoughts I didn't notice we've already arrived.I scan the Building's facade and my heart drop as I read the Buildings name.Jellyfish Entertainment.

"Ahmm...Si-sir are you sure this is the exact address??"I stutter as I pushed my eye glasses frame to make sure I'm reading the Buildings name correctly and that I'm not hallucinating things.

"Yes miss,my GPS says the exact address you give...here."the driver gesture me see the GPS and it really is the exact address.

After I pay my fare,I step out the taxi with a trembling hand and a cold sweat walking closed to the security guard who's watching the building.

"Guard is this the right address of this building?"I asked as I let him read the address on my phone and he nod in confirmation.

"Yes miss.ahh...you've got some appointment here?but its already end of office hours-"

"Ahh Yes.I'm the on call cleaner for a couple of nights."I say as I awkwardly smile at him.

"Really?Ahh right Our janitor take a leave of absent for a couple of days...I'll just ring the higher up to inform that you're here."the guard said and called someone on his radio."Your cleared now just leave me your I.D,fill this up and sign some wavers that you won't tell anyone that your working here,its a mandatory before you get in the building...i'll assess you to the cleaning station and the list of the floors-rooms that your allowed to clean."he said while sliding his record book and a couple of papers.

After i surrendered my I.D,fill up some papers and signed the waver we proceeded to the cleaning station.The building is not that big anyway and the floors and rooms that I'm going to clean is not that much also.I've got nothing to worry except the fact that I'm at Ken's workplace.After changing to my over all attire for cleaning,I head back to the security guard to asked something that I'm so anxious to find out.

"Guard...ahmmm...Is there someone else left in the building?"I asked nervously.

"Ahh yes...I'm glad you reminded me about it.yes...I think some of the artist still inside".the guard said in smiling face.

"Is that so...thank you."I said and I walk back inside the building."please god...,not this time I'm not ready to face Jaehwan yet".I pray as I push the cart of my cleaning tools.

I keep my mind occupied concentrating my work from floor to floor until I stop on the corner were the Last room Iocated.the corridor's lights was turned off but the room's glass door was beaming with on and off light coming from the inside.the atmosphere was a bit creepy,..gathering all my courage I take a step walking to the room.Moving closer I could hear people whispering inside,I guess their the artist the guard were talking about earlier,but what's with this flickering lights tho.Since I can't find the switch of the lights to turn on.,I just used my cellphone to light my way.

Ken's P.O.V

VIXX decided to watch horror movies since we're going to stay for a night in the company...setting up the practice room complete with popcorns,cola and some pillows we scattered on the floor while the light was turned off..,it looks like were having a slumber party actually,the company spoiled us to do freely whatever we want as reward to our wins in music shows.

Although I'm the one who suggested it and agreed by everyone,I'm the second one next to N hyung who got easily scared and right now N hyung was already clinging on Leo hyung's arm to hide who also kept him pushing away.Lucky me I'm close to Ravi,unlike Leo hyung who doesn't like skinship Ravi doesn't mind at all.

We're too focus at the movie when a ghost suddenly appear in the TV screen with a scary eerie sound effect...me and N hyung screamed in unison,but we screamed more together with Ravi,Hongbin,and Leo hyung when our Maknae Hyuk screamed louder than us(*if you've watched mtv vixx diary ep.1 then you've got idea how hyuk soundslike) and pointed the glass door which is just under the TV screen that hanged on the ceiling.

There's a woman silhouette standing outside the door and her face was flashed with a light below.We screamed more and compressed together when we heard the door knob was making rattling noise as it tries to open the door.

"Ahmm...hello I'm the cleaner for tonight,are you guys okay there??I..I just heard screaming inside."

a woman's voice speak up on the  outside the room and we all break out shoving each other from hugging to much except N hyung who's still gripping Leo hyung tighter under his fragile arms,he only let go sheepishly when Leo hyung send him a death stare.

Pushing each other who's gonna answer to the woman.but of course powered by Scaredy Leader.,Hyuk was picked to answer the woman.We chuckle when Hyuk cracked his voice like a teenage who still undergo in puberty,but we stop when he send us death glare.our Maknae nowadays is stronger than us unlike before.

"Ye-Yes...who are you??"Hyuk asked in shaky voice.

"I'm Eun Juri..,the cleaner for tonight~" the girl respond in her softest voice. 

Her answered rang on my ears as I heard her name and my heart beats louder,that familiar name....without a word I slowly stood up and walked closed to the door and twist the door knob opened.Just as I wished that that person's name Eun Juri is the Eun Juri I know and longed to see so bad is now standing infront of me.My Queen.My first love.Eun Juri.I feel like I'm going to explode with a rushed of emotion I'm feeling inside.

She kept batting her eyelashes for a several times before she pushed up the frame of her eye glasses staring at me with her shaky eyes.

"Jae  Jaehwan-ah~~"she softly say my name as the lights turned on around us.